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2019-02-02 at 8:28 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by CASPER L33t- I've seen way too many people come out of some way fucked up shit to believe that anyone is beyond redemption. Just gotta start believing that you're in the chapter where your comeback story starts. I mean despite the retardation we get ourselves into,most people here are above average intelligence…find all sorts of industrious ways to pay rent and feet their habits. I can't think of any group of miscreants I would rather want on my A Team.
The problem is that every time I have felt that way, it just ends up being a symptom of my mental illness. Coming out of depression, I get the impression that I'm going to turn shit around and not follow the same, easy path I've been on. Cue 6 months later, I'm back on the depressive side and feel like this again. Hence my numerous, repetitive cycles of being clean and on track, then doing absolutely retarded things like landing in the hospital requiring emergency surgery for the third time because "I can handle shooting T-PAIN this time."
I'm not fishing for attention or anything, but I have really come to realize how malice felt when he spoke about being a broken person. It feels like any sense of accomplishment (or maybe more accurately, any delusion of accomplishment) is just a temporary "high" from being manic. -
2019-02-02 at 7:39 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box we can make you into a superman. I've been doing some tests on these legs I made, infused with the dark necromanctic energies I've been harnessing. they're not that stable because they're made out of rat souls, but if you agree to give me your soul I'm sure we can fix you right up.
I'd rather just catch the bus. -
2019-02-02 at 7:31 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-02-02 at 7:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionHealth-wise, not good either. After my necrotizing fasciitis fiasco, I ended up getting another DVT, but this time also got bilateral pulmonary emboli. I was in the ICU for a week, then I think 4 days in the PCU. They still haven't gotten my blood clotting under control -- my INR did not respond to warfarin at all, so now I'm on eliquis. Well more accurately, I'm supposed to be on eliquis. I've been non-compliant on all my meds because my doctor is probably the biggest cunt in the field, and I've met a lot of cunt doctors.
I can't really get around very well because of the NF fucking up my leg musculature and nerves. -
2019-02-02 at 7:01 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionThe whole situation involving my arrest is so fucked up if it happened in a movie, people would walk out of the theater. It reads like Death of a Salesman. I have have done a lot of stupid things in my time, but I have never sold drugs, much less trafficked in them.
I literally did nothing wrong, I had nothing on me. The idiot in my car dragged me into this bullshit. Pretty sure he set me up to take the fall for him. -
2019-02-02 at 6:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-02-02 at 6:13 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-02-02 at 6:08 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-02-02 at 6:06 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-02-02 at 6:03 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionOMG Rizzo, for real? ilu, buddy.
Also, this made me lol. It might as well be a how-to:
https://www.pharmacytimes.com/contributor/marilyn-bulloch-pharmd-bcps/2017/04/dont-be-an-oblivious-drug-dealer-part-1
https://www.pharmacytimes.com/contributor/marilyn-bulloch-pharmd-bcps/2017/04/dont-be-an-oblivious-drug-dealer-part-2 -
2018-04-12 at 6:29 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.K.
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2018-04-12 at 6:24 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by gumbo Just steal pills from your work again. Don't get caught this time.
What the fuck are you talking about? I've never stolen shit from work and gotten caught. You are delusional, man. I know you're embarrassed by your mental health problems given your family history but at some point you need to get help. This is coming from someone who has been "voluntarily" committed twice.
Also I'm in the hospital 2000 miles away from home. -
2018-04-12 at 6:14 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.The viper suicide is seriously fucked up at this point. He suicided but made it look accidental by cleaning his gun. This was when trtchat wasn't inundated with idiots so slag wasn't even there. Viper shot himself then his mom ran into the room and let out a blood curdling scream. Fubi flagged good dick to the paramedics but his mom was only in the room for like 2 seconds then ran to call 911.
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2018-04-12 at 2:04 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by hydromorphone When I was younger my grandmother took me to this psychic. The psychic said I had a yellow and blue aura. She said I should work in healthcare… Which… I don't, but medicine is kinda my passion. I like to consider myself a Quack MD who graduated from the school of Hard Knocks.
You are taking good care of me while I'm stuck in the hospital, dear. Not to mention you're also 6 months pregnant and still do a better job than a lot of the shit nurses I've had. If you could pass meds we'd be fucking golden. -
2018-04-05 at 12:07 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by gumbo brain dead husband.
Fuck off you piece of shit. Take your concern trolling over hydro and I and shove it up your ass. You don't give two shits about my/our situation, you just have a superiority complex. Congratulations, you're better than me, does that make you feel better about yourself, cock-ass? -
2018-04-05 at 5:29 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I'm just chiming in here to say that hydro had nothing to do with what happened to me. I bought my own shit and didn't involve her in any part of the process.
Before I got here, I was begging to kill myself. I still feel like I should have and still should. I have had 3 surgeries and a 4th is scheduled for Friday. Mind you that these surgeries are just to debride the wounds, I still have a set of major blood vessels/nerves in my groin that need to be protected and sewn back in place.I am currently sporting two massive crater wounds on either side of my dick. When I came in, they immediately did a CAT scan and called in the twink surgeon when they saw the results. I had necrotizing fasciitis, AKA the flesh-eating bacteria. I got to the ER at 10pm and I was in surgery at 3am.
None of this shit matters. I just fucked myself again is all. I am so lucky to have hydro by my side through all of this, she has helped me so much, especially with anxiety before/after surgery. I deserve to suffer through this dumb shit alone, but I'm glad I don't have to.
Anyway, I hope everyone is having a pleasant evening--better than mine anyway. -
2018-03-02 at 6:33 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.El burro hablando de orejas
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2018-03-02 at 12:12 AM UTC in how many foreign girls you fuckedI had sex with a Catholic girl a couple times, that's pretty foreign to me.
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2018-03-01 at 11:47 PM UTC in Who's the most sane NIS user?
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2018-03-01 at 11:46 PM UTC in Who's the most sane NIS user?