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2019-06-28 at 3:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI was gonna say. The former version seems way cooler. Picture on the right he looks like a CUCK.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-28 at 3:17 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionHot DILF turns into nerd faggotThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-27 at 8:27 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionDilute bleach or hydrogen peroxide work well too. To clean the soles, make a paste of baking soda and a sprinkle of water and scrub with a toothbrush.
Also converse are fucking gay, get some better shoes, mate.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-27 at 4:46 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe joys of the internet. You used to have to hunt someone down if you wanted to eat them, now you can order it to your doorstep online fresh like Uber eats.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-27 at 3:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Dregs i wonder if a dog(Oct's pick) or any animal gets off on being tortured and killed?? seriously some human get off on it with some cannibals.
This dude posted a classified ad online once saying he was looking for someone willing to let him eat them and a guy replied agreeing to it. They met up and he actually killed and ate the guy apparently.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-21 at 6:28 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI think imma start a recovery meeting thread. Like an NA meeting, but just in a thread.A lot of people seem to be kinda getting their shit together or thinking about it, so it might be handy. Im not wild about all the stuff, but the Step-Working workbook is actually pretty handy for prompting you to examine your behaviors. I might scan all the literature and put a google drive link in the thread so anyone can use it, answer at their convenience. And of course itll have to be a free fire zone. Youre not allowed to get butthurt about someone calling you out on your shitty behavior.
Itll probably die just like my Bill Krozby jukebox threa (since he doesnt want to be inside anything that invites him to be a part of it), but its worth a shot.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-20 at 11:31 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionTaking random stuff from the internet will surely help you stop drinking too much alcohol and fix your depression.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-20 at 4:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI have 288 thanks
288 = BHH
BRB
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HitlerThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-20 at 2:42 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-07 at 8:15 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by mmQ I had FOUR girls flirting with me ar the bar tonight and I left with none of them that's how retarded I am
Thank you.
You can make the joke that I am so retarded that I thought they were flirting when they werent at all and you could make a case for it.
But they were
But whatever
Dumb life. At least I met Jess from apt 19 who is two doors down from me Haha. We have each other now.
Faggot. Be a whore already. Dont you know filling the void with people youll never get to know on any meaningful level is the way to transcend the sadness? Fuckin spaz.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 4:35 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 2:07 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah I can't see you taking your own life overtly anytime soon, esp since quitting opiates and seeking to taper off the juice. You seem more the clinically depressed self destructive coping mechanism type not the painfully unable to deal type.
I hate to say it but Malices autism was definitely a contributing factor in his suicide. It crippled his ability to make changes and form relationships. He's kind of a cautionary tale of isolated autism. RIP
also, does anyone know the correlation between the time he said "the bus is here" and when he actually did it? It's kind of sweet this place was one of his last thought but also sad it was a collection of people he never met were the last people he reached out to
I think when I went through it the first time I figured it was within a couple hours of posting. Of course prolly took 30 min or so to die after ingestion. I'm still annoyed he broke his promise. Was supposed to hang out with me for one single day before he did it. Kinda fucking inconsiderate but w/e it's done.
Yeah I mean it's not so much that I want to die. I'm just practical. I'm really jacked up and really behind, and I don't know if the things that I want out of life are ever going to be a possibility. People will tell you "anythings possible" but let's just be real. A homeless junkie has about as much chance at becoming a lawyer as a 75 year old does at becoming at astronaut. Sure it's, possible but so is a roller skating water buffalo. I'd rather just have a decent life and be happy.
But yeah I finally figured out that it wasn't just the shitty life and drugs making me sad. There's some legit chemical imbalance going on. All my angst you suicidal journal entries from when I was 14. Were a clue to that effect. If things ever get bad, it's still an option. Last year I was at like a 6.5-7 with 10 being completely ready to die, and in the 4-5 years before that I was at like an 8.5-9.. but now I'm just willing to give this whole process a shot and see if it works, its lame and gay to go like he did without even trying.
Sobriety is hard. Life is fucking hard. Shit sucks sometimes. A lot of the time. It there's also a ton of cool stuff that you miss out if you disengage from life. So I'm just going to give it as much focus and energy as I feel I can until I just don't have it to give anymore.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 12:50 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by hydromorphone Juicebox, tell us what happened if you wouldn't mind. We were worried about you. Glad that you're alright. We were beginning to think the worse.
The symptoms were exactly the same as when I had rhabdo earlier this year, so I assumed it was the same thing
Apparently I had something ICU-worthy though because that's where I woke up, and somehow they knew it was intentional. I probably blacked out and told them like a jackass, and that got me a two-week stay in the cuckoo's nest
I was laying down listening to music on the 22nd when I heard a knock on the door followed by "police, we're just coming to check on you" (Supposedly they had already sent both family and maintenance up there to check on me but got no response. I have no idea who told on me)
I got up, ran into the living room where they had already opened the door, started explaining to them that I was fine, I was just drinking and hit my head but I passed out and woke up ICU'd
I would've came back sooner but I got thrown in the mental hospital and just got out
Two weeks in the hospital also forced me to withdraw from everything I was taking at one time. That fucking sucked, but maybe it will help in the long run
They put me on Zoloft. As much as I hate the idea of being on SSRIs, I appear to be out of options. It doesn't make me feel any better but it does make everything seem less "intense"
Maybe that means I'll be able to go outside and actually do something once in a while without getting drunk
I've also been totally disarmed. Despite the fact that i could've blasted myself at any time during that whole thing, the family still saw fit to go through the place and take all the guns
And now I'm not even sure if I can buy another one because I've been involuntarily committed to a psych ward
Looks like my fun with firearms might be over
I still have my job thankfully, and had enough vacation time to keep the bills paid, though it was close.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 10:54 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 10:51 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Gotta love the badass lookin southern cutie in the back and the black dude just sitting in someones kitchen drinking coffee cups of whiskey and chainsmoking. -
2019-06-06 at 5:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-05 at 6:23 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI love eating pussy but only when its reasonably clean or fresh out the shower is my favorite. And i only like it as a vector by which cute cum faces are created. They look all cute and helpless and their eyes all shit tight like they just ate a lemon warhead. And when they grab at your head and your their fingers through your hair.
Had a friend that would have her leg start shaking violently like a dog being scratched when she was almost ready to blow. It was a like a cell phone on vibrate, skating across a table. It was hard to stay in there without getting kneed in the throat.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-04 at 3:31 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionYesterday was like an entire day of talk therapy with 4 different people. Was good tho. Seems like everyone is kind of getting their shit together, so i dont feel quite as crazy, although it makes me think whatever moves im making are not so much by my own steam, but just a result of getting old. Thats fine though. Had breakfast with Logic, and she doesnt remember who any of you are- so take that as proof that theres some kind of hereafter, after the purgatory that is Zoklet/NIS. Sold a gin-u-wine leather gun belt on ebay for $240. And now im writing a country song because why the fuck not. Its a complete embarrassment that I never finished a song or taught myself to play guitar, what with all the free time ive had over the last 13 years id have done anything at all of artistic merit. NOPE. Ive only been working on this song for like 15 min and its not bad. Once i flesh it out a bit more i might post for help with stuff.
Im really into this dudes music lately
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2019-06-04 at 1:14 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-06-04 at 11:29 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI'm going to kill a bunch of peopleThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
