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2021-05-06 at 5:59 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment9 gayron
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2021-05-06 at 1:19 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentEagaylThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-06 at 11:54 AM UTC in Frala.do you and Lanny wash..
Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready your dildos by hand or do you use the dishwasher? also does he bleach his anus after waxing by a professional or do you do it for him with a home DIY kit?
also youre living in sin you know this, right?
We just toss them out in the backyard to air dry. We learned a lot during THE COVID and apparently sunlight kills a lot of germs. I don’t think Lanny would appreciate me painting a landscape of his anus for you though so let’s stop there.
Also yes thank you for taking such great interest in our home life. You’ll be happy to know (or maybe you won’t) we are aware we are living in sin and find it quite enjoyable.
We are also aware you too are living in sin but simply don’t give a fuck. TTFN. -
2021-05-05 at 1:24 AM UTC in I think a lot of folks here are mentally ill.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-04 at 8:08 PM UTC in How are you coping with the death of Douglas Monks?
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson It was a bit surprising really.
If he could have a "redo" I doubt he'd do it again…without knowing the details of how he did it or why I feel it was more of a shortsighted opportunist moment, a moment of madness rather than planned/thought out event.
Always wait till the next morning and things will look better/clearer etc.
His mom said he didn't leave a note or anything like it was planned or thought out. He had been hearing voices pretty severely for at least a week leading up to his death, if not longer. He was in touch with his parents and some friends those few days leading up telling them he thought the police were at his place trying to arrest him, and he was scared. I think he just got tortured enough, killing himself was only his escape, or the voices told him to do it. I don't know exactly what he did, but a lot of flooring was torn up in his apartment by bio cleanup, so I'm assuming he bled out. His mom said Archie was lying at his feet when the police were finally able to get to him. He had barracaded the door, and they had to get in through the window. I'm a bit surprised he did something so drastic as he has seemed to be vocally averse to suicide. In the past he's accidentally overdosed and been saved every time, so originally I assumed he had done that and just didn't make it this time.
Years ago when we were together I asked him if he maybe had paranoid schizophrenia just after seeing patterns in his behavior through the years. He said he didn't hear voices, but there were many times we'd be in bed trying to go to sleep, and I'd hear him cursing under his breath. At first when I'd ask him what was wrong he'd hesitantly say nothing but a time or two he finally admitted he was having scary intrusive thoughts. He was a very very paranoid person. Some of it made sense because he was doing a lot of troublesome things, but some of it just seemed to come way out of left field, like him thinking he was being gang stalked or that the FBI had planted nano spiders with cameras on them in his place. One day I had come over and he was throwing everything away because he thought someone had broken into his place and planted meth. He was opening up stuff like ketchup and shampoo bottles and scraping the insides to see if there was meth in them before tossing them out. He was scraping at the grout in his shower and picking through the carpet. He would pick up pieces of cat litter and ask me if I thought it looked like meth, and I said I don't know because I don't know what meth looks like, but it looked like cat litter to me and once I said that he looked at it and realized he was losing it. Also in hindsight I realize he was probably doing a lot more meth than I was aware of him doing, which I know exacerbates insomnia and therefore paranoid thoughts/hearing voices. I haven't talked to him in the past two years, but in living close by to him, I've seen him a handful of times in the past year walking down the street, and he didn't look good. His face was red and swollen and looked to have sores or spots on it which led me to think he had been doing a lot of meth lately.
He was diagnosed with bipolar disorder I believe when he was 15, sometime around then. His mom said he was a loving child, seemed to be normal, but once he got into his teens it was like the flip of a switch. They had to kick him out because he was being so violent and unpredictable. I think with the bipolar disorder going unmedicated after that and being homeless/poor for periods of time he just got into a world of trouble and his mental illness deepened into other things like OCD and schizophrenia. He also wouldn't admit to a lot of things and wouldn't accept help. I think part of that had to do with his parents being "put-together", well-off, and active members of their community; I'm sure he felt he had to adhere to that standard as their son and couldn't vocally admit his problems. I don't think he was aware how apparent his actions were till he was in way too deep. -
2021-05-03 at 2:07 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Bradley can i see pics of u and HTS doing cute romantic stuff?
here is an entire album of cute pictures of us kissing each other on the cheek and one where we make goofy smiles at the camera while laying on a blanket on top of some grass
https://dreamteam.fandom.com/wiki/Rat/LucyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-03 at 7:40 AM UTC in Apparently I'm ugly as fuckLook like Wrens cousinThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-03 at 5:29 AM UTC in Unbelievable. NIS in on the news regarding the deathMan this place is cursed
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2021-05-03 at 2:26 AM UTC in Apric0t killed PWPs mom and now he's missing.
Originally posted by Bradley I'm torn between whether PWP & 4j are dead, or whether they can pool resources and do me like tree fiddy.
Hey, I'm not dead. I quit drinking and doing hard drugs 8 months ago and have changed my entire life around. Back in September I was at the lowest point in my life and finally decided being an alcoholic and drug addict isn't the life I want to live anymore. I've been doing this shit for at least 15 years and things were only getting worse and worse each year. Figured it was only a matter of time before I ended up dead or in prison.
I don't ever read this site anymore but panthrax and fona texted me saying that Bill Krozby died and I wanted to check to see what was going on. I searched 4j while I was on here to see if anything came up and I found your post. I hope you've been doing alright, its good to see you're still around and I will try to post on here every once and a while to let everyone know I'm still alive.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-03 at 12:30 AM UTC in What or who killed Kr0zHe was being gang stalked, so I think you and I both know who did it.
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2021-05-02 at 2:01 AM UTC in Well, my whole life has changed!Hey ya’ll I’ve missed some of ya😁, but I had to get serious and take care of business.
Well, first thing, my husband and I are getting a dissolution and it’s amicable. Not gonna go on about it, let’s just say I can’t take being yelled at any more. He never touched me though, just yelled.
We both have a new place. I sold my house and got a 2 bed, 2 bath apartment in the burbs, and I really like it. I’m tired of owning and putting all my extra money into the house, I wanna travel when I get extra money! Plus I don’t need a whole house for just me, too much to tend to.
I’ve also lost close to 50 lbs. I had really packed it on when I was on gabapentin, I went off, and the pounds came off easily. Wish I hadn’t stayed on it for 3 years. I have 12 to go to get to my goal.
So this is the old lady you’ve come to know.
Hope most of ya are well.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-01 at 4:17 AM UTC in Kr0z diedCan I send you nudes? I have a large piece i wanna show you.
In wisconsin men call it a piece rather than a cock or weiner or whatever texas jargon is.
We're gonna bring doug back to life with a child (if you can do that)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-01 at 4:15 AM UTC in What or who killed Kr0zThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-01 at 4:09 AM UTC in If I go on a massive shooting what should my target beThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-01 at 4:04 AM UTC in If I go on a massive shooting what should my target beYourself.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-01 at 4:01 AM UTC in If I go on a massive shooting what should my target beyoure pussyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-01 at 1:41 AM UTC in eFuneral for Bill Krozby, Douglas Monks
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2021-04-30 at 10:46 PM UTC in List of dead NISggersAnd ur mom’s pussy after I get done with itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-04-30 at 8:22 PM UTC in Do blacks realize their skin is the color of shit?I remember in da penzo my friend (who turned out to be a bad rat and I wish misfortune upon him) showed me a letter he got from someone thst was signed with a swastika and wrote "fuck the handsome and well tanned individuals" at the bottom which I thought was rude but kinda funny. Idk how I got a pass for hanging with blacks as well as white supremacists and brought blacks over to the white supremacist table in the caf. I guess I'm the Jesse Jackson of prison politics. Thank you, you can address me as that from now on
Edit: this is my 10k shitpost and it sucksThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-04-30 at 8:09 PM UTC in Hey theists, convince me into believing in God.
Originally posted by mmQ The best argument for the concept of God is to imagine if everyone in the world could be a God to their very own earth. Just as a little play thing. Experiment. Almost like a dream.
If you could fantasize anything and then also have it happen, but it's a dream, does it count? Did it really happen?
If you punch an old lady in the face repeatedly until she dies, while she sobs and begs for you to stop, screaming and crying with all her might, experiencing the pain, but you're just dreaming, then does it even matter? Does her pain matter?
Lol.
Simulation hypothesis basically
Originally posted by Chairman Takeshi Kaga The simulation hypothesis holds that in a universe where ancestor simulations can happen as a result of intentional actions, the overwhelming likelihood is that they will happen at least once somewhere, and that in a universe where it happens at least once, the amount of simulated conscious observers in a particular reference class will vastly outnumber the number of unsimulated observers to the point where the relative chance of any given observer being unsimulated will be virtually zero.
According to the most modern state of neuroscience, human consciousness seems to be the result of physical processes involving our brain and thus seems to be simulatable within our own universe.
Thus the chances that any particular observer in our reference class (including you and I) are simulated are overwhelming. Thus the chances are that we exist within one of a massive number of ancestor simulations.
These simulations, being the results of intentional actions, would be controlled by some entity that is capable of conscious comprehension. This entity would have total control and perfect information of every aspect of our reality.
They could move stars around your sky at will to form pictures. They could return the save file of your dead loved ones and remove their cancerous organ with the save file of a healthy organ. They could give you superpowers or perform miracles. They could make reality retrospectively change to reflect and "rationalize" all their actions, including our memories, so it always seems to be consistent with natural phenomena.
Such a person would be fit to be called god and as demonstrated above, is likely to be existent relative to our reality.
