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2018-10-24 at 12:28 PM UTC in I won the mega million.
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2018-10-22 at 11:11 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..The mushrooms are seriously working overtime. Feel all normal and well adjusted. Cooked a healthy dinner and then cleaned the entire kitchen, did a bunch of laundry, went out and bought pumpkins to carve and gave my lyft driver a talk about why even "non drug people" should try them at least a couple times in their lives because i used to have very negative associations with black people because of going to all black schools as a kid and being stabbed, burned, hit, etc. But then you realize that maybe they had negative experiences with people that look like me, and as long as I choose to judge people individually, i can choose to not be a part of that cycle. And that there will still be biases, but patterns of thought are like water. And over time, that water flows through the path of least resistance....your biases, assumptions. And over time that water can cut channels like the grand canyon. Until its almost inconceivable for you to think or feel differently- Which is really fucking unhealthy. And certain plants or psychoactives are like filler or spackle, and your able to step back for perspective, you smooth over those channels, fill in those cracks. So its just a flat plane, and the water doesnt just drain off naturally.
Anyway- yeah. I feel better. lol. -
2018-10-21 at 7:25 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?Funny. I was just thinking of Malice, kinda drunkenly staring off into space/at the wall when I snapped to and refreshed the page and saw this thread. Reading it, and seeing you mention Malice was kind of a, "whoa, weird." moment. Hah.
That said, I've been through plenty of grief in my life. The passing of my mother when I was 15, the immediate aftermath of an alcoholic father who was struggling with his own grief, drug addiction, suicidal contemplations, depression, prison sentences, all a form of grief. It's taken me years and years, truly, a decade, to come to terms with these things. I don't bottle it up inside though. I share my feelings and grief with those around me. I luckily have a loving wife who also lost her father the same year I lost my mother, so we share that grief and lean on each other. I have a strong family support system who was there throughout my drug addictions and prison and saw me through the end of it all.
I do agree with you though. People suffering through grief, whether it be something in their personal lives or even as a "faceless no one" on a website you go to that while you know what they look like, sound like maybe, you've never met them. You've never shaken their hand. Never hugged them. Never kissed them, in some cases. Like Malice. People should, in general, be more expressive of the feelings they feel because to bottle it up inside and try to suppress it always forces it to leak out in other, usually negative ways like drugs or alcohol or other self destructive behaviors. -
2018-10-21 at 6:31 PM UTC in Getting on the same bus as Malice
Originally posted by Technologist Casper,
Didnāt you say you had a way of getting in touch with her? Or you know where she lives? Thought I read something like that!
I just told her if she was actually ready, id sit with her on skype and talk to her while she passed. Seems like if someones actually gonna do it, itd be nice to have someone there. -
2018-10-21 at 6:09 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Youāre so hott and sweet babe ā¤ļøšthank you š
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2018-10-21 at 1:51 PM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himself
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2018-10-21 at 4 AM UTC in I like the DH people
Originally posted by Technologist She was born a man
I don't know many boys that wanted an easy bake oven and dreamed of being the little girl.
If she was born now nobody would even know she is transgender.
People might think HTS's parents are disappointed with or hate her for some reason but she was a 90s kid and spent most of her life trying to be something she never was because other people expected her to act that way.
It's like all your friends and family are forcing you to live a lie, I can only imagine how lonely that must feel. Like someone that's TRAPed(INSERT TRANNY MEMES). No wonder so many transgender people commit suicide.
It takes lots of strength to go through something like that so if Slow Jimmy thinks misgendering her and posting old pictures will trigger her, think again.
Because she deals with that shit Everytime she talks to her family and there's childhood pictures of her all over the house so I don't know why you think posting it here would trigger her.
I wouldn't date someone that could be triggered so easily. Lucy is a champion for transgender rights. She's a tank...a girl with a tank.. a Tank Girl.
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2018-10-21 at 3:07 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Fuckably sexy
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2018-10-21 at 1:04 AM UTC in Whenever you see a couple in public do you instantly imagine what they look like FUCKING?
Originally posted by Technologist Ohhhh Maqqqqqqqqq,
I DID IT!!!!
I saw a couple walking down the aisle at Walgreens yesterday, bwahahaha. I know I donāt have the imagination you do, but I pictured her getting butt secs while he was smacking her ass and pulling the pony tail she had. I had to look away fast because they noticed me just standing there envisioning them. I was just standing there, I wasnāt very subtle, not my forte.
You little shit!!! I told you you planted the seed ya big dammit.
I will admit, when I managed to walk away from that akward situation, I laughed while envisioning me telling you and the way I think you look.
Welcome, friend, to THE WAY. Please, by all means, ENJOY. XD -
2018-10-20 at 11:29 PM UTC in Does penis taste like anything?
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2018-10-20 at 5:20 PM UTC in made a fuckin rainbow cake took picsAHhahhah oh man
You definitely can't make a cake that ends up looking like that without a decent amount of etizolam....
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2018-10-20 at 3:07 AM UTC in NiS IS the dark underbelly of DateHookup.com
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2018-10-20 at 1:52 AM UTC in So wait, is RisiR = Darkhunter or no?Spectral stop trolling
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2018-10-20 at 1:07 AM UTC in So wait, is RisiR = Darkhunter or no?
Originally posted by Technologist No, Iām in Ohio, a swing state.
Iāve always gotten the impression most thought he was a slimebucket. He was a New York slum lord right along with those jedis. And heās far from a self made man. Daddyās little rich spoiled brat kid, yanno, like the spoiled brat he acts like in office.
No one said he was self made (reality: no one is self made), and if you will join me in a jihad against the landlords I'll sharpen a machete for you. -
2018-10-19 at 2:12 PM UTC in So wait, is RisiR = Darkhunter or no?Technologist is Hillary Clinton as well by the way.
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2018-10-19 at 12:14 AM UTC in I'm so glad I bullied malice into killing himself
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla he was fucking retarded. all he would do was googling a combination of keywords and posting the 1st result.
T-PAIN + neurogenesis
T-PAIN + depression
T-PAIN + autism
autism + brain
brain + T-PAIN
this is the only thing he was capable of doing and would just do it over and over and over and was so fucking retarded he based his entire worldview around these studies as absolute truths. anyone this lame definitely deserves to die.
you're hydro you're a research chemical addict in severe pain 24/7 who writes giant tl;dr posts and we all hate you and we're waiting for you to die. you're the most useless person here now that malice is gone
He investigated, and dug deep into things he was interested in, not just drugs, or research chemicals. He spent a lot of time trying to better himself, to grow out of the illnesses in his mind that held him down from enjoying life. I wish he could have found a solution that didn't involve suicide, but he did try harder than most to fix the seriously fucked up shit going on with him. He certainly wasn't retarded, and he definitely didn't deserve to die.
I really don't care if you, or anyone else here hates me. I do know I have made some really wonderful friends whom I care about a great deal on here, like Malice, over the years, so I know not everyone hates me at any rate, and those that do... they don't matter. You especially don't matter.
Yes, hopefully one day soon my suffering will end, but I can guarantee when my time comes, despite my tight knit group, there will be more people who give a fuck about my passing than when you die. Your own parents would mourn my passing more sincerely than they would when you die. You project a lot, it seems everyone really hates you, sploo, and Malice was miles above you in every aspect, and that's sad considering how deficit he was in some areas. You're a sad, sad, sick puppy, sploo. Maybe one day you'll grow up, but honestly, I think you'll just be a retarded asshole forever. -
2018-10-18 at 2:31 AM UTC in I'm a serial killer AmAIf I was a serial killer I'd leave a long ass scroll behind lodged into my victim's asshole. I'd also cut the asshole out of them however that works, and nail it to a nearby wall, with the scroll in it. Or maybe I'd tie a string to it and dangle it from a ceiling. Or I could have a secret HUT filled with dangling buttholes with scrolls in them, each scroll specific to the details of my torture and murder of that individual, so when I'm finally caught or decide enough is enough, I can send the detectives to my HOLE HUT and blow their minds. I'd also have a bunch of CCTV cams set up so I could watch their reactions, and I'd also have it set up to when they went in the doors would lock behind them and the place would heat up like a sauna hotter and hotter until they roast to death. It would be sad to see all my buttholes burn away, but worth it for my actum finalem.
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2018-10-16 at 10:24 AM UTC in Religion is a money making scamPass the fedora
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2018-10-15 at 11:47 PM UTC in Are we for regional or global rule?Global. Each country becomes a state on the United Earth. š
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2018-10-15 at 11:33 PM UTC in S P E Z