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2019-06-22 at 12:04 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2019-06-22 at 12:02 PM UTC in what is an occupation someone could do online/remotely
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2019-06-22 at 12:02 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Technologist Well, this thread came at the right time. I have been titrating down off of tramadol, but I’m at the point where I’ll be done within the next week. I’m taking half a fifty daily, when I work, and I don’t take any on my day off. I think the opiate withdrawal will be easier than dealing with getting the SNRI out of my body. I find myself getting pissed of by the littlest things. I lost my cool on an innocent person, who didn’t deserve it, the other day. Afterwards I was so pissed at myself. It seems that I’m mostly experiencing hostility. I’m trying very hard to be aware of my level of anger.
I’ve been on tramadol for 2 1/2 years, ever since my botched surgery that left my back bone-on-bone. I had an abcess that ate away the disc in between the vertebrae.
I hope this gets better, I’m sure it will, I just have to get through this😡
gnarly, i got 2 different abscesses while i was on meth -
2019-06-22 at 12:01 PM UTC in what is an occupation someone could do online/remotely
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2019-06-22 at 12 PM UTC in clubs and meetup groupsthere's a dude in my city who runs a hostel out of his house and he just throws parties and smokes weed with foreign bitches 24/7
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2019-06-22 at 11:59 AM UTC in what is an occupation someone could do online/remotelyassuming that this person likes learning and is willing to learn whatever they need to, is ambitious, has a lot of time, and has their basic necessities 100% taken care of so that they don't NEED it to bring in significant amounts of money for at least 5-10 years?
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2019-06-22 at 11:25 AM UTC in BTC is over $10k
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2019-06-22 at 3:04 AM UTC in BTC is over $10ki bought $500 when it was at 3700. spent almost all of it now i'm fucking pissed at myself
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2019-06-21 at 9:23 PM UTC in i can feel the life running through my veins againlol why does everyone keep talking about heroin
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2019-06-21 at 4:27 PM UTC in i can feel the life running through my veins again
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2019-06-21 at 3:45 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2019-06-21 at 3:39 PM UTC in I'm depressed
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2019-06-21 at 3:34 PM UTC in Arm and hammerthought this was gonna be about smoking crack
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2019-06-21 at 3:30 PM UTC in I'm depressedi love u to the summer and back OP
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2019-06-21 at 3:26 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Ghost $$$
I have money but I would rather buy food. Maybe I'll get a cheap beer and a gram and practice moderation
you just don't know how to get drugs for cheap enough, i could do like a 3 day mult substance binge for like 40 bucks. or you could just go ask a homeless person to sell you a couple lines of meth for 10 bucks -
2019-06-21 at 3:20 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
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2019-06-21 at 3:16 PM UTC in i can feel the life running through my veins againI remember back in like January/February (and many months before that) I would be always feeling like shit from Crouton and have so little energy I'd need to just space out and stare at nothing so that I could concentrate at all afterwards and I'd always be irritated or pissed off. It took a shitload of effort to do anything physical. I didn't even have the energy to crave sex or food at all and it was like my dick just wouldn't really work. Now I've been off the shit since March 12th (and two weeks taper before that), spent the time going through a terrible breakup and working out and eating well despite having a few little slipups with stims.
But today, I just crushed a decent workout for like the 3rd day in a row after sleeping 8 hours and I still have an above average amount of energy with my dick randomly getting hard from time to time. Got a haircut so I look clean cut, my eyes are bright again and my skin is clear. The ego that my mind built out of necessity to justify the meth and the opiates and the drugs and the shitty relationship is falling off hard, like every 12 hours I feel like a new person damn near. ANNDDDD I found out the financial constraints that I thought were keeping me here are actually manageable in such a way that it's not holding me back anymore.
I'm gonna stick around here for a few more months while I tie up the last few loose ends, probably fuck some girl from work or two (the rest of the faggots there judge because I've done this before but they're really all just bitter cafe dipshits so I'll do it to spite them, fuck them let them die hating) then go start a new life. -
2019-06-21 at 3:02 PM UTC in im and DHerO
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2019-06-21 at 3:02 PM UTC in im and DHerA
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2019-06-21 at 3:02 PM UTC in im and DHerM
