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2016-11-17 at 11:13 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by Open Your Mind Your opinion on who I am, what you like and do not like about me, how I could improve myself, stuff like that.
I think you're a well adjusted regular guy, but with a special interest, you want to know how life, the Universe and everything works. That's what i like about you, i too share that interest but we don't always agree on where to look for the truth. And sometimes i find that frustrating and that's what i don't like about you.
As to how you could improve yourself, i don't know whether or not you are obsessed with the truth about the Universe and everything but i think that sometimes it might be helpful to stay a little more grounded. -
2016-11-17 at 11:06 PM UTC in ATTN: Enter
Originally posted by Malice But…I genuinely don't have any. See, the thing is, despite the memory capacity I've displayed, I really don't place any value on my past, memories of my life. They're mere shadows of past experience, and insignificant.
I know this is in large part due to an unbelievable lack of social experience, the level of isolation and detachment I've enacte, which I don't consider negatively. If there's any value in such things, it's how they develop you as a person, not fleeting emotions. I'd prefer to bypass such things and head straight to the source. There's also the unemotional, robotic, Asperger's aspect. My capacity for negative emotions is augmented, and positive ones greatly diminished.
It really is odd. I've stated something similar before about having no memory of ever having experienced notable incidences of many emotions. If you asked me to name a favorite memory, a time when I strongly felt ___ I genuinely couldn't tell you, and I'm fine with that, it makes no difference to me. I don't see humanity, standard aspects of human constitutions, as something positive, so I purposefully cultivate inhumanity, to surpass natural biological desires, which, of course, are the basis of psychological predispositions, and supercede genetic human nature.
Come now, don't be shy. I'm actually showing interest in your life, curiosity about what these major events are and how they may have molded you. It really isn't that significant, in a way, I'm not salivating at the opportunity for psychoanalysis, emotional manipulation, or acquiring data to utilize in the future for self-glorification ad sadistic ends. No, really, I'm not. Stop looking at me like that, I can at least be benign, if not helpful without expecting anything in return.
Fine i will give you one memory. I need to explain something first though. Do you know how some people can be really charismatic? Their body language seems to reflect the emotion of their words?
Anyway, it may sound silly to anyone reading it but when i was about 8 years old, i'd done something trivial, that i wasn't supposed to do or whatever. And my father called me over to scold me, remember what i said about charisma? Well my dad could be a scary guy, and he would go off on the silliest things and this time he was so over the top enraged i genuinely feared for my life. And as i stood there frozen in fear hearing my father berate me and scream profanities from the top of his lungs the weirdest thing happened. You know the voice in your head? You know, your thoughts. At that moment it was like the voice in my head took on a life of it's own, and in my thoughts some version of me was yelling back in defense. It was like i was a witness to my father and my conscious having a shouting match. It was the weirdest thing.
It was probably helpful though, because at least i didn't turn out 100% insane, only a little. Also, you reap what you sow, and after years of abuse by my father i was like nope. and then i beat him to within an inch of his life.
True story, remember on Zoklet? I had to go to court and everything. -
2016-11-17 at 10:41 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by Open Your Mind Tell me about myself.
What would you like to know. -
2016-11-17 at 10:34 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by thelittlestnigger Pretty accurate. I have been shadows of myself so long I dont know if there is a real me inside. Or if there ever was.
I sense a great sadness in you young one. I think at the end of the day we're all a bunch of depressed faggots in space :/ -
2016-11-17 at 10:27 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by thelittlestnigger Really though dood. I would be interested in an analysis.
I wouldn't know where to start. I am not actually a psychologist, you can tell me your mental problems and i will try to make you see how you can solve them. That's the best i can do.
Let me tell you the general feel i get from you. You are a smart guy, with strong convictions. You've been through some shit. I get the feeling also you are never 100% yourself. All everyone ever gets to see are reflections. Like shards of a broken mirror, showing bits and pieces of your true self depending on the situation.
And that is some poetic shit right there. -
2016-11-17 at 10:21 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by reject General lethargy because what's the point. Guna be dead soon, and if I'm not I can engineer it so I will be, thus doing anything with my life is a wasted endeavour.
Are you terminally ill? If not your logic is flawed. If there truly is no hope, why haven't you killed yourself yet? It's all a wasted endeavor anyway right? I think, there is still hope and i think you think that as well. See, the thing is, no one is going to give you a better life. You're going to have to work for it. Sure it's easier to not do it, say fuck the world and everyone in it and just waste away doing drugs and whatever the fuck but clearly this isn't doing anything to make your life any better. You have the power to change your life, you can still think: fuck everyone, i'm gonna' make my life better no matter what.
Originally posted by reject I feel it is bad because society says it is and because I wouldn't want to be treated that way, except I feel in the past that I have so fuck everyone and I don't keep "friends" anymore because everyone just uses everyone else but it shouldn't be that way, it just is.
Really, everyone just uses everyone else. Do you think it entertains me to try and help you? It's pretty hard actually trying to think of the right thing to say.
Originally posted by reject I broke it off because I really couldn't be arsed dealing with someone crying or whining or looking for sympathy when all I want is my dick wet
Dude, she was emotionally vulnerable you should have pounded that pussy while you had the chance.
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2016-11-17 at 10:07 PM UTC in I got hit on by a teller
Originally posted by Malice Well, not really. A recurring thought I've had describing my stance towards relationships/sex is "I'm not playing this goddamn game.", that I want to be outside of standard social dynamics, avoid them as much as possible. An "beta" social position would be an absolute nightmare for me. I'm just saying, Lanny is not what most would consider dominance. He's stated that everyone thinks he's gay. If his appearance were more feminine I'm sure he'd constantly be targeted by twink hunters.
Ok, i accept that. Still not defending Lanny, but don't you consider him a friend? What you said may have held some truth to it but it seemed mean spirited. Why?
Originally posted by Malice Hyperbolic, but correct. This undoubtedly aligns with the mental profile I have of Lannfred.
I am not sure whether someone's internet persona accurately reflects their real life persona.
Originally posted by Malice What they don't know won't hurt them. I'm suggesting Lanny treat is as a sort of game, a challenge. Lanny does not have the mental constitution for this, though, he would be a guilt ridden faggot.
What would be the purpose of this?
Originally posted by Malice Then again, when the subject of him impersonating a woman came up and how, due to how rare his persona would be for a woman (in terms of quality) and girl on the internet syndrome,
Ha that reminds me, the other day i was bored and went on omegle and i pretended to be a 12/f/cali, so i was talking with this guy and he was like: Aren't you a little young to be on Omegle, what do you do here anyway? So i said, i like to talk to older men, they send me gifts. He was kinda' shocked and said: Why would you do that? So i said: I dunno' i like the attention. Concerned, the guy responded, that's bad attention you know? And where do they send the gifts anyway? So i said: My dad's PO box, he's the county sheriff. I lol'd. So then i said: "This one time i asked my daddy to put the cuffs on me and tie me to the bed, he didn't wanna' do it, he said it was inappropriate. I don't know why, i just wanted to play cops and robbers". Then i lol'd again.
Originally posted by Malice there must have been multiple people who developed feelings for him who were emotionally damaged due to his multi-year quasi-psychopathic charade, he was very dismissive of this.
This is real yo, i once took the troll too far, it was a nice guy too, and he got all attached to the persona, so i felt bad, sent him CP, told him it was me and never spoke to him again lel.
Originally posted by Malice It is possible that due to his lack of mental fortitude, the sense of moral superiority/elitism he exudes, he simply engages in avoidance. I mean, whatever works; he could apply the same psychological defense/strategy if he did what I suggested. I for one strive to embrace "evil", placing my life above all else and eroding any aspects of humanity that interfere with true reason, a default mode of action that would perfectly adhere to valuing my well being above all else.
I think you hinge your identity on being "evil" a little too much. It all seems very edgy to me i am sorry to say. -
2016-11-17 at 9:41 PM UTC in How can I make myself psychotic?Heroic doses of MDPV every day for three months and no sleep. Say hi to the shadow people for me, we're old friends.
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2016-11-17 at 9:38 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by thelittlestnigger analize my bro
I'd feel you'd get defensive about sharing any deeply emotional experiences or exploring them here. -
2016-11-17 at 9:36 PM UTC in ATTN: Enter
Originally posted by Malice Ooh, juicy. Tell me more. No need to be shy, we're all effectively anon here, a lack of physical proximity and IRL consequences and all.
Why don't you tell me your deepest most inner emotional experiences as a child and i'll tell you mine. -
2016-11-17 at 9:31 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by reject 1) Poor choices in life leading to few options and doing fuck all with my life even tho I have slightly higher than average intelligence (but still quite dumb compared to most people here).
I happened to estimate your intelligence as somewhat above average as well so i would say that is correct. Remember a psychologist helps so i'm gonna' try to help k?
Originally posted by reject 2+3+4) Yes and yes and yes.
So you feel inadequate and not satisfied with your life, yet you seem to have the intelligence to be able to change your situation. Why don't you. If you feel like there is an external force preventing you from doing so please try to explain how and why this happens.
Originally posted by reject 5) Because I'm morally poor and don't give a shit about people unless they provide a benefit to me or I can use them to my advantage.
Yet you recognize this is bad, do you feel it is bad because of what society thinks or does it feel bad but it's easier to not just give a shit? I would reckon it's easier to not give a shit and be emotionally detached correct? What do you think would happen if you were less emotionally detached?
Originally posted by reject Stopped talking to someone because one of their family members died and I just really couldn't be arsed trying to console them or help them through grief.
Try to remember it's not your job to console anyone, perhaps the reason you broke off the relationship is because you didn't like the feeling of being obligated to console the person. -
2016-11-17 at 9:19 PM UTC in What the heck are timezoids?PRAISE JESUS!
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2016-11-17 at 9:19 PM UTC in I'm here to help
Originally posted by thelittlestnigger its oplus/easy does it back from the "dead"
I have an easy test for that.
Antinatalism, are we friends? -
2016-11-17 at 9:17 PM UTC in I got hit on by a teller
Originally posted by Malice Your Lanny dick riding mildly irks me. You always defend him. Even when he's going full Marxist you're inordinately polite.
I wonder if this is some form of jealousy…
I wonder if you're projecting. The purpose of my post was not to defend Lanny it was to challenge your reasoning. You are not always right as you seem to think you are, that irks me. -
2016-11-17 at 9:13 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.
Originally posted by reject Psychoanalyse me pls
You don't post a lot about your personal life so it's hard. I know you do drugs, what are you escaping from reject? Is it your own inadequacy? Are you not satisfied with your life? Does society feel somehow foreign to you? Why is that? You consider yourself a bad person, why? -
2016-11-17 at 9:10 PM UTC in What the heck are timezoids?Let's hold hands and pray God will give us the answer.
Pater noster, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. -
2016-11-17 at 9:07 PM UTC in i need ideasMolotov everything.
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2016-11-17 at 9:06 PM UTC in Hi i am Dr. Sophie and i will ne your psychologist for the evening.Wanna' bet i do a better job than Enter.
EDIT: Except at grammar, lel thread title typo. -
2016-11-17 at 9:04 PM UTC in I'm here to helpI want to know what your original handle is. You remind me of a person, your posting style at least. But something has changed.
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2016-11-17 at 9:03 PM UTC in I got hit on by a teller
Originally posted by Malice Get on my level. You need to spend at least a few thousand on nootropics and various other substances.
y u ignore my post mal
