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2019-03-21 at 11:18 PM UTC in Angry Malice threatens Lanny, tells him some home truthsShitty rant by an idiot.
"You aren't happy cuz I can't understand how you could be. Let me crowbar this conclusion due to my obvious analpain that you don't take my delusions about understanding neurology seriously."The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-21 at 7:17 PM UTC in GGG is scared lolITT: Gullible pensioners get deceived by Mexican internet scamThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-21 at 2:20 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Well then I'm on the right track.
I know it wasn't like "my fault", but that was just so uncharacteristic of me. I thought he was doing the faggy victim cry for help thing…..but I guess he was in more pain than even I knew.
I honestly didn't even remember I said that, and just knowing what I know now, I really regret it.
I know he got his drugs a week or two before, but I don't think it's entirely coincidence that he checked out as soon as I/we started getting agitated at his constant talking about it.
I mean I still think weekly about the girl I let try coke with me when I was 15 or 16. Ended up going off the rails, injecting bath salts, having a stroke- and is now in an assisted living facility. One of the 3 girls I ever really loved, I think.
I just obsess about how the things I've done affect other people. Not to be melodramatic, but I think this one is probably going to stay with me a bit. I don't even remember saying that shit. Then again I DID put in a solid decade of encouragement and talk-therapy, but that's not what sticks with you.
*shrug*
Hey man, jokes aside I really identify with the way you feel. And I haven't conquered it but I am trying. To that end, I'll make a serious suggestion: try mindfulness meditation.
I really don't like cracker ass neo-spirituality and how it has infested the practice of meditation, which in itself is a powerful tool.
What you might be experiencing in these moments, as I do too, is an identity with your thoughts and your idea of self. Your thoughts are what cause your suffering.
I spent a long time thinking about why I agonize over so much of the past, and I think it's because we value ourselves and our existence "transactionally", as Alan Watts might put it: what we are is how we relate.
I also generally think Sam Harris is not too bright on many of the subjects he talks about, but the Waking Up app is one I'll give him big props for. The guided meditation courses are very helpful to actually understand what you're learning.
Indians are an authority on meditation and Pakis are basically Indians, so you can trust me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-21 at 2:21 PM UTC in GGG is scared lolAnyone who fucks with §m£ÂgØL IRL will end up dead.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-21 at 2:30 PM UTC in GGG is scared lolIf it's not concealed then you might as well put a target on your back anyway.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-19 at 11:11 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionPlease forgive Infantcock, he is an idiot. We purposely trained him wrong, as a joke.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-19 at 5:27 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionIt's kind of weird to think of them opening up his head.
The coroner saw a brain but he was holding a lifetime of autism and textual diarrhea.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-18 at 10:30 PM UTC in Heath Ledger has diedThe day he died, the #1 Google Search was "who is Keith Ledger?"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-18 at 10:29 PM UTC in Don'tTellEm's e-beef with Ohfralala began when lala was a member of the SweetBabes...Who gives a motherfuckThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-17 at 4 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI just shit on a flowerbed to fertilize it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-17 at 11:09 AM UTC in Why do we feed billions to our pet parasite Israel?Zoklet, more like ZOGlet.
