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Posts by EllariaSand

  1. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Incognito2u If you talk to people who have had a near death experience they all have lost any fear that they had before and actually welcome death as the next step at least those I have spoken to.

    I knew someone who had died as a teenager and was brought back...he had a near death experience at that time

    Later in his life when he became ill he had no fear of dying.......all he asked was not to be left alone waiting to die in hospital and he was afraid of the physical pain he might experience before passing.

    We stayed with him in shifts until he passed
    His last days were spent in a coma, probably due to the Fentanyl Transdermal Patches that were employed to control his pain

    Years after his passing I believe he contacted me from the other side (for lack of a better description) in answer to a question heavy on my heart after visiting his grave

    I’m certain we continue to exist after these bodies that house us die

    I’m also certain that we cannot begin to comprehend how insignificant and baseless our concerns here are once we arrive in that place
  2. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    GTFO fake cup
  3. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    When they can stand alone it’s time to change

  4. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Incognito2u I completely agree with you, the next step is unknown which causes many people to fear it I think.

    Exactly

    Like Xlite said....we’re familiar with and attached to what we know as our current lives

    I think not knowing what comes next coupled with the nonsense religion teaches us makes people fear crossing over into the next phase of our existence

    This and the fact that no one seems to remember what came before birth
  5. EllariaSand African Astronaut


    Hurr
    Hurr
    Indeed 😃
  6. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by apt
    I fear dying alone without OP in my arms, my face buried in her cleavage as I slip into the void

    Have your people talk to my people
  7. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Don’t know

    Don’t care
  8. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Xlite I'm not fearful of death as much as i am of bad trips.

    During our time here be become attached to this marvelous physical reality, we become attached to the world and everything it contains. This attachment is what you will have to overcome.
    And death is nothing to fear imo, odds are you've done it before and will again.

    Precisely
  9. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Incognito2u If that was directed at me I didn't say that I think we continue on in some form.

    It’s actually directed at everyone.....I’m curious

    I personally don’t think everything ends with death.....I think what we perceive as “life” is just part of an endless journey
  10. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by RisiR † Water kills way more people than Heroin. Someone should ban it.

    Hard to argue with this kind of solid logic...
  11. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by NARCassist if you don't eat pussy then you are a pussy.

    Does this include what they’re passing off as chicken at most Chinese restaurants too?
  12. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by RisiR † How often are you going to post that?

    As often as I fucking please......K


    I’m a medical professional yanno
  13. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by NARCassist its because of prohibition that nobody knows the purity of their supply from one bag to the next. you can't judge your dose properly when you don't know the purity and this is why people accidentally overdose. because of prohibition people hide away to use where nobody will find them if they overdose. and prohibition pushes up the prices so users have to resort to theft and often violence in order to fund the habit. prohibition means suppliers cannot sort their disputes through the usual legal processes and so end up resorting to violence as the only solution open to them. without prohibition all those problems would go away. there would be much less risk of you being violently robbed by a desperate addict and everybodies insurance premiums would go right down. why anybody is in favor of prohibition which is so damaging to society is beyond me.


    ^^^this post made by you negates your subsequent post below…..it also indicates quite clearly users resort to violence to fund the “habit” which sounds more like the behavior of someone who is incapable of functioning without the drug…..or violence would be unnecessary since you can function without it…it’s more of a question of being addicted than one of stupidity


    Originally posted by NARCassist not if you're smart and know how to use it properly. there is a right way and a wrong way to use heroin. just because a lot of people use it the wrong way doesn't mean everyone who uses it is incredibly stupid.

    i mean you can overdose on water and some people have. does that make everybody who uses water incredibly stupid then?
    .
  14. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by yum If I'm being honest: kinda. Life is beautiful and I've squandered so much of it, to die today would be a tragic waste of my potential. To waste life is the same as dying

    Do you believe you’ll be held accountable for wasting your life & talents some day?

    If you were to waste them
  15. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    You’re already dead

    You don’t count







    And no
    I don’t fear death
  16. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Ok
  17. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Instigator Yeah its diferent here in the uk basically you get your rent paid fir and about £600 a month which ill probably just use buy and sell rugs.



    Buy and sell rugs huh
  18. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    So you think everything ends with death?
  19. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by yum It's more complicated than that and I likely live in a different country than you. I really don't know if I'm even on the birth certificate or if it's unknown. Her baby daddy is a pathological liar so he might have convinced her to put his name on it. Fuck I hate thinking about this shit

    Sad
    Because it sound like you’d like to be in her life....

    DNA is irrefutable though....if you wanted proof and court ordered visitation you could prove you’re the father

    That opens the door to your financial responsibilities regarding the child though....unless this other guy adopted the child
  20. EllariaSand African Astronaut
    Originally posted by yum No but the father figure in he4 life is literally eastern European trash with a big nose. Her older son (I think 7 now) is pretty well adjusted and intelligent with excellent verbal skills if I recall correctly. I really don't know the whole situation, the last time we spoke me and her other baby daddy were threatening each other over the phone and then she told me to lose her number. My best course of action is literally to stalk her, confront he4 and guilt her into letting me be a part of its life, although I will never be integral.

    She never came after you for support?

    Because technically you’re responsible to pay it regardless of her asking or not....if she comes for you later you’re responsible for all the years you didn’t pay
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