got a bunch of poppy seed tea and 200 etilaam and a 1/3 of a bottle of cLAM, an oz of trainwreck and a couple grams wax, and half a nicotine patch on my side. also drinking black coffee.
I cucked myself hard gents. 5 years down the drain, 5 years of lying to myself and allowing myself to be lied to, 5 years of drug abuse. 5 years of failing out of school and 5 years of losing all your friends because you're too skinny and twitchy and weird. 5 years of trying to do what I thought I was supposed to. 5 years of shit and trash and abuse. 5 years of proving to myself I'm not fit, don't have the skills to interact in a meaningful way.
i passed out super early last night at like 6 pm because i was fucked up and woke up at 12:30 am feeling restless as fuck from Crouton withdrawal. so i took a little Crouton and had some more clonazolam and a dab and a nicotine gum. now i feel alright but not sure if i can sleep again. i probably can though.
birds that bob their head back and forth and peep really fast when they fly away 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my selｆ 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠＯOOＯOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒ
