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2019-06-26 at 12:06 AM UTC in I don't feel "fulfilled"
Originally posted by Octavian "Accept what was, know what is; & have faith in what will be" ?
Good quote. On a spiritual level I still have some faith, I pray to St Jude and what I've asked for has been answered, be it coincidence or not. I've never set myself unrealistic goals either.
It's time for serious changes, albeit our body HATES this, being use to routine and our usual wants granted; it's time to do the opposite but only if the outcome is postive. I.e. wear a fucking condom. Meal/ exercise plan.
I'll hate each and everyone of these but it'll be worth it.
think of developing new habits and ways of living as just catalysts to induce the neuroplasticity that will inevitably lead you to a new and not stagnant and therefore better situation. -
2019-06-26 at 12:02 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Editionholy fuck i love trance music. it's seriously like the most transcendental euphoria producing agent the world has ever had. besides drugs of course. but it's honestly up there with drugs.
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2019-06-25 at 11:59 PM UTC in I don't feel "fulfilled"mate*
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2019-06-25 at 11:54 PM UTC in I don't feel "fulfilled"
Originally posted by Octavian Maybe we would should accept things how they are. I mean change won't happen unless we really want it to? We'll moan, build hope then lose faith when we give up, then moan again. Unless we WANT it, nothing will come of it.
I don't care what others think unless it really matters. I'm not a "like whore", nor do I post frequently on FB to the annoyance of my fake societal friends. I've unfollowed so many people on FB it's unreal. The more cringe like hungry posts I see makes me lose more and more respect for humanity, and only fuels my misanthropy.
Maybe I just need self sustainability, away from the rat race, far away from materialism and fakeness; somewhere I can be one with nature and live like a real human. Free of corruption, fast food and drugs. Had man lived like this there would be no expectations, no disappoinment, only the will to survive and appreciate the little things.
Regardless, self improvements are coming.
dude have you ever heard the serenity prayer? is that a thing in the UK?
accept things the way they are but take steps to change them and whatever the outcome is, accept it -
2019-06-25 at 11:47 PM UTC in I don't feel "fulfilled"also it's kinda cheesy but w/e, i listen to this song like multiple times a day and it is actually one of my favorite songs of all time. the lyrics are really "uplifting" but true. pretty soon i am going to listen to it on an MDA/LSD trip alone and ball my eyes out out of absolute ecstasy and beauty.
Forget the peace inside
You've given way to the gods of destruction
Full of desire
You feel afraid that there's nothing left
The ocean is dry
Do you feel hollow?
Nowhere to hide
And nothing to swallow
And when you can't recognize
Anything solid
Where do you turn?
When you can't buy it?
What can you believe in now
With no love to follow?
Now that you have lost yourself
Oh, can anything help you now?
Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you're not lost
What did you learn?
What was it worth?
What did you yearn for?
Everything's lost now
And not alone and not alone
And not alone and not alone
And not alone and not alone
And not alone and not alone
Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you're not lost
Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you're not lost -
2019-06-25 at 11:42 PM UTC in I don't feel "fulfilled"honestly tho op my life is still kinda fucked for the moment and i felt it had no meaning for a while but the meaning has gradually started to build as i started making plans for the future, exercising and eating healthier, and setting aside at least a little time for healthy, sober activities. the habits i had while fucked up were like probably just as self destructive as the drugs themselves and they cause depression, so i try to spend very little or no time doing those things now. idk how similar your use is to mine so idk how much it will help you but that's just how i feel
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2019-06-25 at 11:40 PM UTC in I don't feel "fulfilled"
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2019-06-25 at 11:21 PM UTC in just woke up from a dream i was on a date with lil peep
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2019-06-25 at 11:15 PM UTC in just woke up from a dream i was on a date with lil peep
Originally posted by HTS sounds like you're longing for some bro love and you need to find you a man like lil peep to fill that void in your lower back gnome saiyan
i don't have anything fundamentally against the idea, it's just that i have never seen nor could i ever imagine anyone else as fuckable as lil peep -
2019-06-25 at 9:51 PM UTC in just woke up from a dream i was on a date with lil peepthere's this new guy at work that was acting all quiet and anxious and shit and i could tell from my junkie-dar (it's like a gaydar but for junkies, for the normies) that he does/did drugs and i told him i recently quit opiates and meth and all of a sudden he started talking about music and he was talking about how he loves lil peep and i was just like OMG ME TOO and i told him i had a dream about lil peep last night and he said thats weird and i just said i know lol but that's what happened. so now i have justification to listen to lil peep at work constantly
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2019-06-25 at 9:47 PM UTC in Health insurance needs tog o fucking diewhat is up with your avatar
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2019-06-25 at 2:03 PM UTC in So how many of you wanna catch a fadejust got my polo right, just got my fade did, I’m on that snow white, that’s why I’m faded
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2019-06-25 at 12:36 PM UTC in lol this was my friend in Santa Cruzlol why the fuck doesn't your friend stay in the goddamn house if he's so intoxicated seems like he gets arrested every time he steps outside
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2019-06-25 at 12:34 PM UTC in the OFFICIAL wordfiltеr suggestion threadmake a dynamic word enhancement that creates word enhancements whenever someone says "x is y" then x enhancements to y.
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2019-06-25 at 12:29 PM UTC in just woke up from a dream i was on a date with lil peepever since me and my ex broke up and then i quit passing out every night i started having dreams again and it's been dreaming about being with her like every single night until LAST NIGHT when i didn't dream of her at all but instead i had like a 2 hour dream i was on a date with lil peep and we were just going around doing fun shit basically, then i woke up and realized HE'S GONE FOREVER JUST LIKE SHE IS. GODDAMMIT
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2019-06-24 at 9:59 PM UTC in Can you believe some of this shit was 20 years ago?
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2019-06-24 at 9:56 PM UTC in I seen two "lesbians" todaylol you obviously don't live in california, i've probably seen like 10 homosexual couples today so far
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2019-06-24 at 9:41 PM UTC in Are you willing to meet users from here?like 30% of you probably
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2019-06-24 at 12:12 PM UTC in Suggestions for drawingsdraw a backflip
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2019-06-24 at 12:10 PM UTC in whenever i hear the phrase "when you can't"
