I think a purge would be nice.
2018-03-15 at 9:03 PM UTC
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Suicidal thoughts
Is your instinct to survive without meaning?
2018-03-15 at 8:56 PM UTC
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Suicidal thoughts
You do acknowledge that some people feel like they have a life worth living tho.
So you must realize that you can also have a life worth living ye?
Maybe you need to fall in "lol" love, or do something that's actually meaningful to you.
2018-03-15 at 8:46 PM UTC
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Suicidal thoughts
^git out of the concrete jungle and into nature man. Nature is the cure for depression.
2018-03-15 at 8:36 PM UTC
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Suicidal thoughts
Eh, my sifu told me i need permission to die.
So.. even if i did have these thoughts, i couldn't follow through with them.
I would microdose acid but i'm all out.
I haven't exactly had a bad trip, but my least favorite drug is probably ketamine og salvia divinorum.
Both of them triggers immense confusing in me at higher doses and this ruins the trip for me.
Basically on keta, it was a quest to figure out what the fuck was going on. As i was hovering above my own out body i asked myself, what am i? is that me? am i dead? what am i doing above myself? how did i get here? what the fuck is going on? And then you start to make sense of things, and you realize hey, you must be tripping. Yes, this is a trip, i'm dosed as fuck and then you wake up.
On divinorum the confusion is even worse, you have absolutely no clue about anything and the visuals are fucking nuts which makes it even more unpleasant.
Structures/objects stretching out for eternity. I would look down at my legs and they would just become longer and longer, eventually my feet would seem as if they were several miles away from me. And there was absolutely no insight to be had because you're basically just a retard who's unable to comprehend what the fuck is going on.
I dislike drugs like these. The payoff is non-existing imo.
This thread is gay as fuck.
I'm a good 7, 8 if i try harder.
^losses fight with alliGAYtor while under the influence of pcp.
How the hell do these bots even find this place, and why spam here? there's only like, 12 active members.
Yeah, you're not making it any better.
Those bitches be dun for good. Fake moneh is something teh government will pushish quite severely.
The reality outside this is the absolute. Timeless, distorted, multiple instances of reality at once etc.
Its the hidden ocean beneath the waves, its the book of existence. It is where we all go when our body can't take it anymore, and when i say we i mean our perception and perhaps awareness.
