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2019-09-20 at 4:31 AM UTC in Everybody thinks they're a weirdo
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2019-09-19 at 7:45 PM UTC in GIVING AWAY THIS ACCOUNTGet a life faggot
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2019-09-19 at 2:45 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-19 at 7 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-19 at 6:10 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal Skulltag I'm pissed off at you because you're belittling the struggle I went through because it doesn't meet your personal criteria of what "true isolation" is.
You're a bullshitter.
I have been through hell and back and I'm not about to have what I went through dismissed just because I didn't have it meet your own definition of what it means to be isolated.
I have lived in isolation my entire life, I have never had a single person in my life there for me, I have always been alone.
You said something about me taking about something everywhere, well guess what I post on a shit ton of forums because I am online 24/7 and it is the only way I ever get to interact with people.
So you are bound to run into one of my posts.
You aren't deep, you aren't making any impression on me, you're just a nuisance.
You think you're leaving some impression on me, slapping me into reality and telling me that I'm just a sucker who needs to get on his own two feet and change things.
Sucker, you don't even fucking know what I have been through, who I am or how I got here.
You have no fucking clue what it means to grow up as an isolated person and you never will, you can't compare prison isolation or living alone as an adult to being somebody who grew up to adulthood sheltered and isolated.
You are a goddamn IDIOT and have no fucking clue what you're talking about and to someone in my situation it is a damn insult.
You have no business talking about something like this.
I'm not belittling it. I'm telling you to stand the fuck up and do something about it. I'm telling you that no matter how bad you've had it, someone has had it worse. I'm telling you that the human mind and body, including yours is extremely resilient. There are people with cases worse than yours who still struggle and occasionally win against their demons.
That doesn't discount your experiences. You get defensive, but you don't realize that you're not being attacked. In fact, you're the one doing the attacks. You speak without knowing. As said, not only I know enough about you because you make that information public, but I have seen all of it myself.
I'm willing to sit down and talk to you. Get to know you. Understand you better. Meanwhile you're simultaneously complaining about not having a single friend, but rejecting everyone who's attempting to give you a hand. You can pretend all you want. But just because you want to believe that you're the only one who's ever been isolated won't make it true.
I'm willing to take my time with you. But you just bullshit your way through hatred. You destroy yourself and blame me for it. I go with what you tell me about yourself and base my understanding of you on that. And it's hitting home pretty hard, from the looks of it. You, meanwhile, base your knowledge of me off your fantasies of being a kuu-dere protagonist who has it worse than everybody else.
News break. You're not the only person who's ever got isolated. You're not a sacrificial lamb who took all the wrongs of the world. But you won't get off your high horse. You won't have a talk. You won't accept help. And then you blame me for your own shortcomings. I don't have a problem being your boogeyman if it helps you feel better for a day. But I'd rather you fix yourself so you can feel better for the rest of your life.
EDIT: Removed sarcasm to avoid aggravating you any further. Of course, since you had it worse than everybody else, I don't want to agitate you even further, now do I? -
2019-09-19 at 5:11 AM UTC in this whole shitheap of a site is full of MKULTRA zombies
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal No you're some dumbass normie that thinks isolation exclusively means absolute zero interaction with another living being and you're wrong.
I'm not trying to wave my dick around like you, I am extremely lonely and sheltered and miserable because of it.
I long for human interaction, it kills me inside that I grew up the way I did.
You will never understand what I went through, the fact that you had to go through some extreme example that you yourself never even experienced says it all.
You know absolutely NOTHING about what it is like to live your entire life isolated and without human interaction.
All I can do is take your beating and listen to idiots like you put me down and say "well you at least talked to people over the internet so what do you have to complain for?"
FUCK YOU YOU STUPID FUCK
You have lived your whole life with contact with other humans, I have spent my entire goddamn life where the only physical human interaction I have had is with my mom and other than that it's text on screen with idiots like yourself.
I'm not bragging, I am CRYING, I am FUCKING MISERABLE and this life FUCKING SUCKS and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone but somehow through circumstance this is what I ended up in.
If I could turn things around and go back to 2002 and have real human relationships I would, but I didn't.
What you're saying is no different from saying somebody had a social life through reading books, it's bullshit.
Fuck you and your ignorant privileged life, you stupid scumbag.
I hate every single one of you and the only reason I am even here is because I am profoundly lonely.
You know why you're so worked up and so angry? Because the lies you're telling yourself are slowly coming apart. And you don't want them to. You've been too comfortable, being a primadonna and pretending to have it worse than the rest of the world.
You know that YOU are responsible for your actions. Nobody else. You find refuge in attempting to judge me, but I am not the topic of this discussion. You are. I've seen more solitude than most'll ever see. I've come to terms with it. I've left it behind to some degree.
You misunderstand me when you think I'm beating on you. Again, I'm not here to judge you. I've seen a lot, but there are people who have seen more than me. I'm nobody to judge you. I merely tell you from experience that you are your own enemy. Not me. Not this site. Yourself.
You can be mad at me all you want. You can hate me all you want. I don't hate you. Hatred is weakness. I've seen too much of it. You claim that life sucks, but you have never experienced it truly. It's much worse than what you can imagine. While you're busy venting on the screen, there are people being held in solitary cells. There are people who are POWs, slowly dieing in jihadi "prisons".
You even proven my point.
Originally posted by Japan-Is-Eternal I hate every single one of you and the only reason I am even here is because I am profoundly lonely.
That's exactly what I said. And that's why it hurt you. Because I hit the nail right on the head. And I'll do it again. Not because I'm "beating you down" or making fun of you. But because you still can get out of it. If, and only if, you accept the hand being extended to you. If, and only if, you face the lies head on.
You hate me without even knowing me. Which is amusing. But the truth is, I don't hate you back. Why would I waste my time poking around your psyche and trying to give you the tools to see your problems and walk out of them, then? Consider this extended hand an offer of companionship.
Will you finally defeat your isolationism, or will you push everyone away but end up chasing after them again, I wonder? -
2019-09-19 at 4:40 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?HTDA is great
I own both of their physcial releases and have fapped to mariqueen numerous times
I've heard rumours they're going to release a new album, Ican't wait to sew what they come up with.
What is your favorite NIN release? -
2019-09-19 at 4:40 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-19 at 4:03 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentLayed up smokin watchin weed shows😏❤️
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2019-09-19 at 3:14 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?Donttellem what do you think of this one?
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2019-09-19 at 2:50 AM UTC in Taking a break from NISExactly , he’s such a fuqn clown
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2019-09-18 at 11:29 PM UTC in Taking a break from NIS
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2019-09-18 at 3:54 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentLmao why you edit out that weird unintelligible rant ?
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2019-09-18 at 6:46 AM UTC in It's great that LarryLegend stopped posting...
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2019-09-18 at 1:23 AM UTC in It feels good to fuck the wives of absentee husbands...heheheh.
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2019-09-18 at 1:17 AM UTC in It feels good to fuck the wives of absentee husbands...
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2019-09-18 at 1:14 AM UTC in It feels good to fuck the wives of absentee husbands...How would you know?
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2019-09-17 at 5:22 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2019-09-16 at 9:27 PM UTC in Taking a break from NIS
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2019-09-16 at 1:45 AM UTC in You're sitting at your computer browsing NiS when suddenly you hear a crash