YES DUDE. IT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF TO NO END. And your post is actually strangely on point for me, I have always had a long term paranoia that people I know are totally fake and actually don't like me, or more often that they are actively trying to deceive me so that they can use me for money, drugs, sex, or some other egotistical reason. It has also been true that my paranoia was correct in quite a few cases though so it could be that just all people are evil and selfish and deceptive but hide it very well. I'm not sure. But that was my favorite part about Australia, the concise conversations with waiters and shit like that. I fucking hate the awkward conversations in the US where they ask HOWSSS EVERYTHING TASTING GUYS??? lol shut the fuck up bitch, i know you don't like me and even if you did I wouldn't fuck you
honestly it's pretty bad but you should keep making it anyways, lots of really good artists had shitty first projects before they learned their style n shit