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2021-03-29 at 8:52 PM UTC in Sudo is your name for Genki SudoNo, sorry I'm not that cool, it's just a reference to me as a superuser both in stature and a superuser and superabuser of substances and da game.
Also sudo/pseudo is a synonym for "kinda" and everyone knows about pseudoephedrine on this website which is a precursor for a powerful drug. Idk those were some of the things goin through my sudo ass brain when I made this superuser name -
2021-03-29 at 4 PM UTC in mtf trannies are not women, banging them is gay
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2021-03-29 at 1:58 PM UTC in Who is uglierI try to like Bill Krozby but he cowardly insults dead former members because they weren't nice to him. I don't think anybody in his whole life has ever insinuated that he is a good person and it upsets him when dead people are revered and respected
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2021-03-29 at 2:49 AM UTC in Bring back river piracy as a come up lifestyle and we can come up and come downwedge it across the river and rob everyone who gets stuck
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2021-03-28 at 6:02 PM UTC in River ottersIf one otter inadvertently kills another they can be charged with manslotter
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2021-03-27 at 2:32 AM UTC in I'm still in Love with Alexis Krauss and believe in an alternate reality we are together as one
Originally posted by netstat yeah i get on this train of thought often, lately it has been a girl i met a decade ago in college who was as close to my ideal partner as i can imagine myself finding and should have stuck with and left all my weird interests and beliefs and behaviours behind to build a normie life, i can chart out how my life would have been different and how i wouldn't have fucked things up at various points that descend from the shittier branch of that initial decision tree, but then i think about how the branches of the tree are practically infinite and it's not simply a matter of making one right decision at a pivotal moment i remember from the past but making the right decision at most or all other intersections - a majority of which are completely unknown and unpredictable - that descend from there, and any one of those could have become the mistake i sit here and lament in the present
i agree with what aldra said, genetics may not be deterministic but they influence your personality to a large degree and point you down a road that's hard to exit even if you're self-aware and with my fucked up personality behind each and every choice i've ever made i don't think i would have turned out much better without a very high degree of luck
You seem to get this concept completely. I really wish I used "decision tree" in the OP it would have made it much more clear. It's regretful and not usually constructive reflective thinking but could in theory prepare you to make the right decision at a pivitol moment. I guess regressing to the mean IQ/genetic expectation over time after a bout of luck/good decision making is a very likely outcome. I guess my fantasy involves being able to use positive outcomes for launching pads of better decision trees/matrices which as aldra pointed out, genetics have a lot to do with in terms of decision making.
I guess you're more realistic about the risk/expectations of ultimately positive decisions over time. It's funny that most of these gay romantic fantasies involve women who are notoriously unpredictable and not bound by rational thought/expectations. Can't really rely on any of them and just about every wise nigga knows you can't trust no ho.
It's the kind of thing that fascinated Mengele, dealing with identical twins and affecting different outcomes on them to watch the results. There are no "placebo tests" for just about every decision tree though and you have to live in the results of everything you do. It's kinda the old debate about how "moldable" someone really is and the data is showing with more and more certainty that the answer is "not very much." I will still entertain the fantasy though that I was but a few decisions away from being ultimately satisfied and happy. The best conversations I've had with people for the longest time were about the entropy that is existence.
I picked this song because I like the like/chorus of "I swear I'm a shell of a man, you said, 'nah, I'm a hell of a man'" which fits well with the motif of this gay thread. Thank you everyone who listened to it and/or responded -
2021-03-27 at 2:35 AM UTC in Most boring people on this siteYour mom keeps your around because every other man in her life has ran away. You are abating each others abandonment issues.
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2021-03-12 at 4:17 AM UTC in capitalism vs communism
Originally posted by Joseph R. Biden Jr, 46th President of the United States of America This is a low level discussion of the type that only happens in popular culture and not actually in any academic circles.
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2021-03-26 at 4:28 PM UTC in thinking about going back to school again
Originally posted by Jisatsu_Fujoshi1998 I don't hate you I just realize you're an unsophisticated low rent scumbag and a huge douche.
This is how I know you have never actually listened to merzbow or experimental music, you've just seen me talk about it and try to pretend to know about this stuff so you can seem like anything other than a dish washing bum with a hillbilly face.
Don't you live transiently between trailers and low rent apartment buildings in a Midwestern cesspool with your mother and couldn't even make it past junior high? But you make listening to amelodic music your whole "personality." Sounds very sophisticated please get some self awareness -
2021-03-16 at 1:50 AM UTC in Which is the best James Bond Film of all time?OCTOFAGGOT
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2021-03-25 at 8:35 PM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
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2021-03-24 at 9:31 PM UTC in This forum = Pure faggots spilling heated cum into each otherIt's fucking Larry legends fault. Ever since he hung himself this forums been going downhill
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2021-03-25 at 12:04 AM UTC in Sudo: a tale of a faggot opioid, imaginary-bitch-made
Originally posted by mmQ I'm simping for you. I will stop.
You are simply the bestest my little soapy simpy sudd. I hope the weather is happy and your day at work was sunny. I'll text you later on a secret number no one else is allowed to have but let's talk about it publicly. MUAH (that affectionate noise was directed at you, mmq, and anyone else reading this does not receive the same sign of Love, although it was posted publicly for all to see).
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2021-03-25 at 1:32 AM UTC in Behind every billionaireBehind cigreting is an old guy fucking his ass
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2021-03-24 at 11:25 PM UTC in Sudo: a tale of a faggot opioid, imaginary-bitch-made
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2021-03-25 at 2:23 AM UTC in 90% of this site = children of divorceTogether Oct and Grylls are known locally as Nonce De Leon
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2021-03-25 at 12:25 AM UTC in Typical Sudo threadShhhh no more words
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2021-03-24 at 11:31 PM UTC in Sudo: a tale of a faggot opioid, imaginary-bitch-madeOne day when little Oct was 11 year old, some of the older and less posh lads (as they say in jolly ol England) called young Oct a silly jabberwocky. Well this slight left young Oct quite tongue tied to the point of bursting into tears and running home with his knickers in a knot. Upon his arrival, he constructed a doll of the boy he had been most upset by and enacted the scene again, but with this time Oct besting him and the older lads becoming subservient. He continued to use the doll all through high school, occasionally having sexual relations with it until it became pregnant and he had to slam its head in the door then bury it in the garden.
The point of this story is that since Oct killed his effigy doll, he has been unable to find a suitable outlet for his social frustrations -
2021-03-25 at 2:14 AM UTC in 90% of this site = children of divorceyour self esteem must be very low to need validation so often
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2021-03-25 at 1:49 AM UTC in I'm still in Love with Alexis Krauss and believe in an alternate reality we are together as oneIf you recall I've been making threads about her, natalia kills and lana del rey for almost a decade now. This isn't about my designs on stalking her though, this is about how damaged we all are (or at least I am)
Do you ever think back on your life in somewhat binary terms when it relates to decisions you've made? It's kinda the premise (or the first interaction) in the Richard Linkletter film "slacker." Do you ever think about how if you basically made better decisions your life/personality/development would have taken a very different route?
That's where Alexis Krauss comes in, I feel if I evolved healthier I might have ended up with someone like her, making music and doing cool, fun, low key positive stuff, blissed out and in the moment all the time. Just a couple of simps making cool music and feeling love all the time. Is it possible I'm seeing things that aren't there and using a multitude of dimensions like a coping mechanism? Yes but it's good to think of things like this so you don't make the same mistakes twice. It's depressing because it seems like it's too late sometimes...because it is. But we still have moments and memories...and hope.