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Thanked Posts by Sudo

  1. 2022-03-29 at 12:20 PM UTC in Gona have to pass a piss test.
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Alprazolam takes about 2 and a half days to eliminate from your system.

    False.

    Benzos can be in your system for up to a month but since you haven't been using much and take days off it'll probably just be a week. I took a benzo and pissed clean a few days later because my system was so clean but it depends on a few factors. Iirc they're water solvable so u can drink more water/antioxidant beverages and piss it out too
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  2. 2022-03-29 at 10:08 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Solstice Started Spravato/esketamine treatments yesterday and already feel a significant difference today despite not even getting up to the full stabilization dose yet. That happens tomorrow. Can't remember the last time I had such a productive day with no stress or frustration or internal bullshit. It's rather surreal for me and definitely isn't placebo or coincidence.

    Many people say they didn't feel much at all their first appointment or took weeks to see any benefit but I most definitely felt it yesterday even at 56 mg, and tomorrow I'll be moving up to 84 mg.

    I remember reading about it when u told me and one of the appeals is there is no diminished potency ad time goes on so that's especially awesome considering the positive effects you're having initially. That's great to hear you'll be firing on all cylinders from now on
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  3. 2022-03-29 at 3:03 PM UTC in Military Genius Zelensky wants Ukrainians to throw molotovs at Russian tanks
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.aljazeera.com/amp/opinions/2022/3/28/a-letter-to-the-people-of-mariupol

    Oh look, a state sponsor of terrorism is telling people to fight an unwinnable battle for ideological reasons despite the humanitarian cost.

    Edit: literally every sentence in that opinion piece of hilariously ridiculous
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  4. 2022-03-29 at 12:51 PM UTC in Gona have to pass a piss test.
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Half-life
    Approximately 11–12.5 hours for immediate-release preparations; approximately 11–16 hours for extended-release tablets.

    https://www.drugs.com/monograph/alprazolam.html

    Half lives are compounded not one half, then the other half

    Edit: I just looked it up and it appears Xanax stays in your system for a shorter period than other benzos (4 days to a week)
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  5. 2022-03-28 at 8:26 PM UTC in THE MAGA PARTY!,,, the GOP is dead, republicans are going down with the dems,, get ready for THE MAGA PARTY lefty's
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I voted for Biden at least 7 times, and that was just in wisconsin, if you only knew what I did to the ballot box in Pennsylvania it would make your pillow explode
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  6. 2022-03-28 at 9:21 PM UTC in Ukraine Biolabs
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I showed my buddy those articles today and the second one was accompanied with a picture that made my friend say "he looks like a 40 year old crackhead...oh wait that's what he is"
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  7. 2022-03-28 at 11:35 AM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Ma baby mammer has really stepped up the toxicity since it sunk in she's on her own. Sucks there's kids in the middle and I feel eventually I'll be a full time dad to both of them when she self destructs epically.

    My plan is to help her get settled then rescind support, establish my own stability, preferably with a new partner who has a maximum of one kid, then finish taking her to court and get custody rights.

    I kinda have to put my other effort for custody of my daughter on hold until things are more stable. My daughters mother has a jealous hatred or something of my latest one so I'm hoping when she realizes the situation she relents a bit and gives me an opportunity

    In the meantime besides being a complete piece of shit I'm not doing anything too bad so I think it'll work out as long as I stay the course
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  8. 2022-03-28 at 3:12 AM UTC in is tinder agist?
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Tinder is superficial by design so its the worst of everything. Whenever I see a woman even close to my age on a dating site I think "ewww red flag" and rip her up in my mind (why isn't "in my mind" ACRONOMIZED as "IMM"? Star Trek?) despite me being around the same age and with probably twice as many issues.

    Same as when a girl who's 18-20 swipes on me I immediately think there's gotta be alot wrong with her and usually don't message
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  9. 2022-03-25 at 12:59 PM UTC in Imagine living like in the wild west times
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Nonce Cassidy and the Skindown Kid
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  10. 2022-03-25 at 2:47 PM UTC in Imagine living like in the wild west times
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Wild Bill hicocknose

    Wyatt Herpes
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  11. 2022-03-26 at 9:57 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by mmQ Yeah it's kind of interesting the further I live, the more I find myself sort of always weighing the idea of 'trying to better myself' and 'jesus fuck who even cares at this point, it is what it is.'

    Like you said, it's not HEALTHY to have self destructive thoughts, by definition, but when you don't care about healthy than you just… Don't care.

    You're def right as far as me losing my faith in god and I will be the first to admit that there is a big difference between it, mainly the fact that with faith, regardless of how shitty things are, you can hold this belief that it's 'part of a plan' or whatever, that no matter what happens, God is there and will help you get through shit. When I gave that up, I didn't necessarily realize the impact that it has when I realize that life is truly on my terms and I am completely responsible for myself and my actions.

    That said, I still just can't arbitrarily start pretending I believe in god again just for the sake of hoping it will help me and my accountability. It would obviously feel disenguine as fuck. But I suppose that's why people come up with other higher powers and I guess I could pretend the fucking cosmos is my leader and it'll make everything right in the end.

    For now, I am DUST IN THE WIND.

    It's not about God PER SE it's about having something to be accountable to, be it family, a partner, a future you don't wanna fuck up. I can imagine some of thr forgiveness aspects of Christianity would be problematic for people trying to really change because they can always confess and be absolved.

    I think it would be good to try to find something that you don't wanna disappoint or a foreseeable scenario you don't wannanfuck up. That's the attraction of self destruction and negative talk is it's a self fulfilling prophecy and you're setting yourself up for failure so you're never disappointed.

    You're better than that man. Other people have shit? Fuck their shit that should be your shit. Go take it from them. Fucking rape them too, fucking undeserving bitches take what's rightfully yours
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  12. 2022-03-26 at 9:15 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by mmQ Sometimes I think for me it's my lack of accountability. Whenever I've been in a controlled environment like incarceration or halfway house or inpatient treatment, I somehow EXCEL. I do everything right as long as I have something hanging over my head to incentivise me to, but I've been off paper and out of treatments for years now, and it's just this weird rollercoaster of poor choices and good choices.

    Like obviously I'd still prefer to be free but sometimes I wish a lengthy prison sentence was hanging over my head if I didn't get my shit together, and I realize more normal people would simply say to this 'well, time to man up and be adult, hold yourself accountable, put on your big boy pants etc etc' and they're not wrong. I just haven't been good at it. I'm actually surprised I've managed to not become homeless, that's like my biggest accomplishment lol.

    But! I will still try and hold on to the hope that I can figure it out.

    All of my stunted feels in this post ♤

    I get the same thing where I'm like "dang I could go for a nice little incarceration to reset myself" but

    a) this is very dangerous and risky thinking

    B) you're putting things out of your own control

    C) it never works out how you hope it will

    Among probly one or two other reasons why it's not a good idea. It can be good to hone your focus in a setting conducive to gaining skills but incarceration is not the answer. I find myself thinking this way every few months and have learned to "check myself before I wreck myself" when it comes to desiring destructive scenarios. Same with fantastical thinking revolving around using drugs and committing violence. So unhealthy to allow to make your choices for you

    Even when you entertain fantasies involving shitty people/scenarios you're selling yourself short because unless you're a real piece of shit, chances are you deserve your freedom and you're kinda telling yourself you don't.

    I think personal accountability is what you need and perhaps losing your faith in DA BIG MAN UPSTAIRS has left an accountability hole in you because that's probably something you used to revere. Not saying that's what you need but something similar to feel beholden to is probably important. Dealing with loss is a barrier of personal accountability too. I really worry what I'll be like if I lose certain people, I really need to develop some fall back coping skills in case that happens
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  13. 2022-03-25 at 3:23 AM UTC in Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD)
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Artificial Intelligence Actually it's pretty hetero. How long can you maintain full lotus?

    If you're doing it for yoga it's not really gay but to do it passively as a comfortable sitting position its vaginal energy. I usually stretch out on a couch, stare at the ceiling, sigh and curse loudly about how the world conspires against me.
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  14. 2022-03-08 at 10:04 PM UTC in Where the fuck is Nil/Nile?
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Well instead of searching for obits I should have searched for his posts as he apparently posted 2 days ago.

    Fuck is OP ever a Florence nightingale ass faggot, I told him not to be so dramatic and make this thread but he didn't listen
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  15. 2022-03-25 at 1:47 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I'm getting some bbby chickens today so I can now start doing CHICKEN STUFF

    I'm going to recruit my light skinned buddy and his overweight stepson to help me build a chicken coop. I think it will be a good experience for the stepson as he seems to be having difficulties. I posted about him before at a superbohl shindig and I think he will appreciate the time spent even if he's just carrying wood and cinderblocks
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  16. 2022-03-25 at 12:59 AM UTC in End de-facto ban on stl1
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Change it to 14 emotionally, 88 chronologically
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  17. 2022-03-24 at 2:59 AM UTC in Totse2k1 has finally realized his dreams
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    He started building a bunker in that piece of the desert he purchased. Gigi mixed and poured all the cement by herself while he ate the ubereats orders he was supposed to be delivering.

    He doesn't have wifi underground but he watches old underground VHS tapes of max headroom and Budd Dwyer. It's a simple life but it's peaceful and he has moments of contentment. When they pass he leans back in his plus sized computer chair where he pours over the dossiers Ted Gundersons daughter gave him, puts his hands behind his head, closes his eyes and manifests one of the voices in his head into an actual person that he berates and mansplains to them how they're lazy and morally bankrupt and everything used to be better and it's their fault it isn't.

    He's starting work on the porch of his bunker next week. Or whenever Gigi can get around to it
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  18. 2022-03-24 at 12:19 PM UTC in NSFW: How does this picture make you feel?
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Wariat does it make you feel worse than running into me like inside say a bathroom and seeing a 13 yr old asian licking my asshole as we are on all of our fours and stroking my dick from under my legs all passionately? how would that make u feel?

    I would kick you in the face and I think most people would. You're in a very vulnerable position at that point, I wouldn't recommend doing this unless you like being kicked in the face. No jury would convict me of putting you in a coma for public pedophilia
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  19. 2022-03-24 at 12:01 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Aleister Crowley Some FWB I cut ties with has tried to cause me major shit with someone I had a kid to a while back. Instead of giving me more trouble I had a nice talk with this person, the child's mother.

    So now I'm going to ruin this little bitche's life for attempting to cause me shit. 😡😡😡

    Maybe it is the catalyst for a new relationship with your baby mom (or child's mother as ye say in proper old England) and you can put your differences aside and work together for the chillins.

    Were you fucking with the FWB recently? Sounds like a jealously thing, I hope she gets her comeuppance
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  20. 2022-03-24 at 2:27 AM UTC in Passed my driving test lads.
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Don't get insurance until it's absolutely necessary
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