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2019-01-17 at 2:28 PM UTC in Even tards friendzoneClearly Robbie has a fetish...If I was the downy kids dad I'd be suspicious of any none downy dude sniffing around it.
...on the flipside imagine being Robbie and introducing your girlfriend to friends and family...awkward. -
2019-01-16 at 9:29 PM UTC in Asking people to 'repeat themselves' in order to extract information
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2019-01-16 at 3:47 PM UTC in Trump Wall vs Mexican LadderLadder made in China
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2019-01-16 at 3:21 PM UTC in Trump Wall vs Mexican LadderYeah, but what’s $18 in pesos? that could make a diffetence you know!
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2019-01-16 at 5:47 AM UTC in What comes to mind when I say..Antisemitis
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2019-01-16 at 4:11 AM UTC in Got a job as a waiter at a mexican resterauntfor the last 2 weeks ive been a waiter for the first time ever, before this i would just cook older mens pizza / pasta. I realized yesterday that this is the hardest job I've ever had, its a very high traffic hip place. At first it was all fun and games, playing grab ass with the suicide girl sluts that work there, making dick jokes with the bromos.
But last night I literally spilled the beans and tea twice in one hour and was knuckle deep in guacamole on my knees with a table of girls laughing at me. I broke into analytical tears and went to the bathroom and stared at myself long and hard and decided to quit. I walked out and went and hung w a friend, my boss called me asking what was wrong, totally trying to sweet talk me, saying it will be cool if i just come back now, and I told him I'm not coming back tonight but I will tomorrow, and he told me thats fine but there will be consequences..
I come in today and everything is going fine for having to work 12 hours serving men and women their dinner/lunch. But I've been eating spicy mexican food on the free all day errr day the last 12 days. I went to the bathroom to take a dumper and it came out so huge and hard that is literally ripped my b-hole and the spice of the chili relleno seeped into my sphincter (not that I know what that word means) and the burn and the pressure of my ass being filled made me pass out.
Evidently someone saw me laying on the bathroom floor by the toilet unconscious wearing a sombero and a fake wispy moustache (even though i already have facial hair) so embarassing. they called the paramedics and everyone at work was giving me hugs and telling me they care about me and asking whats wrong.
biggest dumper i've ever taken and hardest job I've ever had.
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2019-01-15 at 6:38 PM UTC in how do i update internet explorerYou're mom
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2019-01-15 at 6:37 PM UTC in how do i update internet explorerhelp
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2019-01-15 at 5:11 PM UTC in CandyRein is fat and ugly ...but at least she's got the guts to post pics of herself...Matt If I was fat you wouldn’t be able to see my neck
I just put an APB out on yours.. head and shoulders -
2019-01-14 at 10:52 PM UTC in Are you ever fucked a thai girlohhh lol
u means grandma -
2019-01-14 at 10:41 PM UTC in Are you ever fucked a thai girlAre you ever learned grammar?
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2019-01-11 at 9:11 PM UTC in Lanny's Never Going To SpaceI'm already in space bitch. Yesterday I was in houston, now I'm in space, tomorrow it'll be your moms vagina. White man can't keep me down.
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2019-01-11 at 3:45 PM UTC in making a robot servant out of legos, extension cords
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2019-01-10 at 4:16 AM UTC in A few hours ago I ate a whole large pizza and a big bowl of cereal.. but yet I still felt hungry...do u know why?ur a gud kid, esbity.
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2019-01-09 at 8:58 PM UTC in I have not yet slept with a sexy, Latina Motel 6 maid...
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2019-01-09 at 6:51 PM UTC in Oh shit! FUCK! SHIT! Holy Shit! Fucking holy shit!lolol. You're a proud and transparent derelict, esbity. You don't let others' opinions of you sway you and you stay true to yourself. There's nothing that I respect more , frankly... let people hate u, esbity... just like in the movies, the world always needs villains.
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2019-01-09 at 3:56 PM UTC in Did someone do a black ritual and summon more date hoteliers?I’ve been spreading the word one public shitter at a time...
‘Best head ever-niggasin.space’ -
2019-01-09 at 2:40 PM UTC in Niggasin Space
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2019-01-09 at 2:33 PM UTC in Niggasin SpacePeople of color outside of the Earths atmosphere
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2019-01-09 at 1:34 AM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
Originally posted by Sophie I don't think you have ASPD to be frank.
I have told him this exact same thing numerous times before.
Originally posted by esbity I honestly don't see much good in people. People are fairly shitty in general. Selfish in nature but blind to it.
I reconsider if I am a psychopath since I at least know that I'm a piece of shit, I just don't care.
Look, I'm not an "expert", in the sense that I'm not a medically trained psychiatrist, nor am I a clinically trained psychologist.
But for what it's worth, I do have a bachelor's degree in psychology.
Combine that with ~34 years of life experience, and a bunch of mental health issues of my own, and it puts me in a position where I can at least make a somewhat educated guess here...
You are just going through a stage in your life where you are trying to figure out who you are, and you may find yourself having thoughts, maybe even desires or fantasies, that just seem completely screwed up to you. This, on its own, does not make you a sociopath/psychopath/etc.
It just means you might have some slightly antisocial tendencies, or maybe you're just having NORMAL/TYPICAL violent fantasies, and are thus assuming that, since nobody else around you is mentioning having the same thoughts and desires, you are some kind of deviant.
The way I see it, is that you may just be more aware and more honest about your own thoughts, urges, and desires, than most people tend to be.
Don't let that turn you into a full-blown psychopath.
Stop making these attention-seeking threads online and get some PROFESSIONAL help. There's no shame in that.
If you want, you can even PM me if you really want, but, again, I am not a professional psychiatrist or clinical psychologist. You would probably benefit from the help of a certified professional, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that.
I've been seeing psychiatrists and clinical psychologists since I was a teenager.