2021-09-29 at 2:19 AM UTC
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Fona 9-29-2021
Guess I just needed a nap.
I am feeling better now and not so grumpy.
Tonight I am sure will go to shit as yesterday did whether or not there is a chance I will get off early is just false hope after witnessing the horrible work ethic of my coworkers yesterday.
Im sort of glad I work by myself secluded away from everyone where I don't even have a chance at picking fights with people.
Going to go to work and try to make the most of it.
I didn't wake up in time to hang up the my goat picture or look at my 486 anymore but perhaps tomorrow I will.
Hope you all have a great night.
2021-09-28 at 3:55 PM UTC
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Fona 9-28-2021
I tried playing ROS but only 16 other players could be found in the entire world which just made me feel worse.
I know I want to hang my donkey picture above my desk but idk where I want that desk.
Everything is dull as fuck in my life during this nice sun shiny day.
What the fuck am I missing?
2021-09-28 at 2:40 PM UTC
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Fona 9-28-2021
I think what I need is a hunting trip.
Who wants to go hunting?
2021-09-28 at 2:40 PM UTC
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Fona 9-28-2021
I live right next to a golf course.
Maybe I should go to Goodwill and get some clubs and give it a shot.
Pretty sure if I went by myself I would just get pissed and walk off leaving everything laying in some sand trap.
2021-09-28 at 2:36 PM UTC
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Fona 9-28-2021
Slaynk had this great idea to go camping behind a power plant and I keep thinking about that.
Chell didn't want to go even though I did.
Now I want to go but I dunno if Slaynk still wants to go or what the fuck would happen now.
I'd invite him over but he would probably get me evicted.
2021-09-28 at 2:30 PM UTC
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Fona 9-28-2021
You make no money though.
I told you I wanted to come meet up with you and Lucy and your response was "Will you pay for everything?"
Seriously about sick of computers to tell the truth.
I spent so much on computers this year I wanna shoot my dick off.
Damn beeping sons of bitches.
2021-09-28 at 2:03 PM UTC
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Fona 9-28-2021
Work sucked.
Then went to the grocery and spent too much on too little.
Came home and haven't done a thing.
Been struggling with this boredom shit lately.
I have an urge to do something (sometimes) but I have no idea what I should be doing.
No friends who can just go out anytime and do dumb shit with.
I dunno what to be doing.
Someone wanna do something?
Everything is all restricted in one way or another.
I'm just looking for an adventure.
A good time.
An experience or something.
2021-09-27 at 6:07 PM UTC
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Fona 9-27-2021
I don't want to deal with it either.
Fuck my dick I tell ya what.
Tomorrow i'll just go straight to jedi HQ and let them fuck my ass to my face.
Marijuana use always has affected me jumping jobs.
In reality it shouldn't matter and the laws are all fucked anyways.
I'd much rather have a pot head than a drunk any day and yet they dont care about alcohol.
the worse part is they test for marijuana to such an extent that you'll fail even if it's been weeks since you smoked.
It's like a vicious game you play trying to hold a job and a joint at the same time.
I told my boss that if I have to take 1 more damn drug test Im out because this job isn't worth that much of my free time.
It isn't worth any of my free time.
I filled out my application 4 times now and have taken 2 drug tests and it is just an entry level job a disabled monkey could do.
Get out of my personal life you dirty fucks.
Im not jumping through hoops for your dumb asses to hold down a shit job that is embarrassing to even have.
2021-09-26 at 6:31 PM UTC
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Gray hair at an early age
I often think about what I would do if my hair turned gray.
I believe I would just go with it because if I was to do some dumb shit to hide from something I can't even see on my head then I would forever have to do that dumb shit to keep it up.
Sure, it would feel uncomfortable looking older than your age but nothing is fair in this world.
If that is all you have against you I'd count yourself blessed my friend.
Pretty sure everyone will always find something about themselves they don't like.
So long as it's not your character, who cares?
I love you man.
Now go get some you dusty old bitch.
2021-09-26 at 6:18 PM UTC
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PANNY!
I tried to play that game but it crashed saying it needs Windows 10 1903 or earlier to work and I am currently at Windows 10 1904.
Some weird shit like that is what it said.
Also this game sucks so bad I was getting like 4 frames per second in the lobby,
What kind of a fuck did I download?
2021-09-26 at 12:45 PM UTC
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My dog is sick.
My dog is sick still but was showing some small signs of improvement.
The problem started 2 and a half years ago when I found a golf ball sized tumor on the side of his neck.
Now the tumor is the size of a kid's basketball and has made it's way under his neck and I think it is just so big and in such a bad spot that it is causing him problems.
I wish something could have been done about it when I found it but the vet said unless I was going to take him to OSU and pay $10k I should just make him comfortable.
2021-09-26 at 12:40 PM UTC
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Fona 9-26-2021
Oh, and I want to go to Kohls and see if I am able to get another pair of my shoes because they are discontinuing them.
2021-09-26 at 12:36 PM UTC
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Fona 9-26-2021
Hey guys,
I haven't posted much in the last few days as work last week really zapped my energy reserves.
The 24th was my 4 years clean off heroin and cocaine date.
I was so caught up in the hustle and bustle of my best life that I forgot all about it.
The last 4 years have been a lot of hard work to get where I am today.
My old life still haunts me but usually just in the form of creditors calling my phone.
Today is the last day of my weekend and I would like to enjoy some of it.
My plan is to clean up my apartment and get ready for work later then go out and see what I can get into.
Yesterday I was at a garage sale thinking about quitting smoking when I bought a beautiful piece of wall art featuring Joe Camel to hang on my wall.
Also bought a little shelf that I may or may not hang up.
I've got to go to Lowes and exchange some cabinet hardware for the right kind so I can fix a shelf in one of my cabinets.
Also will be going to my mom's to check and see how my dog is doing.
He is moving around a little and going potty but I just need to see for myself.
Still he isn't very well even though he is moving some.
My coffee is already in me now and there is really only about 6 hours I have left in my day before I have to go to bed.
Working 10 hours tonight I hope.
So yeah, that's basically all I have to talk about right now.
idk...
I don't know what to do now.
Thoughts?
