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2019-03-20 at 2:56 PM UTC in Kenshi - the greatest game I ever played
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2019-03-20 at 2:55 PM UTC in If you elevate dopamine and norepinephrine levels in your brain...HEY MR. GENERALITIES
HEY
HEYY HEY HEY
HEY HEY THE WORLD IS GREY
EXTRACELLULAR? PRESYNAPTIC?
DAT TRANSPORTER? NET TRANSPORTER?
REUPTAKE INHIBITION? RELEASING?
UNSELECTIVE OR SELECTIVE?
SUBTYPES? D1,D2,D3,D4,OR D5
ADRENERGIO? IMIDAZOLINE PREFERRING RECEPTORS EYY?
BETA adrenergic or beta adrenergi?
do you know how AUTORECEPTORS WORK?
EXPLAIN TO ME WHY AFRIN, an A2 AGONIST, CAUSES VASOCONSTRICTION AND HYPERTENSION?
AND HOW CLONIDINE, AN A2 AGONIST, DOES QUITE THE OPPOSITE?
AND WHY DOES AFRIN SOMETIMES CAUSE HYPOTENSION IN CHILDREN??? -
2019-03-20 at 2:49 PM UTC in BradleyB's Rock Bottom -- Recovery ThreadHello everyone. I have come to tell you about my success. I am over 3 years sober except I smoke about 3.5 to 7g of weed a day, I have a girl and a farm and a couple trailers and be turning up hard as a bitch. My girl let's me fuck dudes on the low. I breed tropical fish, zebra finches, parakeets, ball pythons, small dogs and tropical fish. I no longer do bonsai but grow sage. My bitch manages a successful gas station. I engaged in a losing conflict in Milwaukee and fled to the safety of the Nicolet National Forest. I'm back in school but don't intend to work ever again. I no longer go to AA meetings, play video games or do anything of my old self. I'm openly bi/gay and make okay money and have no unmet needs. I came back cause of the passing of malice. I am practicing elements of Buddhism and an Odinic soldier. I teach Yoga now and love dab carts, having sex with US military personnel and breaking off 18 year old twinks I make my step son find.
My life is perfect and I live to make the world a better place. I'll throw up a photo of me. -
2019-03-20 at 7:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI feel like it's my responsibility to lighten up this thread now.
If God forbid something shoild cut me down in my prime, there aren't many pictures to remember me by. So, for posterity:
This is a disposable camera picture of 17 year old casper drinking whiskey from a flask in a 99 cent store du-rag, throwing up the W behind the wheel of a blue 69 camaro.
I was only wearing the rag 60% ironically. 40% of me thought it looked "hood".
Discuss. -
2019-03-20 at 6:54 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2019-03-20 at 5:17 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
Originally posted by CASPER And methadone…I'm down to 120. Excellerating my taper to 3mg/week, so right about the end of this year (or sooner if I start tapering more), I'll be good.
Nigella Sativa oil is supposed to be great for tapering opioids, but the stuff makes my stomach gurgle and get awful cramps.
How much was your highest dose?
Also, how long have you been on it?
I'm just curious because I was on methadone myself, only I ended up getting straight up hooked on the methadone. I always pissed clean, so I eventually got weekly carries and would just go through half right away, then the other half a couple days later. By day 6/7, it was absolutely horrible. Worst days of my life.
I actually ended up using heroin to taper off of the methadone.
Ironic as fuck, I know.
And I don't really recommend it. It probably wouldn't work for everyone.
What I did was I just decided I wanted to get off the methadone as quickly as possible, so I told my doc that I want to taper down from about 120 to 0 in a month. She strongly advised against it, but I told her I just want to get this over with... kinda like ripping off a bandaid.
I took a lot of benzos to help.
I even tried kratom, but it did nothing for me (maybe it was just weak stuff, I dunno).
Then when I got down towards zero, I used heroin a few times, but made a strict promise to myself that I would stop all opiate use (from codeine to oxycodone to heroin to methadone, absolutely all of it) by the end of December 2014.
Somehow I managed to pull that off, and have been opiate clean since then.
But I will tell you, that one month rapid taper was FUCKING BRUTAL. I ended up in the psych ward for a few days at one point because I was suicidal.
God, I'm so glad that part of my life is over.
Best of luck to you. It can be done, and I'm living proof of that. -
2019-03-20 at 3:02 AM UTC in Where is the line between being a junkie and not?
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2019-03-20 at 2:54 AM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Report
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2019-03-20 at 2:26 AM UTC in Malice's Autopsy Report
Originally posted by DietPiano Makes sense that he had a beard at least at the end. Unless you have very well groomed facial hair, it usually looks like crap and is a clear sign to everybody that you don't give enough of a crap to take care of yourself really. Speaking from experience, it's usually habitual self-neglect.
If it is well groomed it's a sign of the opposite.
For years I was "growing out"my beard. I really just looked fat and homeless. I'm the last couple months, I bought a beard trimmer and cut it close, lined it up. People respond to me completely differently. Not to mention I feel more confident now. Clean clothes every day whether they smell dirty or not. Lol. flossing twice a day. Waterpic to clean out my nasty smokers tonsils. Trim beard every day and clean up stubble. Workout in the morning.
Feel great. -
2019-03-20 at 1:12 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?Candy, do you have flooding I hear about on the news?
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2019-03-20 at 1:06 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?ROFL!!!!😋
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2019-03-20 at 1:04 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?Lol help me, be me. 😋
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2019-03-20 at 1:02 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?Dear Lanny,
This is §m£ÂgØL
Can you please ban me from my own account
I’m in my feelings about some chit I saw on the forums
I have no self control and will post emotional rants if I’m allowed to post
Sincerely, Faggzilla -
2019-03-20 at 12:40 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?Wait, what's in there?
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2019-03-20 at 12:37 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?
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2019-03-20 at 12:33 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?No go to my inbox boner
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2019-03-20 at 12:32 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?Scared of me? What scares you? Do you see me as a druggie, suicidal faggot? Or just a shitposter having fun? DH style.
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2019-03-20 at 12:30 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?Lol. U barely let me know who u are. That scares me
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2019-03-20 at 12:28 AM UTC in Is Risir now considered a normie because he fell in love with CandyRein and doesn't post here anymore?Text me some sweet nothings.
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2019-03-20 at 12:24 AM UTC in You'll cowards like pickles?When I was a child I didn't like pickles, but then one night I had a dream where I was eating pickles dipped in mustard and ketchup and they were delicious. After the dream I decided to try it IRL and I thought it was fucking disgusting. Now I like pickles though, but not like all the time. And I definitely favor the higher quality ones over the cheaper brands. You should make your own pickles, they would probably be way more dank.