Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Lately I've been having these strong feelings to fuck girls I know who are kinda chubby and unattractive as like an act of charity. Like give them really good aggressive dick that fucks with their head, then tell/imply threat to them that they can't tell anyone and never do it to them again. There's 3 girls specifically I've been thinking about. I'll be beating my dick thinking about it then my mind will switch to a more attractive girl, even ones I've fucked before and I'll start going soft. I really don't know what this means.
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
God created every feeling and nothing inside a drug and it's feeling exists outside of your body and outside of the universe.
So your question is like "why did God invent laughter?" Or anything else
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Why do u call him like an adult but send me those gayass voice message clips? Now we're beefin
2022-08-31 at 3:18 AM UTC
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Inside a Chicago trap house
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Alot of the traps I've been in smelled like animals even if there are none at the time because they'll be "inherited" by people who had pets before. Not all the time but alot of them. I had a trap I liked and lived in before it got super trapped out. We had a few nicknames for it and it was eventually raided and I felt kinda ashamed.
I didn't watch the video because it sounds like something vice would do and I know I won't learn anything interesting. There are many interesting things about Chicago but I already know about traps mang
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Gabagool replacement therapy and a copy of hooked on phonics "ayyyyyy" and "ooooooohhhhhh" edition
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Dark angel era Jessica alba
Charlize Theron in 3 days in the valley
Present day Rosalyn o donnell
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I wish king bin Saud or whoever the OG Saudi was castrated all the Saudis outside the clans he raped his way into. Then there would be fewer Saudis and the world would be better off
2022-08-30 at 12:07 PM UTC
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lifing the life
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I was in a convenience store the other day and the young Arab man working was wearing a colorful "Diana princess of wales" shirt and I was wearing a Malcolm X shirt so I was like "I like yo shirt mang" and yebqas like "thanks I like yours too....I like the colors" when he should have said "FUCK WHITEY" or something. Shirts are awesome. I'm glad we had this talk
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I like da way u werk it
No dignity
I'd like 2 fag it up
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I'm angry at someone apparently talking shit and I'm not supposed to confront them tomorrow because I'm supposed to be finding out more tomorrow night. There's been so much stupid drama just over the past week. I feel pretty good knowing I'm not doing anything bad but I have to exact consequences for these transgressions or they'll keep happening
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I just got 15 8mg suboxones yesterday but when I take them I can't focus unless I'm constantly dosing modafinil.
I've been doing hydromorphone so long it's created a terrible cycle of pain and shame. A woman saw me sniff some in my truck today and wagged a finger at me. I feel like a loser and can't wait to be done with the drugs but idk how I can get off and still function. Going to require a taper with a few days that are relatively stress/pain free because I am weak, then possibly an isolated detox. I could go to my mons house and tell her I'm getting off them and she would understand and try to help me but I'd rather not stress her out. I have an idea of another place I could go but everyone I know there are degenerate and would offer me other drugs and liquor. I need a solid game plan is what I'm saying and an idea of what it'll look like
But beyond that I have to genuinely DESIRE SUPER STRONGLY to be off them and do whatever it takes to make it happen
