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2019-01-08 at 7:31 AM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
Originally posted by Sophie Let me ask you a question though. Why do you use emotional language like "I'm a piece of shit, I just don't care". I don't think you have ASPD to be frank.
Narcissism mimics ASPD on some level, if you are the only person that truly matters then why would you care if other people get hurt right?
I have something. I just can't figure it out. Ever since I was young I have been different. But not in the typical way.
It never faded as I got older. I question it everyday but have never been able to pinpoint what it is.
Honestly, I can't tell if I truly have emotions or if I just psych myself into thinking that I have them. Same thing with conscience. I can harm people when I'm feeling great and healthy, and even though I know the effect, I still do it even if there isn't a financial reward. I also have taken risks that require "nerve" and I am completely calm.
Maybe I'm some kind of mixed type. -
2019-01-08 at 1:12 AM UTC in Oh shit! FUCK! SHIT! Holy Shit! Fucking holy shit!Never mind.
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2019-01-08 at 1:10 AM UTC in Why am I getting hits from turkey on grabify?
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2019-01-08 at 1:08 AM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
Originally posted by Sophie Depends on your definition of brain damage. An autist is born with a different brain than a neurotypical person. A psychopath as well. A sociopath is someone that was born neurotypical, but like you said shit environment made them that way. I also think that the real trauma type -as in, injury- brain damage only applies to sociopaths. Get a super precise laser and zap the right areas in a neurotypical person's brain and i bet you could make them display sociopathic behaviors.
Most people already have sociopathic behavior though. Some just moreso than others.
I honestly don't see much good in people. People are fairly shitty in general. Selfish in nature but blind to it.
I reconsider if I am a psychopath since I at least know that I'm a piece of shit, I just don't care. That would be more of a socio, or is that just ASPD in general. Both have ASPD though. Do aspies have ASPD? -
2019-01-07 at 10:54 PM UTC in i have taken a cock tonight....
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2019-01-07 at 10:48 PM UTC in Anyone buying this "Dark Overlord" 9/11 legal docs leak?I wonder if they chose that name to troll the agencies that investigate them.
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2019-01-07 at 10:40 PM UTC in Life Like A DG
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2019-01-07 at 10:36 PM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
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2019-01-07 at 8:43 PM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
Originally posted by Sophie No, but i'd like to know what it's like. I wonder how i'd feel if i didn't have those two things. Now, granted one or the other wasn't working that well to begin with, but i think it's for the greater good. Also, i was born with both in perfect working condition. I dread to think what had to have had transpired for me to be released from those bonds entirely.
Brain damage. -
2019-01-07 at 8:42 PM UTC in Life Like A DG
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2019-01-07 at 8:40 PM UTC in Life is total humanshit.
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2019-01-07 at 8:37 PM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
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2019-01-07 at 8:35 PM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
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2019-01-06 at 12:52 AM UTC in Im sitting outside, on a 48 degree sunny day, in Northern Illinois, on Jan 5th, &Oh shit.
Get better OP. -
2019-01-06 at 12:51 AM UTC in My New Years Resolution Was To Stop Drinking
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2019-01-06 at 12:48 AM UTC in Track Data and Crypto CurrenciesI think Ill lanch it this year.
If you're interested, PM me. -
2019-01-06 at 12:42 AM UTC in My New Years Resolution Was To Stop Drinking
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2019-01-06 at 12:30 AM UTC in Life Like A DGLets face it, digital gangsters are out there and they usually are using crypto currencies. Is it actually possible to live off of crypto without alerting the IRS?
What if a DG found a way to anonymously grow bitcoin through different schemes? Could one live off of this and become a ghost-like-entity(living under different alias using fake ID and paying in crypto)? -
2019-01-06 at 12:25 AM UTC in My New Years Resolution Was To Stop DrinkingI'm enjoying a cold beer at the bar.
What have you fucked up on so far this year? -
2019-01-06 at 12:23 AM UTC in Did someone do a black ritual and summon more date hoteliers?I like the romantic dating people. Keep em comin.