Posts by Obbe

2016-04-08 at 3:35 PM UTC in Ayahuasca

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

[FONT=courier new]By writing the 26 letters of the betabet in a certain order one may put down almost any message (this post 'is written with the same letters' as the Encyclopaedia Britannica and Winnie the Pooh, only the order of the letters differs). In the same way Nature is able to convey with her language how a cell and a whole organism is to be constructed and how it is to function. Nature has succeeded better than we humans; for the genetic code there is only one universal language which is the same in a man, a bean plant and a bacterium.[/FONT]
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[FONT=courier new][SIZE=3](The Book of Creation). There is no attempt to describe the creative process realistically; the account is unashamedly symbolic and shows God creating the world by means of language as though he were writing a book. But language has been entirely transformed and the message of creation is no longer clear. Each letter of the Hebrew betabet is given a numerical value; by combining the letters with the sacred numbers, rearranging them in endless configurations, the mystic weaned his mind away from the normal connotations of words.[/SIZE]

It is understandable that a huge range of myths from all over the ancient world should describe geological catastrophes in graphic detail. Mankind survived the horror of the last Ice Age, and the most plausible source for our enduring traditions of flooding and freezing, massive volcanism and devastating earthquakes is in the tumultuous upheavals unleashed during the great meltdown of 15,000 to 8000 BC. The final retreat of the ice sheets, and the consequent 300-400 foot rise in global sea levels, took place only a few thousand years before the beginning of the historical period. It is therefore not surprising that all our early civilizations should have retained vivid memories of the vast cataclysms that had terrified their forefathers.
Much harder to explain is the peculiar but distinctive way the myths of cataclysm seem to bear the intelligent imprint of a guiding hand.l Indeed the degree of convergence between such ancient stories is frequently remarkable enough to raise the suspicion that they must all have been 'written' by the same 'author'.
Could that author have had anything to do with the wondrous deity, or superhuman, spoken of in so many of the myths we have reviewed, who appears immediately after the world has been shattered by a horrifying geological catastrophe and brings comfort and the gifts of civilization to the shocked and demoralized survivors?[/FONT]

[FONT=courier new]White and bearded, Osiris is the Egyptian manifestation of this universal figure, and it may not be an accident that one of the first acts he is remembered for in myth is the abolition of cannibalism among the primitive inhabitants of the Nile Valley. Viracocha, in South America, was said to have begun his civilizing mission immediately after a great flood; Quetzalcoatl, the discoverer of maize, brought the benefits of crops, mathematics, astronomy and a refined culture to Mexico after the Fourth Sun had been overwhelmed by a destroying deluge.[/FONT]

2016-04-08 at 3:19 PM UTC in I found something else...

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

Morons believe the Earth is flat.

2016-04-08 at 3:14 PM UTC in Ayahuasca

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

[SIZE=12px][FONT=courier new]The largest reed boats in Peru were depicted as two deckers. Quantities of water jars and other cargo were painted in on the lower deck, as well as rows of little people, and on the upper deck usually stood the earthly representative of the sun-god the priest king, larger than all his companions, surrounded by bird-headed men who were often hauling on ropes to help the reed boat through the water. The tomb paint-ings in Egypt also portrayed the sun-god's earthly represen-tative, the priest-king known as the pharaoh, like an imposing giant on his reed boat, surrounded by minature people, while the same mythical men with bird heads towed the reed boat through the water.
Reed boats and bird-headed men seemed to go together, for some inexplicable reason. For we had found them far out in the Pacific Ocean too, on Easter Island, where the sun-god's mask, the reed boats with sails, and the men with bird heads formed an inseperable trio amomg the wall-paintings and reliefs in the ancient ceremonial village of Orongo, with its solar observ-atory. Easter Island, Peru, Egypt. These strange parallels could hardly have been found further apart. Apparently they could hardly furnish better proof that men must have arrived inde-pendently at the same time in widely seperated places. Appar-ently. But what was even more strange was that the aboriginal people of Easter Island called the sun ra. Ra was the name for the sun on all the hundreds of Polynesian islands, so it could be no mere accident. Ra was also the name for the sun in ancient Egypt. No word was more important to the ancient Egyptian religion than Ra, the sun, the sun-god, ancestor of the phar-aohs. The one who sailed reed boats, with an entourage of bird headed men. Giant monolithic statues as high as houses had been erected in honour of the sun-god's earthly priest-kings on Easter Island, in Peru and in ancient Egypt.

In reading the literature on Amazonian shamanism, I had noticed that the personal experience of anthropologists with indigeÂnous hallucinogens was a gray zone. I knew the problem well for having skirted around it myself in my own writings. One of the categories in my reading notes was called "Anthropologists and Ayahuasca." I consulted the card corresponding to this category, which I had filled out over the course of my investigation, and noted that the first subjective description of an ayahuasca experiÂence by an anthropologist was published in 1968-whereas sevÂeral botanists had written up similar experiences a hundred years previously. 10 The anthropologist in question was Michael Harner. He had devoted ten lines to his own experience in the middle of an acaÂdemic article: "For several hours after drinking the brew, I found myself, although awake, in a world literally beyond my wildest dreams. I met bird-headed people, as well as dragon-like creatures who explained that they were the true gods of this world. I enlisted the services of other spirit helpers in attempting to fly through the far reaches of the Galaxy. Transported into a trance where the supernatural seemed natural, I realized that anthropolÂogists, including myself, had profoundly underestimated the imÂportance of the drug in affecting native ideology.

Hamer explains that in the early 1960s, he went to the PeruÂvian Amazon to study the culture of the Conibo Indians. After a year or so he had made little headway in understanding their reliÂgious system when the Conibo told him that if he really wanted to leam, he had to drink ayahuasca. Hamer accepted not without fear, because the people had wamed him that the experience was terrifying. The following evening, under the strict supervision of his indigenous friends, he drank the equivalent of a third of a botÂtlee. After several minutes he found himself falling into a world of true hallucinations. After arriving in a celestial cavern where "a supernatural carnival of demons" was in full swing, he saw two strange boats floating through the air that combined to form "a huge dragon-headed prow, not unlike that of a Viking ship." On the deck, he could make out "large numbers of people with the heads of blue jays and the bodies of humans, not unlike the birdÂheaded gods of ancient Egyptian tomb paintings."
After multiple episodes, which would be too long to describe here, Hamer became convinced that he was dying. He tried callÂing out to his Conibo friends for an antidote without managing to pronounce a word. Then he saw that his visions emanated from "giant reptilian creatures" resting at the lowest depths of his brain. These creatures began projecting scenes in front of his eyes, while informiig him that this information was reserved for the dying and the dead: "First they showed me the planet Earth as it was eons ago, before there was any life on it. I saw an ocean, barren land, and a bright blue sky. Then black specks dropped from the sky by the hundreds and landed in front of me on the barren landscape. I could see the 'specks' were actually large, shiny, black creatures with stubby pterodactyl-like wings and huge whale-like bodies. . . . They explained to me in a kind of thought language that they were fleeing from something out in space. They had come to the planet Earth to escape their enemy. The creatures then showed me how they had created life on the planet in order to hide within the multitudinous forms and thus disguise their presence. Before me, the magnificence of plant and animal creation and speciation-hundreds of millions of years of activity-took place on a scale and with a vividness impossible to describe. I learned that the dragon-like creatures were thus inÂside all forms of life, including man."

This brew, commonly called yage, or yaje, in Colombia, ayahuasca (Inca 'vine of the dead'*) in Ecuador and Peru, and caapi in Brazil, is prepared from segments of a species of the vine Banisteriopsis, a genus belonging to the Malpighiaceae.-Michael Harner

*Inca "vine of the dead, vine of the souls," aya means in Quechua "spirit," "ancestor," "dead person," while huasca means "vine," "rope").[/FONT][/SIZE]
[LEFT][SIZE=12px][FONT=courier new]Pablo's Warning: Ayahuasca is not something to play with. It may even kill, not because it is toxic in itself, but because the body may not be able to stand the spiritual realm, the vibrations from the spirit world. Pablo said he had several frightening experiences with ayahuasca. Three times he thought he was going to die.*One needs courage, a strong discipline, and to proceed by degrees. It is a long process that might take two or three years before one can venture into the higher realms. One needs a teacher that shows the correct procedures, and how to defend oneself against supernatural attack. But after some time, one needs to continue alone, because even one's teacher might become jealous of one's progress and could take away all one has learned.

The alchemists, Jung believed had been inadvertantly tap-ping into the collective unconscious. This led them to assume they were following a spiritual path to enlightenment-when they were actuafly liberatiing their subconscious minds through the use of ritual. This is not far removed from other ritualistic events- those exploited by faith healers, the ecstasy experienced by ritualistic voodoo dancers, or charismatic Christian services. Jung said of alchemy: 'The alchemical stone symbolises someÂthing that can never be lost or dissolved, something eternal that some alchemists 'Compared to the mystical experience of God within one's own soul.It tusually takes prolonged suffering to burn away all the superfluous psychic elements.concealing the stone. But some profound inner experience of the Self does occur to most people at least once in a lifetime. From the psychological standpoint, a genuinely religious atiitude consists of an effort to discover this unique. experience and;gradually to keep in tune wth it (it is,relevant that the stone is itself something permanent), so that the Self becomes an inner partner towards whom one's attention is continually turned.' To the alchemist, the most important factor in the practice was participation of the individual experimenter in .the process of transmutation. The genuine alchemist was convinced that the emotional and spiritual characteristics of the individual experimenter was involved intiimately wth the success or failure of the experiment. And, it is this concept, more than any other aspect of, alchemy, that distinguishes it from orthodox chemistry,- the scientific discipline that began to supersede it at the end of the seventeenth Century. The alchemist placed inordinate importance upon the spiritual element.of his work and for many sceptics it was this which.pushed the subject into the realms of magic and left it forever beyond the boundaries of 'science'.[/FONT][/SIZE]

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2016-04-08 at 2:44 PM UTC in I found something else...

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

[FONT=courier new]I did not write this, but I thought some people here might be interested:[/FONT]

Where do I begin? It started years ago with the repeating number sequences. Have you seen it? On clocks, license plates, receipts, everywhere. It can't be coincidence can it? I see it on a daily basis, it can't be. Chance plays no part in what I've seen. Then it becomes more in depth but still subtle. You hear it on the radio. The songs they play for you? Do you know what I'm talking about? Surely someone does, I can't be alone, I just can't be. Suddenly its in everything, music, books, movies. Its everywhere, have you seen it? Someone knows but who?

Have you gotten the visits? When you sleep, and then suddenly they are there? I can feel them working on me. I always keep my eyes closed because I might freak out if I saw a non-human in the room with me and I know they aren't there to hurt me. Do you get the dreams? With the ships? Do you close your eyes and see the strange objects?

Do you know about the owls? Who they are? And then maybe the eagles, and who you are? I've seen it enough to know its not coincidence. Something is definitely afoot, but what exactly I'm still not sure. I feel like I'm missing something big. Who am I really? They've locked me down tight. No memory of anything prior at all. I wish I could just remember something, anything.

Seriously does anyone here know what I'm talking about?

Alright so I want to take some time here to speak plainly about my experiences and share some thoughts. I am always learning though and I am by no means saying I understand things correctly. Mainly I just wondering if anyone else out there is going through a similar process or having similar experiences because so far the journey has been pretty lonely.

I would say about 7-8 years ago I was a relatively normal person. I had just gone through a breakup and was having a very hard time with it. During this time I came across a website talking about near death experiences. Now I have always been more of an "intellectual" and looked at the world through cold logic so I was an atheist, but that website was the trigger that began to open my mind to other possibilities. I found out about guardian angels, and one night I was having a really hard time due to my breakup and I asked mine if they could help me out in some way. This I think was the starting point that allowed them to "interfere" with my life if you will, as I had given them permission to do so.

Some time later (it couldnt have been long maybe within a year) I started seeing repeating number patterns on the clock. I would be working and just look up at the clock and it would be 2:22, or 11:11. This began to happen very frequently. At first I had no idea what it meant but I thought it was strange. It started to happen so frequently that I had to do a google search for "repeating number sequences" to see just what the hell is going on. Thats when I learned about the so called "angel numbers", and that the angels use them to get your attention. There are websites that explain the meaning behind certain sequences of numbers. The angels started using this as a kind of way to talk to me. I have always had very good memory and attention to detail and I think this helps, but they started showing me repeating patterns of numbers on clocks and other things, but especially license plates. This is where I came to understand that there is a lot more to this reality than most people know, because the angels somehow ALWAYS know not only where I will be at every second of the day, they also seem to know where everyone else will be too. And I always seem to be in the right place at the right time for them to show me whatever it is they want to show me.

Now in 2011 things started to get really intense. I had been learning more and more about extraterrestrials and became very interested. I told the ETs that I would be willing to help them with whatever they needed help with. Prior to this I had not had any kind of encounter with UFOs or ETs. I should mention also around this time I found a peculiar book titled "A Course In Miracles" which I'll talk more about here in a minute. In March of 2011 I had come home from work (I was working nights) and went to bed. I woke up at 5:55pm. Stayed up for a couple hours doing the usual and decided to go back to sleep. I was staying on the 2nd floor of a 1 bedroom apartment and that night my blinds happened to be open. Now I'll try to describe what happened as best I can. I was asleep and I was dreaming. Suddenly I was conscious and I could see a huge light right outside my 2nd floor apartment window. Almost instantly I passed out… and just as instantly I was awake again, and the huge light flew off, leaving a swirl of pinkish yellow light on my walls as it flew away very quickly. The entire thing happened in what felt like maybe 3 or 4 seconds, very quickly. I looked at the clock and it was after 11pm. After this happened I began having a series of dreams where I would see all manners of UFOs. Shortly after I went through some major life changes which I wont detail here because its mostly personal but pretty much everything about my life changed after that. After a few months the dreams stopped and things kinda went back to normal.

After that I started to read more and more especially the course in miracles. The course is not your average book by any means. Now I'm not here to promote or advertise anything, thats not what this is about. But basically I just want to say that I now understand concepts I probably wouldn't have been able to understand otherwise such as the higher self, the higher mind, the unconscious mind, the projection of physical reality, and other things like the collapsing of time and also mind joining. I have not yet been able to train my mind to a degree to affect my conscious perception. My mind has been very resistant and I still feel like I have a lot of work ahead of me. But from my understanding the end result will be a complete merging with the higher self. I have actually had two dreams very recently where the higher self came inside my body and took control. I was not in control, but I could feel what felt like pure unbridled raw power coursing through every inch of my body. In both cases I was flying through walls and over large areas.

Things stayed fairly normal until September of 2015. I had not had any encounters since the one in 2011. Since september I have been getting frequent visits from the ETs. I am not afraid when they come because I understand the process. They paralyze so that you do not hurt yourself. Its always in a half dream state but I can feel them working on the body so I know its real. I have never seen them, most of the time I dont try to open my eyes.. I just focus on breathing and staying as calm as possible. The times Ive tried to open my eyes I couldnt because of the paralysis. Now here are some of my experiences from their visits: A few times they were pulsing something through my body, it didn't hurt just a strange sensation. When they do the pulse usually at the end I have an out of body, one time I flew into my living room, one time outside the apartment wall, before waking up in my bed. One time they came and it felt like they were there for a really long time, like maybe 30 minutes. I was paralyzed and it felt like they were moving my body around in strange ways. Towards the end I was starting to have a hard time breathing, so I tried to move and break out of the paralysis. When I did this I was face down in my bed, and I did break it. As soon as I did I heard someone in the room make a surprised sound and started breathing fast like I startled them, I could hear them breathing. Immediately they had me back under paralysis and I woke almost instantly. One day I was having a hard time with myself, anyone on this path knows its not an easy one. That night they gave me a really pleasant dream where others (humans) were picking me up from the ground and basically telling me I'm not alone, suddenly I'm face down in my bed in the half dream state and I can actually hear the ETs in the room with me. They are making a weird sound, sort of buzzing/wispy definitely not human. I'm paralyzed of course, but I realize what is happening and I think to them "Hey guys can you hear me?? I can hear you!!". Here is the funny part, they started to laugh!! It was not a human laugh by any means, it was a weird buzzy sound but I knew they were laughing. The last encounter actually happened last night, I was sleeping on my couch and someone came. This time when they paralyzed me I could see shapes (triangles and lines connected) then proceeded into a strange dream. Also I should mention in september when they started visiting again, for a few nights I would close my eyes and I could see bizarre objects. I can still sometimes see them when I close my eyes. I'm not sure what they are, they look like little machines sometimes with lights, like maybe a spaceship but I'm not too sure what I'm looking at.

Now I also want to talk a little just randomly about some other things I have seen. Over the years I have learned that owls are references to them. The owls are the watchers. Its everywhere in pop culture, I think I even saw a random commercial about juice showing the owl and making a reference to the watcher. The eagle is me. They refer to me as the eagle. I can't remember how I came to understand that exactly, I kept seeing terms with eagle over and over and somehow I knew they were talking about me. Just for example, one time after I was having a hard day I saw a picture, it had an eagle and it said "everyday we make it, we'll make it the best we can", trying to get me to be more positive. I know they are talking about me, its just something I know. One time I also came across a random picture, someone posted a wallet with an owl but accidentally forgot to put their name on it, so it ended up being a picture of an owl and under the owl it said "insert your name here". I know they were talking to me with that one. I really would like to be an owl.

I have also seen so much stuff in pop culture indicating there is definitely something going on. Movies like "The Matrix" are just the tip of the iceberg. I like to play video games and actually came across an entire MMO game about secret societies called "The Secret World", a very bizarre game chock full of esoteric symbolism and lots of illuminati references. I should mention I do not have a negative view of the illuminati like most people. But there are so many other things, like a system of a down music video completely about UFOs and alien hybrids, a deftones video showing owls and the goddess Ishtar while making very blunt references to ETs, a Lil Wayne video showing what appear to be hybrid human/serpent beings. I have also seen a lot of references in random books on store shelves, fiction ones. For instance, there is one called Endgame, a puzzle book talking about ETs - bearing the mark of the brotherhood of the snake (illuminati) on the front, which contains links to many websites talking about ETs and ancient human history. It very explicitly states at the front of the book "Much of this book is fiction, but much of the information in it is not. Endgame is real. And Endgame is coming." Its basically shown me that whoever is creating this kind of stuff knows whats going on, I'm assuming its the brotherhoods.

Then there are things like this website. Now I have not spent a lot of time trying to analyze this site, but I have looked through quite a few pages (enough to find this forum) and found it also to be quite bizarre. I can only assume its also something from the brotherhoods. Here are my thoughts about it, and I could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure everything in this 3D physical reality is actually designed by and comes from the reality of higher dimensional beings. The minds and capabilities of these beings are beyond our comprehension, and I have no doubt they are able to design complete realities including this one. I'm sure the English "Magical betabet" was designed by them with the numbers in mind. Numbers seem to be important, for whatever reason. Its the main way the angels have communicated to me over the years.

So thats my story. I should mention that I am an average human in every way you could imagine. I feel very blessed that I was able to come in with no memory and understand the things I do. I still don't have it all figured out though. I know I'm on the path, as I'm sure some of you out there are as well. Some of the posts I've seen on the forum seem to indicate some of you know a lot. Sometimes I wonder if some of you are connected to the higher mind yet. I wish I could get there. I have a feeling it takes a lot of meditation but unfortunately I have a hard time staying quiet consistently. I do feel my eye chakra though, I can feel it in my forehead, its an actual physical sensation. It gets really intense when I am quiet for a bit.

So any of you have crazy stories to tell or is it just me?

2016-04-08 at 1:45 PM UTC in What do you do when not on NIS

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

Work on my house, work in my garage, work on my lawn, work in my gardens, explore hyperspace, feed the birds, play fallout 4, play minecraft, clean my vaporizer, walk around the hood, ride my bike, and sex.

2016-04-08 at 1:29 PM UTC in I found something...

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

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2016-04-06 at 7:43 PM UTC in Why is anything even real?

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2016-04-06 at 6:33 PM UTC in I found something...

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

[FONT=courier new]... on another forum. Thought I would share it here. I did not write this:[/FONT]

It's important not to skip through this long post. It is to your benefit, I believe, to research and understand it. Mods, this is not hate speech, or ban-able otherwise. My speech has not been limited at all here and I REALLY appreciate that venue to reach people. This isn't some mysterious code, this is understandable by the average. So grab some tissues and prepare for some plain English.

I've been uncovering truths about zionism, their evil plundering ways throughout history. TLDR? I promise there are things here you don't know. So apparently the key understanding is that there exist a group of neojedi, their "Talmud," or spoken "word of God" says that it's ok to commit evils, rape kill steal etc. Obviously we can agree that is terrible and BS. Jesus fought against these people and they killed him. You can believe he was the savior or not, from a historical standpoint this is backed up all through the Bible. The zionist/Talmud came finally in written form some 70 years after christ, they brag about killing him, say they would do it again.

They've been spread through the world, like the Bible said, they think they can rule us. They are the "Synagogue of Satan" You can believe in Satan or not, THESE PEOPLE, ACTUAL PEOPLE (clinton iberman bush obama rothchild FDR Stalin churchill, just name a politicion that isn't jfk in our history) believe they are the Synagogue of Satan. They think they are,
and they are the ones actually causing the evils, economic, and social struggle you see in the world. They are holding back humanity at every level now. Taking away from technology, the space industry, every level now of real progress and discover is stifled. Many recognize and see this today, at varying levels of detail.

The bible says to beware the people who say they are jedi, but are not. For they are the synagogue of Satan. -Revelation 3:9. These people hide behind real jedis, as a shield, pretending to be jedi, calling criticism against them ANTI-ANTISEMITISM! They are NOT the type of people that we know in everyday life, good people, our neighbors, regular acual jedis, are actually considered gentiles to zionist. In Zionist eyes, we are all Genile. In Gods eyes, we are all "of ham" jedi. Genealogy proves this. We all have common jedi bloodline. The bible also states there is no difference between jedi or gentil. You may not believe the bible, but the Synagogue of Satan does. It was a book written by people living in a
particular time period and contains some actual real history still. Zionist are literally playing out the biblical prophecy and laughing about it.

So here we go. HITLER WAS RIGHT. He didn't give orders to kill ordinary jedis. He became dictator to literally save his country. Basically guys, martial law used correctly. He was raised Catholic ffs. He didn't start the war. Look up his speeches. He was pissed about ww1 being lost from the INSIDE, not a shot was fired on German soil! Yet
defeat? Surrender? They were winning the war! Their line was nearly impenetrable. The allies like to brag that the tanks broke through toward "the end," but in reality they got only a few miles, broke down/ran out of gas then got killed and the line was re-established. Anyway, Hitler knew zionist got elected into power and sold them out. Betrayal internally from outside influence. There was no reason to surrender. These people, like our obvious phony leaders today, pretend they are of jedi, christian, etc, but in reality are not, and are selling us out. With "interest" usery, other immoralities, stealing, rape, drugs, homosexual potato. Actual evil things we must reject.

The treaty after ww1 was terrible for Germany. Large land was given to poland and cezch was created.

Hitler spoke of, and knew the zionist. He rejected their system, established his own, without their money, or stock market, or international anything, in 1933. This is why zionist have propagandized him and warred with him.

The holocaust: All these films and media, have no basis in reality. Shitlers list, LA Times best award for fiction! They claim 6 million were cremated. If you do the math, with the equipment they had, 53 at auzz camp I think less than 80 total across all camps (used for legitimate deaths from disease like Typhus.) it's impossible. If you burned at 2 hrs each, 60 a time, 24/7/365 it would take over 8 years to gas/burn that many. That's not even counting the gas time and the effort to move each body. Come on. This is impossible. They couldn't have killed/cremated like claimed. Zyklon B was a BUG disinfectant/repellent. Not a military gas designed to kill people. The lie about people being made into soap has been admitted to be a lie, officially, since the 80s. It was the allies that showed the German people diseased stricken, dead, and other questionable artifacts (known as de-nazifacation) that have disappeared. There is not one German source. Not one order from Hitler to kill a jedi written or spoken! His cook, driver, 100,000 in his army, 2 generals, were all the normal jedi like I mentioned earlier. The people at the camps had money, food, music, entertainment, movies, according to people interviewed who were there. The real holocaust guys, was the near destruction of every German, with the allies firebombing their city.

Hitler only bombed london/etc during the end, in desperation, that the allies would accept his peace. He only attacked the soviets because he knew of the actual plans to attack him, he attacks within 3 weeks or days of the deadline I forget. The allies bombed Germany from the start. Hitler refused at first and mid war, even against tactical recommendation.

It was Poland and Czech armies/citizens that attacked Germans pre war. Entire massacres left out of our scholar history books. Hitler managed a peace with Czech, Germans got to come home, but he had to invade Poland to get he rest of his people back, that were still there from lost territory via the treaty. He knew however he would be at war with france and britan over it, but did not initially expect the war with Russia or USA. He didn't bite off more than he could chew like historians say, he wasn't conquring or raping booty "8-88" (like the russians did.) The uk and common Russian citizen were happy to see the Good guy German troops. They rebuilt houses, let them go to church, gave them some freedoms back that the red army took.

Hitler offered peace 12 different times. Many while they were still winning the war. He would delay attacks. Give allies time for supplies and tactical retreat. "Hated the war" literally against the allies. Hated the fact we were all being used just to kill each other whilst ensuring zionist remain in control. He said he would cause ww3, when people found out he was right!

Germans were not brainwashed. They elected him chancellor, he was the love of the country. He created real jobs (over 6 million, 3.4 mil in the first year.) Not just to rebuild a once ORDERED restricted military (treaty) but roads, services, general commerce. Austria voted 99% to reunite (known as the "war of flowers") They admired Hitlers successes and believed in the cause. He became dictator by definition only when he kicked out the bankers. Took control. Gave the people real gov issued money. Many sources all over http://www.webofdebt.com/articles/bankrupt-germany.php

He loved animals, the environment, made laws to protect them. He was vegetarian. Loved Eva.

People loved him. I love him, his struggle, his real message. I would have never thought that I would cry every day, for Adolf Hitler and the German people.

Any website, book, our source out there offering "evidence" on the premise of what the zionist bankers are doing, is legitimate, they are WRONG. They say "Oh Hitler didn't pay his debts to the banks. Only a good economy because of the war machine preparation blah blah blah." No. Services, farms, general commerce, the land and resources were belonged to the Germans again. REAL growth and honest economy. Well it took the combined effort of 3 major world Armies to bring his system down. Hitler built his war machine because "I offer peace, but am prepared to the alternative." I've been posting on here for some time proving the DEBTS are FRAUDULENT because interest and usery makes the money worthless and the people poor. Lots of people know this already. People die, become evil, society degrades. Jobs are lost. Look at this world today guys. Look at what we are now. Does the world make sense yet? Is this not the key? They only have well recited, parroted ideas and propaganda they were taught or invented. Get on Nazi Germany wikipedia. ALLLL of the sources are some zionist books/film/etc or other lied to real jedi, who are in the same matrix as us.

Think about it. Who owns the schools, the money, the history books we were taught, hollywood, youtube, the f*cking internet… It's a zionist jedi name at the top of every, single.. thing/gov branch/company/major organization. The zionist merkle over there accepted blame for the war as propaganda reinforcement. The leader of Iran now are actually a good guy as well. They aren't building a bomb, they say they want humanity to get rid of the nuclear weapons. All of their fake translations on TV etc is garbage. They have their own system because just one man rules it and makes sure it's that way.

Youtube has totally shut me down. ALL of my comments across 3 accounts have vanished when I log out. It's that phantom censorship you can also research. That's when you know you're hitting the right nails. Even if I were wrong but I'm not, we have free speech, as human beings, in all parts of the world, I personally believe. This is the key to break their whole fake system apart and finally get people motivated to be actually FREE from this evil as old as humanity itself. Identified, and proven many times in history. Constantly slithering from one nation to the next. Fooling. Propagandizing. Keeping us in a fantasy of usery, media, and entertainment whilst our resource and profits are being sucked dry en masse.

Don't believe me. Research my every claim. Lots of data out there, documentaries, released KGB archives, loads of it, all puzzle pieces. A free vid "The Greatest Story Never Told" will guide you more of what events specifically, other than what I mention, to research. This isn't some moon landing, or unbreakable code conspiracy, this is some actual hardcore reality. This is a stone wall, for your life. Once you see this, nothing else matters. Not your job, your life, your pleasure, your games, your tv, your pure existence becomes to expose there people and reject them. Our parents were wrong, grand parents, taught only what the media/paper/tv said. Parroting bad info to us.

"I fight a war for all of humanity" -Hitler

I'm open to all provable info. Yell at me. Discuss. Whatever you want to do. I feel like it's on topic because this place is about finding the truth. Well here it is imho.

2016-04-06 at 6:31 PM UTC in Why is anything even real?

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

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2016-04-06 at 5 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

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2016-04-06 at 1:51 AM UTC in The Path of Spirituality

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

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2016-04-05 at 10:52 PM UTC in The Path of Spirituality

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2016-04-05 at 10:42 PM UTC in I'm so fucking amMMAMAMAZING

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2016-04-05 at 9:47 PM UTC in Asexual people are fucking retarded

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

^ Then what is it?

2016-04-05 at 3:02 PM UTC in The Path of Spirituality

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

Reality is not as real as we make it because some of us lie to ourselves.

MOST on this planet are living in ILLUSION, not REALITY.
Reality becomes open to us when we opt to open the Mind's Eye.

The point being those who open the EYE can transcend this world and no longer need to be here, this hellhole is set for destruction.

Spiritual evacuation is going on now for some of us, those who found their Minds which fell down in the spinal column center.

Do you have any idea how many times the Jehovah's Witnesses predicted the end, failing each time?
Some sold off all their material possessions, gave away all their money to charity and waited for the day they set which never came.

The end times are not near (waiting for an actual date is ridiculous) the end times are going on right now all around you, except most do not see it and how can they if they fail to open they Eye.

2016-04-05 at 2:36 PM UTC in The Path of Spirituality

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

The path of spirituality is a dangerous path, it can lead men to their destruction.
However it can also lead to great revelations, further pursuit of knowledge and truth.
The work of John Dee, can be seen as a man searching for knowledge and his thirst for the ultimate knowledge leading to his eventual downfall.
His entrance into the occult led to a hunger and thirst for knowledge.
This hunger led to interesting discoveries full of truths and lies, yet it destroyed him and his colleague.

Spirituality leads to great hope and desire to learn more about reality and it's secrets.
Yet Spirituality can also blind men into false beliefs and the followings of mad men.
Spirituality alone maybe harmless, yet when coupled with the power and control of religion it can be demonic.
The occult can lead to many great revelations and yet it can make us blind to our own reality.
The occult is the true philosophers stone, true and false philosophies and ideas behind every door.
So is the path to truth a trinity of mind, body and spirit in balance or is it something else?

Questioning reality is good for the mind, yet it can also be poisonous.
Do we take a bite of the apple and learn the truth or does that bite poison us in our endeavors?
Do we take great leaps of faith or return to safety?
Is it better to not know of good and evil or does knowing make us stronger?

The path of spirituality can be a context for understanding ourselves and reality, but is a double edged sword.

2016-04-04 at 8:45 PM UTC in What is this website?

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

http://www.973-eht-namuh-973.com/

What is this?

2016-04-03 at 4:29 PM UTC in Depression

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

I've been trying to meditate for years but I can never get the hang of it, I know its all about clearing your mind and shit but I always end up getting restless and the racing thoughts never stop

Try again. Maybe sitting isn't for you. Some people achieve that state while walking, or doing some sort of activity.

most of the depression is non-circumstancial but my PTSD from a near death spice experience in 2014, coupled with for the most part doing nothing all day definately contributes to it

So it seems like you sit around doing nothing, and because you're not doing anything you feel sad and hopeless? Is that close? Or did I misunderstand you?

If that is the case why don't you try doing stuff?

2016-04-03 at 4:14 AM UTC in Depression

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

Have you tried any type of meditation or yoga? Is there something that makes you depressed or do you feel like your depression comes from out of the blue?

2016-04-01 at 3:34 PM UTC in Trolling the Underworld

Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

One of the funniest right here, finds some homeless people sleeping outside his door:

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