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2020-05-22 at 3:44 AM UTC in I'm not destined for this world. Goodbye, ladies and gentlemen.Damn, I hope she's still here. She didn't delete, I checked. Amazing doesn't even cover that woman. Very cool person.
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2020-05-22 at 2:48 AM UTC in I'm not destined for this world. Goodbye, ladies and gentlemen.
Originally posted by mmQ So in other words the only people that should give advice to anyone are people that have walked in the same shoes as those they are attempting to advise?
best scenario, absolutely, but It would be even better to get many ideas from others and come to a smart decision that will be more effective, as you might have 500 years of experience given to you from 50 people, and there might be some pretty good answers in the lot....
and by the way you work with words, sculpting them to your likeness, makes you a smart, eloquent, even devious entity at times, and one to be, to many folks, reckoned with, and you've learned to do it quietly, always cool to the touch of other's minds, and much goes right over some of the heads on here, so you might not need as much wisdom as others to get to where you need to be on the path that you've chosen to journey on.
You might not need any at all. Who are any of us to say that you're not "all knowing".... We don't, we can't. That's your call.
You are talented with words. only wisdom can tell you otherwise, and it's only for you to know.
My stand is: I know less than nothing, and I'm worth less than nothing. This I know. It's the only thing that is absolutely certain. -
2020-05-23 at 1:35 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentEatin some jalapeno, garlic, and chive, mac n cheese. tired. still have to take a shower after shoveling all that manure...
Idowannooo!!!!! Idonfuckingwannooo!!! If I go to bed dirty..... i'll itch... fuckit. Shower time. I'll sleep in the shower... wait, I can't. It's a waterfall. Waterfalls in the mountains are awesome, and cold....fuck.... -
2020-05-22 at 12:54 AM UTC in I'm not destined for this world. Goodbye, ladies and gentlemen.
Originally posted by Octavian No one read.
Who cares, you still have the "yella" balloon. You'd never have anyone's back. You just proved it here....You'd throw anyone under the Earth moving sized steamroller if it came to it, and laugh as they screamed.... You'd shoot others in the back or the side as well.... You're the one that we would have to watch for in any armed service, because of a "friendly fire issue", Yes??? Palatable Murder? For picking on you? ...yes? Yes. .....I LIKE feeding your hate. Let's see how enraged you become.... You opened the door, you let the Djinn come in. It was minding it's own business..... Never fuck with something that's worth less than nothing. Now.... answer with your one line insults. -
2020-05-21 at 11:40 PM UTC in I'm not destined for this world. Goodbye, ladies and gentlemen.I'm going to tell you something. I do suicide watch... why? because I have shit in my arsenal that makes humans think. I'm one of the the nastiest, ugliest, less than worthless, worth less than nothing, vile, meanest, piece of shit fuck that has probably ever walked this planet. My testament for this, I left in Siberia, Between Novisibirsk, and Irkutsk. There's one in a BILLION, not million chance that this body I'm in still exists. I love living in this realm. That means only five other people on earth would have survived what happened to me.... I'm a fucking monster, and can back it up. All that aside, please, indulge me for a minute or 2........... or not.
I'm NOT a "badass"... I'm just fucking mean. There's a difference.
Now I want you to think. You've heard of entities that can get out of body right? I can get out of body .... I can also move shit around on YOUR plane, (like a poltergeist), and could do a multitude of other things as well. Point aside, I have actually seen people commit suicide..... it's sad.... They get extremely angry when they find out.... that they still exist!!! They stand over their bodies, screaming all kinds of shit, throwing mega tantrums, and even trying to get back into that dead soulless body that they just mutilated. It hurts like a motherfucker, and can't be done anyway. It's why there aren't any zombies. Thing is, because they did what they did, they have no power, not like others in this realm, because of the laws beyond. I don't know how that works, It just does. It's a penalty of some kind I guess. you don't want that.
Then, they discover this. they freak out AGAIN, because others in the realm are able to to a great many things. They can't. They can't go back and change things, and they have to watch the chain of events that they put into motion on this plane. They also start worrying about hell. Real hell. The fear alone drives them insane. Sometimes I go back, and I don't see them anymore. Don't have a clue Where they went... I can tell you though... IF they went there, the blue fires are the hottest. Unfucking believable .....Gorgeous as they are, you don't wanna be in those. nope, pass.
Forget about everything else for a minute.... It's just you..... nothing but you... when it's this way, alone, life is totally different, right? You power YOURSELF... Nobody can power you. go outside... look at all the amazing things around you... the animals, the trees, the lakes, your earth. IT'S POWERFUL! It has beauty unmatched, and is cruel, unfair, and tough. YOU are tough. you've made it this far. many have not...... reeally, in the grand sceme of things, the things don't matter UNLESS YOU MAKE THEM MATTER. The birds, ants, and trees NEVER think of suicide, and their lives are tougher than any of ours... They wouldn't dream of it! all mentioned are smarter than you will ever imagine.
You don't like your world.... then change it!!! YOU AND YOU ALONE .... can change it. Now you know what happens beyond if you commit suicide...same fucking thing actually... so toughen up, and get mean.
I say, the only reason that you (anyone) haven't changed things is merely that you haven't gotten mad enough. like smoking for instance, or getting to the gym, what ever.... It's because you haven't gotten mad enough to change it.
You have the power to change the course of history if you want it. yours, and others. Those corona victims would love to have what you have. It's a trivial thing, compared to drowning in your own smegma. Soldiers would love to have their arms and legs back.. to be LIKE YOU. Now help somebody! You have this power. go fucking do it, before I find out what you look like and beat you silly in the realm beyond. I'll introduce you to the blue fires... I told you that I was fucking mean. I'm a Djinn, and have EARNED IT.
now change your life. -
2020-05-22 at 12:54 AM UTC in I'm not destined for this world. Goodbye, ladies and gentlemen.
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2020-05-22 at 12:56 AM UTC in I'm not destined for this world. Goodbye, ladies and gentlemen.
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2020-05-16 at 3:50 AM UTC in Nostalgia Thread
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace How old are you? I would love to hear more. My grandma died a couple years ago in her late 90s and she used to tell me about riding a carriage to school and getting running water in her village. Rural Mexico was a bit behind the times but still, it blew my mind hearing she and everyone she knew took a horse to school.
Idk why people dont let their elders talk. They have the most useful shit to say. Sometimes.
Let's just say I'm well over 60. My description of the muscular hideous viking still holds true to me, and saved my bacon now and then, but I've been here and there, and lived a truly incredible life, that should have been cut short many times. every second to me is a gift.
I'd be honored to tell you more, and.... I would have loved to hear your grandma talk as well!.....Rural Mexico is STILL amazing, and you should be extremely proud to be from there. Your legacy of math, philosophy, and of-course building skills are second to none.
Humans of today categorize everything to make them feel comfy, but your Native American spirit lands go from Chile' South America, to Coronation Gulf, Northwest Territories. Many tribes traded with each other in times of the Anasazi, and there were far more cities and trading hubs than we'll ever truly know. They are uncovering stuff daily, all the time, and it almost constantly challenges written known history that they teach.
Most people forget that Native America is 2 giant continents. Not just "Native American Indians of the United States, and sometimes Canada", and from Mexico down, is another world. It's not. White people made it that way, and they try to take or steal those cultures for themselves, and make them cutesy and safe, and to capitalize on cash, without really seeing what that culture is all about. What a shame! You've seen this near the borders I'm sure. And then there's Taco Bell. Prime example. Fair, would have been to help the culture out that gave the owner the idea in the first place. They certainly have the money.
Thing is, is that there are hidden gems everywhere, and all those elderly folks are the real libraries that can make those gems come to life with the most richly painted experiences that can capture the mind's eyes.
Otherwise, gems are just gems. -
2020-05-16 at 4:21 AM UTC in This is the last day of my twenties.BeeRe, That's cool that you're getting more out of life's positive experiences, and congrats on 31 months! There is just simply too much GREAT, out there to be walking in the fog. Glad you're going out to get more of that GREAT with clear focus.
Trust me, there's nothing better. -
2020-05-15 at 2:42 PM UTC in Nostalgia ThreadWho Wrote The Book Of Love, The way the post office smelled of paper and cigars, cigarettes, and shoe polish, Glen miller playing in the supermarket speakers, Connie Francis, CH-21 Flying Bananas, F-104 Starfighters, Eisenhower, Kennedy, The 4 days of nothing but Kennedy assassination on TV, and 2 channels only, if we were lucky. Phone party lines, phones with cranks and ear pieces... Fedoras and suits worn to work everyday, The Queen Mary still sailing, instead of docked at long beach...all the rockets before the moon stuff, Hurricane Maggie....
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2020-05-15 at 4:07 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentWatching "All is Lost".
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2020-05-14 at 3:49 PM UTC in China is a problem. What can be done?The Chinese gov't needs reform for sure, absolutely....AND.........
The people inside China, The workers.... Want it too! It's the workers I worry about. I have lots of friends there. Not just good, but great people!
The gov't slaughters innocents like a brush fire racing across the plains, and could care less. Something MUST be done.
When I was in Guangzhou, I learned that there is a Buddhist sect that is being annihilated, because it teaches freedom of spirit. Over a million dead, back in 2012 when I left. I'm figuring there's only a few left, as what was remaining there were crossing the Himalayas to get to India. -
2020-05-14 at 2:48 AM UTC in Here is a picture of a Nigerian girl for you to enjoyShe's being made to do that... I hate fuckers that own slaves.....
I'd rip the camera man's lower jaw off and take his arm off from the elbow down by twisting it over and over after hyper-extending it, then I'd find the head honcho. Can't say what I'd do to him here. The United States law wouldn't approve.
Funny, I'll be in Nigeria, Sudan, and Namibia for something, about this time next year....... I bet I can find them through this picture. thank you. -
2020-05-14 at 12:08 AM UTC in HEY! HOW BOUT A LITTLE THINGY NEXT TO A PROFILE NAME THAT SAYS IF THAT PERSON IS ONLINE OR OFFLINEWhat, will there bee like..... A tiny turd next to our avatar if we're on line?
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2020-05-13 at 4 AM UTC in thinking about getting a nose ringYou'll constantly wanna pick your nose, or constantly fuck with it till it gets all red and puss filled like, and then it'll get infected really bad till your nose falls off.... But... It's kinda magical, because you'll become an excellent Unicycle rider.
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2020-05-13 at 4:46 AM UTC in I just invented in Epic new amusement rideThat stuff's pretty fucking cool BeeRe. Roller coasters, not the accidents.
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2020-05-13 at 4:28 AM UTC in thinking about getting a nose ringNot jock in 45 years, but need the muscles to stay alive where I travel. totally not for looks, but for survival unfortunately. I'm pretty scarred up and nasty looking.
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2020-05-13 at 4:15 AM UTC in thinking about getting a nose ring... well, you need a blow torch in one hand, and a fly swatter in the other, a propeller cap that spins badly, and an off-pink rotary phone on your lap, with the really long cord trailing behind you... and... you go on a quest for yellow shower stalls and ceiling fans that are spinning out of balance.
It's at least what i do. you might wanna change stuff around to your efficient riding capabilities. I keep falling. -
2020-05-11 at 3:11 AM UTC in So I might be living on my own
Originally posted by Hikikomori-Fujoshi I'll be 30 later this year.
No I'm not alright and I wish I could go to a euthanasia clinic and press the restart button.
I'll never be able to function in society, and I don't see my life ever changing.
Aside for taking cats out for a walk I'm probably just going to spend the rest of my life indoors as I have since 11.
That doesn't mean I won't be doing creative and interesting things once I get moved or on my own I plan on really getting into Renoise and music production as well as taking studying Japanese seriously.
If I become proficient enough I might try to find a way to make money from that, maybe I could teach fellow hikis and neets.
The boy I helped raise years ago had Aspergers, and it was a rough as fuck road for him. He eventually did well.
This looks like the path that will help you get where you need to be. Quitting would be the only way you'd lose. Persistence, and patience with yourself is how you're gonna break through this. It's inevitable if you keep on track. It's how you put the odds in YOUR favor. -
2020-05-11 at 5:29 AM UTC in So I might be living on my own
Originally posted by rabbitweed Assault, about 3 times in my life.
Fighting people in the street is totally gay, doesn't matter if you're in the right. Being a coward is 100% the way to go if you have any kind of life.
Sometimes you have zero choice. fighting? No. Fighting gets you killed later, whether you win or not. Eradicating, or annihilating, in self defense, a must, or they'll find you and kill you later. Bullies ALWAYS DO. Period. AND THEY ALWAYS HAVE AN EDGE and are never alone. If you don't agree, ask a bully. There are some here, for sure. They WILL kill you if they know where you live, and they NEVER fight or kill fair. That's number one rule in nature for bullies, and they are smug and proud of it..... If they find you a coward, even more so. ALWAYS WATCH YOUR BACK and your side. Become an expert in quickness, strength, and stealth.
In this case, You can't have fear. You must become rage. Having rage and being it are two different entities. "Be" rage. Make sure it's on YOUR TERMS. And your freedom might be salvaged. Make them come to you... be ready, and make it count. be vicious, wicked, and deadly beyond measure. there are no second chances, ever.