2018-01-22 at 2:50 PM UTC
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Deepest Darkest Fears.
that stuff i just mentioned about in the other fred, after going through that at such a young age there is little that can really scare you. i've never had any problems going into spooky looking woods or abandoned buildings alone at night. i wouldn't say heights scare me, altho i am wary if its a dangerous situation but that's just because i possess self-preservation. no people scare me at all. i might find myself in a confrontation i know i can't win and again through self-preservation i will retreat and come back later, more prepared. but that isn't fear at all, that's just being smart. i've gone many times alone through some of the roughest estates in london when i was younger, without fear of anything. still would today.
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2018-01-22 at 2:41 PM UTC
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Have you had a hard life?
you wanted to kill yourself coz you felt a bit shitty on a come down? fucking hell mate, millions of people are on a come down every single day. barely any kill themselves or even seriously consider it.
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2018-01-22 at 1:34 PM UTC
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Have you had a hard life?
and if you come out with shit that's really dumb ima call you the biggest pussy.
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2018-01-22 at 12:44 PM UTC
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Have you had a hard life?
i've had my fair share of strife, prolly double up what mmq listed at least, but i am older. altho my dad didn't die. well my adopted dad didn't, my real dad was some local gangster back in the 70s/80s who got blasted through his front door with a shotgun, but i'd never met the cunt. my real mom was a total fucking piece of shit that would make anyone on this site look good. i was taken into care before i was even 1 year old battered and neglected. child services weren't so sharp in them days so over the next few years i was sent back to her and taken away again about 4 or 5 times with the same shit happening. her excuse apparently was that she was getting a neighbor to babysit so they must have been beating me. but what kind of a mother gives her baby to somebody after they came back all beaten, even once tho? obvious bullshit, and doesn't explain the neglect and me being half starved and shit all the time. my earliest memories are being there in a cot in a bedroom and all i can really remember was this overwhelming feeling of fear and nobody coming. i'm guessing having a baby was just too inconvenient to her lifestyle at the time. i guess it explains my attachment disorder, altho i don't have it severe, i just won't allow many people close to me until i've weighed them up somewhat.
of course there's many people had way worse than me.
the way i see it is life is just a series of good and bad events. that's how it is. fairy stories and shit that we're fed as kids set us up for a fall. we grow up with these ideas that life is gonna be like a fairy story and go all nice and smooth. the glitzy side of the media constantly showing the rich and famous living their fabulous lives on a minute by minute basis also doesn't help with peoples expectations of life.
life is a series of problems to solve. just get on and solve them to the best of you're abilities and try to be ready to deal with the next one, but without getting paranoid about every possibility, like viewing the media would make you believe.
its all worth it for the sweet moments anyway. the bad times are just the price you pay for the good times.
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2018-01-22 at 6:02 AM UTC
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What's more gay
btw, crystal meth you nub
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2018-01-22 at 4:28 AM UTC
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What's more gay
what's even gayer is pondering whether one of those situations is gayer than the other.
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2018-01-21 at 11:58 PM UTC
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anyone here like lesbo books?
lesbo's are over-rated tbh. bi chicks are where its at.
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