not sure where this is going or that it really should go anywhere if i'm honest. in a nutshell, there is a chick living in a room on the landing above me. she is very pretty, and very sweet the few times that i've spoken to her so far. before tonight i've only actually spoken to her like twice for about 30 seconds, mainly coz she tends to be out a lot, so rarely even see her here, but yeah i totally noticed she was hot the first time i ever saw her, which was actually in town weeks before she moved in here.
anyway she was in the kitchen earlier tonight and we got chatting for about 10/15 minutes and i realized that she really is fucking gorgeous. you know when you meet those chicks that just have the most sexiest and bubbly personalities and you just feel so comfortable with them, like you click with them instantly? and the sexiness literally just oozes out of them? and you just find they are really bubbly and its infectious. like from the moment you start talking to them, and the more they talk to you, the more you just really want to talk to them even more, but i mean way more than any usual chicks. well she was totally like that tonight and i couldn't help thinking while talking to her, how much i'm wanting to fuck the hell out of her. she is one of those girls you meet and you just know spending a nice evening with would be so fucking hot and awesome. at 22 she is exactly half my age too, which afaic is a plus point. the main negative really is that she is on gear and is a prostitute. which i'm not against women doing that work, more power to them afaic. besides i worked a few girls years ago so totally understand that business. but then its like you know, dating a hooker, which even to me sounds like a real fucked up one.
thing is, i've been finding myself all evening now unable to stop thinking about her, i mean like totally that feeling you get with those special chicks that you really do fall for properly. i really do want to fuck her badly, i'm thinking actually dating her would likely be pretty amazing too. but of course she is also a hooker, which would be, like i don't even know, having never dated a hooker before, i'm pretty sure you'd need to be very strong minded to deal with what she does. although i reckon i possibly could as i'm very liberally minded sexually.
so right now i'm totally thinking 'WTF, am i actually falling for a prostitute'. it even sounds fucked up to me, i know, but she really is that fucking attractive to me. she is totally the ideal type of chick that i prefer. so i'm thinking should i go for it or what, i really don't know. besides i'm not even sure if she is into dating guys as i know a lot of prostitutes don't because of their work. i was totally flirting with her in the kitchen and she clearly was being very bubbly and flirty also. but then just a couple of weeks ago the young lad in the room on my landing was hanging around with her when she first moved in. they are both on the gear so i think it was mostly because of that. he got carried away also and came on to her by getting his cock out to her. long story short, she knocked him back and he responded by texting some threats to her, to which she reported him and he was immediately thrown out the house. obviously i'm not gonna just flop my dick out to her and i'm not the woman beater type so definitely wouldn't be threatening her, however i really don't need to be getting homeless again right now.
but i am totally getting that strong feeling you get when you properly fall for a hot chick. so my dilemma is should i just get on it, which i'm pretty sure i will be having a go at. or should i put it out my head and leave it/don't even touch her with a barge pole? which i'm pretty sure i won't be doing. the idea i have in my head of sex with her is fucking amazing hot sex, so i'm also wondering should i just bang her and get it out my system and move on? the thing is, is that if sex with her is even half as good as i'm fantasizing about, then i will then just be wanting more and more, especially with that super sexy personality she has. i mean i know that it would be that good, that i'm even considering, if i get no where with her, to just pay her for a night.
i mean WTF, could this actually work out? will it be a total headfuck and a minefield? not even sure i give a fuck, she really is that sweet and sexy. i've also seen her escort profile with nudes(no, i definitely won't be posting them), which is just driving me even crazier about her. i think i might even be finding the the fact that she is a hooker a bit exciting to be honest, i don't know, she's certainly got my head in a headfuck right now. i'm very possibly getting like this having been locked up for two years and also this hot weather has gotten me feeling so fucking horny lately too.
so i really dunno, this is a head fuck situation. have any of you had a similar situation? could definitely use any advice.
i know y'all gonna take the right piss, go ahead, i don't even care. also, again, no, i'm not posting her nudes. definitely not giving any of you flying freaks the opportunity to find her page and totally embarrass me, like i know you would.
so i dunno, just say whatever.
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