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2019-06-02 at 8:49 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?
Originally posted by Sophie I take it then that you don't believe in free will?
Yes and no.
I used to think that everything was predestined at the birth of the universe, but now I think that when a proton moves about there is quantum calculation, so from our perspective there is freewill but in reality it's just pulling from a list of probabilities. -
2019-06-02 at 8:16 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?
Originally posted by Sophie I had a religious experience the other day. First i've ever had in my life, it was weird but at the same time so profound. It was as if i caught a glimpse of God's plan. And it was beautiful.
When i was a teenager i was a fedora wearing militant atheist, later i was more agnostic, but strangely as i dropped my staunch resistance towards anything such as a greater power i became more susceptible to the idea that maybe there is something out there.
I don't know man. It's not yet my time.
From my explorations and meditations I have come to the conclusion that we are a hallucinatory phenomena and reality is something akin to computation.
Reality is programmed to go one way or the other, and as Lain said, everything is connected.
This is why I'm not afraid of death anymore, just the pain and loss of my belongings and now my loved ones (my nekos) but I'm not afraid ... even if I don't reincarnate I'm ready to die.
When I try to go further and see what is beyond our reality and what came before existence my mind starts to shut down. -
2019-06-02 at 8:06 AM UTC in lol some guy blocked me on RYM for making a reference to loli buttsoh and I'll decriminalize pedophilia and make immigration for ethnic Japanese free
Everyone who is European or Eurasian will receive a free Japanese wife and a plot of land. -
2019-06-02 at 8:06 AM UTC in lol some guy blocked me on RYM for making a reference to loli buttsME FOR PRESIDENT 2020
I'll deport the spics and I'll get you to impregnate chicks, out with the jews and jiggaboos, free wealth and land if your skin ain't tan, God bless the USA. -
2019-06-02 at 8:04 AM UTC in lol some guy blocked me on RYM for making a reference to loli butts
Originally posted by Sophie I pity the fool… ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
But on the real, isn't smooth as a baby's bottom an idiom in English.
Also, i don't get the: "Oh i'm no pedo, i only like 2D" attitude.¯\_(ツ)_/¯
It's actually the opposite ... I'm just making sure to prevent myself from self-incrimination in case I eventually decide to get into politics.
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2019-06-02 at 8 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?
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2019-06-02 at 7:55 AM UTC in lol some guy blocked me on RYM for making a reference to loli butts
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2019-06-02 at 7:13 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?
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2019-06-02 at 5:01 AM UTC in Why is technology so difficult to get to work correctly?because you're an idiot and have no business being on the internet
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2019-06-02 at 4:56 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?Is there anywhere in the US or Canada where I can undergo assisted suicide?
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2019-06-02 at 4:51 AM UTC in I hate the flow of time / nostalgia thread
Originally posted by Bill Krozby When I was 15 my best friend and I went to our first show. Einstuerzende Neubauten. My friends dad took us, it was cringey or anything because he was into music like that too and we just ran off and hung out with some other kids from school, its where I got my first kiss and a number… from a girl!
If you are a hiki and don't leave your room how would going back in time let you accomplish this anyways lmao
I have Haus Der Luge on vinyl -
2019-06-02 at 4:49 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?
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2019-06-02 at 4:48 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?
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2019-06-02 at 4:41 AM UTC in What is the best non-painful and quickest way to suicide?^
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2019-06-02 at 4:39 AM UTC in I hate the flow of time / nostalgia thread
Originally posted by Bill Krozby you probably didn't even go to shows when you were 15 anyways
I didn't have any source of income and besides I didn't go outside.
But if I could go back in time I would have my mom take me to see Merzbow, NIN, Skinny Puppy etc
I went to see NIN with my mom in 2008, right in my hometown, it was nice.
even though I was a hikikomori then too it was still nice knowing I was in the world I knew and loved.
My musical heroes and bands I listened to were the adults, now at this moment I'm older than they were back then ... and that's just fucked the fucked up.
I might livestream myself walking into the middle of a busy highway and blow myself up with explosives -
2019-06-02 at 4:32 AM UTC in I hate the flow of time / nostalgia threadBefore it became the service to the masses and everyone and their pet were on the net.
Today people think of things like 4chan being mainstream but that blows my fucking mind.
Just yesterday I was a weirdo for spending so much time on the internet, now internet addiction is a national epedemic .. one of my former therapists laughed at me when I said I wanted to join an internet addiction support group and said there was no such thing, that was in 2008.
Using something like twitter apparently makes you a normie now but it was just yesterday that services like that were only used by "IT" type people.
I just recently started paying attention to society and the outside world and talking to people like you all here and I'm coming from the perspective of someone browsing the web circa 2005, the entire attitude has changed.
I am literally seeing people openly declare desktops to be obsolete ...
I have a plan to build up a huge repository of media from the early 20th century up to the year 2007 and then completely block out the outside world.
I'll come back out of my bunker in 10 to 15 years to see how much things have changed, but then I'll retreat to my sanctuary that is a reflection of the 90s and 00s decades.
This is inspired by blast from the past.
It cheers me up to see other people out there like me who refuse to go along with the flow of society, people who found a particular point in time that made them the happiest and choose to stay there for good
also lol @ the normals thinking this is a "challenge"
This lifestyle makes me feel euphoric
I am seriously saddened that everything I loved about the world, the essence of the years 2000 - 2006 is forever gone and everyone has changed.
I will never be able to see Merzbow live as a 15 year old, or enter EB games ever again ... or step into Vibes records in Broad Ripple Indiana and buy the latest album of the 00s ...
Anything that could happen in that decade did and now it has come and gone ....
I can't even walk into Best Buy and buy a new CRT TV anymore ... and goddamn video games have gone to shit ... and to make matters worse in two more decades physical games media will probably be completely phased out ... all stores will.
Gone are magazines too ...
Never again will I get to walk into spencers gifts as a 12 year old and feel edgy and rebellious for walking to the back where all the adult sex toys were.
My mom will probably be dead in 20 years which means I'll have to actually kill myself or live on the streets.
you know ... fuck it ... I want to die ... I'm ready to die ... I'm over this.
If I had a peaceful means to end my life right now I would go for it. -
2019-06-02 at 3:25 AM UTC in In 10 years websites like this will be illegal
Originally posted by -SpectraL Everywhere you go you will have to punch in with your chip. No private travel permitted. Cars and trucks and planes, etc., banned. Only government-provided public travel permitted. Get on the train, punch your chip, logs your time/place/ID to a central global computer. Locate and identify and track every single soul on the face of the planet in real-time. Cameras everywhere in the streets, tracking and logging your every move. Cameras right inside your home. Cameras in your bedroom and bathroom, recording 24/7 and sent to a central global database for storage. All your phone calls, text messages, e-mails, monitored and recorded 24/7 worldwide. Even your very thoughts will be monitored. They've already figured out how to read your thoughts, by scanning the electrical and chemical reactions inside the pathways of your brain; they will be able to detect immediately with a simple scan of your head from a hand wand if you are an enemy combatant of the New World Order, and the punishment is always either death or re-education centers; there's will be no in between. Satellites orbiting the planet by the hundreds, logging every move of every person alive in real-time for processing. One central government with a handful of rich and powerful people, Satanists, controlling everything.
You just described the situation we're already in, except for the chip part. -
2019-06-02 at 3:01 AM UTC in In 10 years websites like this will be illegal
Originally posted by -SpectraL We've been warning of this very event for 50 years, and everyone just chuckled and laughed and pointed fingers and told us we should go grab our tin foil hats. Well, they ain't laughing so loud now.
"It's just a conspiracy goyim! Don't pay any attention it it!"
30 years later it all comes true
"What, are you a bigot? What do you have to complain about, the world is such a better place! Time for your re-education!"
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2019-06-02 at 2:57 AM UTC in In 10 years websites like this will be illegalYou should all watch THX1138
It's so bleak and sobering .. it's essentially what the NWO be like -
2019-06-02 at 2:53 AM UTC in In 10 years websites like this will be illegal
