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2018-03-01 at 1:21 PM UTC in I had a dream that I was a zombie and everyone was afraid of me.I read something like this in a Goosebumps book once.
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2018-02-27 at 2:05 PM UTC in guy drives around san diego on a motorbike and says nonsensical shit to ppl
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2018-02-26 at 4:41 AM UTC in Ever get sad thinking back to stuff from RIGHT before you became a teen?
Originally posted by Bill Krozby when i was 4 years old i was in the hospital for a month because my right eye was falling out of my head like seriously. It wasn't completely sad as my dad came to the hospital and brought me a toxic avenger action figure because toxie also had his eye popping out of his head. anyways we were just chilling watching a christmas special and he was on the phone talking to his stock broker bobby and he all of a suddenly said "bobby I got to go, theres two women in bikinis and a clown at the door"
and there really was and not just any women but because it was like 1991 the women had that trashy teased hair style from like the 80's and i think thats really fucking hott. Anyways they gave me hotwheels and a teddy bear and hugged and kissed me i couldn't believe it.
But when they left my mom and my lil bro came and my dad left. A nurse came in and told me she was going to put in my pajamas, the ones with the footies a one piece and i didnt want to because thats gay and she said to not worry she will put my lil brother in them as well and he started crying as they were undressing him and forcing him to wear pj's with the footies and then they did the same to me and i cried worse than a bitch with a skinned knee.
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2018-02-26 at 4:39 AM UTC in Open Your Mindwho
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2018-02-26 at 4:38 AM UTC in I can't count the number of times one of you fuckers have said...
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2018-02-26 at 4:23 AM UTC in I can't count the number of times one of you fuckers have said...sorry for nearly de-railing your thread. i didn't mean to. but i'm not deleting it now after having typed it.
I understand, Enter. what you're saying. and I know you're probably completely serious about what you posted here too.
If you want... we could be friends. and talk about stuff. IF you want...
Just saying. We could do that...
You ever change your mind about disliking/hating me and not wanting to be my friend... just let me know, ok?
Ok Enter?
Ok. bye.
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2018-02-26 at 4:21 AM UTC in I can't count the number of times one of you fuckers have said...
Originally posted by Enter "Hurrrrr, my parents hit and abused me when I was a kid, and I turned out okay!"
YOU'VE LITERALLY COME HERE FROM TOTSE, A WEBSITE FOR DELINQUENTS. SHUT THE FUCK UP. THIS IS ACTUALLY A PROBLEM BECAUSE NOW WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS, YOU'RE GOING TO TREAT THEM THE SAME WAY UNDER THE GUISE THAT IT'LL BE FINE.
I really hate how I was abused as a kid. It's what's caused all my emotional problems that are pretty much set in stone. Been reading up on it, and a lot of this shit pisses me off:
Then there's the fucking parents who say, "Hey, you had it good! I never actually HIT you, so what you complaining about?"
Now my mom wonders why I'm so cold to her. FROM YOU. I LEARNED IT BY WATCHING YOU.
I've been thinking about this exact thing for the past couple of weeks of my psychological transition.
Trying to figure out the places where my suffering has come from. and now, why the fuck I would have thrown my life away without realizing I was doing it. Going all the way back to like age 14.
It's fucking yelling, screaming unease provoking parenting.
It's worse when you only have 1 parent. and there's no third party. so you grow to love the person without realizing that THEY are at fault for all of the shit you're always in. Guilt comes with it too. They will make you feel like it's your fault and on purpose. Really they're re-assuring themselves that your abuse was justified. As they explain it to you in some seemingly concerned voice afterwards.
it fucking pisses me off.
I'm amazing at academic related stuff. and instead, i have been hanging out with fucking loser druggies (no offense druggies. you're not all losers but the majority seem to be. and not because of drugs.) I should have went to class in highschool instead of thinking I was king shit and some hardcore tough guy.
Now 15 years later. I ...
ah , fuck it.
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2018-02-26 at 3:58 AM UTC in ATTN: Internet Weed Dude
Originally posted by Needledick_Needledick_Needledick Meth sucks, it just makes you have to jack off for 5 hours then you feel shit after that.
You NEED to resist urges like this.
If you direct your attention towards something that actually SHOULD be of interest to you and benefit to your life. As it begins to kick in. I think you can direct the manner in which the neuronal firing leaves an exaggerated imprint.
I used meth to seriously and sincerely fix my life and thinking/behavioral patterns in the past 1.5-2 years.
I was seriously fucked up before that.
Don't believe what they tell you about meth, opiates (REAL opiates/opioids. not fentanyl). They are both extremely useful tools if people would only somehow avoid being mislead and improperly educated about the truths of these substances.
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2018-02-26 at 3:54 AM UTC in ATTN: Internet Weed DudeI don't recall saying that I have discontinued the use of crystal meth. at this point. lol.
I get the subtext here though and fuck you.
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2018-02-24 at 2:57 PM UTC in Policeman beheaded and son has heart/skin removed while aliveI genuinely believe that watching that type of shit can cause existential anxiety.
Like... it can and likely will hurt you. Unless you're used to watching stuff like that to an extent where one more wouldn't really make a difference (most of you).
I'm not going to watch it. or anything like that again. I think.
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2018-02-24 at 4:18 AM UTC in I've got the fucking mumps. :(
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2018-02-24 at 3:29 AM UTC in I've got the fucking mumps. :(
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2018-02-24 at 12:36 AM UTC in Disgusting things you've done during sex
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2018-02-24 at 12:15 AM UTC in Disgusting things you've done during sex
Originally posted by Bill Krozby thats hilarious, the other day I purposefully pulled my gf's arm up and bit her square in the armpit, it sucked though because it tasted like dove deoderent.
I don't eat pussy and I've only eaten ass once but besides that the grossest thing I do is fuck my gf up the ass and then at some point put it in her pussy and mouth and will kiss later in the night and it smells and taste like goddamn asshole
What the fuck is the point of this post?
Why would you post this?
I'm offended. and not for the reasons you probably think.
I seriously wonder sometimes if I belong in this world &/or mortal coil. Fuck you.
I fucking hate everything. and that's only because I can't describe the truth. because I love some things.
Now I'm fucking confused and I've typed the word "fucking" all of these times in only the past like, 40 seconds.
What is the point of this? No one will answer. at least not sincerely. because they can't. I'm sure someone can come up with more of this type of shit that I'm quoting though. There are no fucking angels watching over this reality. -
2018-02-23 at 9:56 PM UTC in ugly people sexually abuse kid and dog
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2018-02-23 at 7:07 PM UTC in ugly people sexually abuse kid and dog
Originally posted by greenplastic reminds me of lsd's mugshot if he did meth for like 4 years straight tbh
I have done meth daily for the last 4 years. Up until about 5-6 months ago.
I'll bet you that meth doesn't actually fuck up your appearance. At least... not in the long term. You look fucked up while you're high... but
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2018-02-23 at 7 PM UTC in Seinfeld scene that reminded me of Enter.
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2018-02-23 at 6:58 PM UTC in Seinfeld scene that reminded me of Enter.Why don't you guys seriously shut up.
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2018-02-23 at 6:56 PM UTC in Everyone here secretly thinks I'm the best.
Originally posted by Zanick No, I don't have time for friendship.
You can have an intimate relationship with a person, but you need to think of yourself as an alcoholic, only with people: if you get just one sip of a person who seems to care about you, you'll drink them all up until there's nothing left of them for you to love, and then you'll feel like you've lost someone who you thought you could keep forever. That's why you need a therapist who can help you manage your expectations of that relationship (if and when you get one) and prevent you from demanding more of their affection than they can afford to give you.
I believe that if I find the right person. Our passion will both be so potent that the more affection given, the more will be available to give. on both ends. I think in this kind of situation, both people need to feel that the one they're with is their TOP pick. Like if either of them could truthfully and honestly have anyone. Including like... celebrities and that type of shit. and their genuine answer would be the one they're with.
That's when the true beauty of the possibilities of our lives will make itself recognizable.
I swear to God that this can happen. I would guess that 99.9 percent of couples have never felt this with anyone. I have. and circumstances resulted in it getting fucked up. and now I can't settle for less.
It fucking hurts after a while though. Not giving in to the urge to settle for sex with just whoever. if you're attracted to them.
most people don't even get off on being close with the person they're with. once they're done fucking they don't even want to be around one another.
I think it's quite possibly the plague of humanity. and that horniness has some sort of correspondence with dealing with guilt. maybe diseases are breed in the bodies of people whose mental processes have been conditioned towards allowing this type of sickness to occur. and no one realizes it because they see every fucking sitcom glorifying contradictions to ideas of monogamy. everyone in their world is doing it.
i don't know.
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2018-02-23 at 6:26 PM UTC in Everyone here secretly thinks I'm the best.