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2017-05-12 at 11:13 PM UTC in What kind of technophile are you?
technophile
how many levels of faggot do you have to be on to describe yourself by the useless bullshit you waste money on -
2017-05-12 at 10:46 PM UTC in I'm everything
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2017-05-12 at 10:37 PM UTC in I'm everythingyes
i was talking to someone earlieri think schizoid is the scale between persocuter and persocuted
where beta is the scale between persocuter and savior of the persocuted
and beta is the scale between persocuted and savior
pretty tidy
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it's a convenient way of thinking about how different sorts of personalities will manifest behaviors at the two ends of the spectrum of energized enthusiasm to deleterious depression
but i think there's an inherent flaw in the legacy ideas brought in from the beta beta distinction
that caused the creator of that metric to overlook inversibility
for example, the beta, who prosecutes when he's hyped or has the advantage and saves when he's in lack or is at a disadvantage in terms of the prospects of emotional gain, could also, in the throes of a pathology, become wicked in the reversal of these poles
he could become embittered, angry, sadistic, and go about pursuing 'those that need saving' for foul purposes, and he could persocute not in the way that bullies do beneficially to prevent weaker pack members from crossing a certain weakness threshold, but in order to push people below the weakness threshold
so while it's an interesting rubric, like most such things, it's a drastic simplification. it's a simplification in the exact same way that reductionist scientific materialism seeks to simply the world for people who can't cope with the complexities of existence.
in all likelihood, considering what i remember about the aesthetic of the image, it was made by a schizoid, who was persocuting by creating definition through the cancerous 'growth of meaning' that the schizotypal experience when they're subjected to prolonged fear. the person who made it responded to the neurosy inflicted on himself by make de-facto orderings of the environment and people around him, without regard to it's possible flaws.
if we were to affect on these preceding grounds a tentative improvement, the triangle would have to become a double-pyramid diamond prism
with beta major, beta minor, Schizoid major, Schizoid minor, Beta major, beta minor
as you can see, any of the three modalities at the peak of their expression would be 'dominant' and any of the modalities at the worst of their expression would be terrible
above the axis, the solar properties of the modality would strengthen towards the positive end of their scale, and below the axis, you approach inversion of values
and at the height and depth of the possible 'value' of any modality, they become pretty much indistinguishable, being the expression of perfect balance or perfect failure respectively. -
2017-05-12 at 10:32 PM UTC in I'm everythingyes
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2017-05-12 at 10:32 PM UTC in Opinions on the homeless?the problem isn't homelessness, the problem is peoples expectations that a person have a home and smell nice. homelessness isn't a problem.
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2017-05-12 at 10:26 PM UTC in I'm everythingyou know that half of them cancel the other half out, right?
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2017-05-12 at 10:24 PM UTC in Rape culture in americaamerican rape culture revolves around women hyperventilating about how the definition of rape needs to be broader and vaguer so that they can have more of their cake and eat more of it too.
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2017-05-12 at 10:22 PM UTC in Just a heads up about extreme aggression and how I react to phenibut.
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2017-05-12 at 10:21 PM UTC in Pro: About psychiatrists, even if you don’t need one right now
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2017-05-12 at 9:55 PM UTC in Pro: About psychiatrists, even if you don’t need one right nowi've always wanted to try electro-convulsive therapy. i'm actually pretty sure that it works.
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2017-05-12 at 9:54 PM UTC in Just a heads up about extreme aggression and how I react to phenibut.haha. phenibut makes me act like an asshole sometimes too. not violent, but an asshole, sure. it just makes you give less of a fuck and some people don't have many to begin with.
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2017-05-12 at 5:42 PM UTC in how to make crystalized dmt?a kilo of mimosa hostilis, treated properly, will get you lots of dmt.
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2017-05-12 at 5:34 PM UTC in You are hereby sentenced to death.
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2017-05-12 at 5:33 PM UTC in What kind of car do you drive
a 2000 4 cylinder chevy metro. gets at least 40 miles per gallon. about the size of a go-cart. -
2017-05-12 at 5:29 PM UTC in Something Broke My Apple Treedepending on how much of the phloem is busted maybe you can splint it like a broken leg and it'll heal up with scars at some point.
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2017-05-12 at 4:22 PM UTC in Can we talk about how fucking guilty Trump looks after firing Comey?
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2017-05-12 at 4:17 PM UTC in Pro: About psychiatrists, even if you don’t need one right now
Originally posted by Malice What? Isn't it readily available? Not sure what your point is, unless it works very well for your depression, and that isn't hard to believe at all. I'm aware of the research. You should look into Stanislav Grof, particularly his book LSD psychotherapy. Lanny has read it too after he started experimenting with psychedelics and I recommended it, it's absolutely fascinating, a must read. When I read about how incredibly rapidly it can accelerate the therapeutic process I was seething with hatred at the filthy statists that led to it being banned, how the vast majority of pompous apes are incapable of imagining a society that functions without the power of political authority.
0-acetylpsilocin, for me, if for no one else, is the summum bonum, the panacea, the philosophers stone. and i don't mean the high, either. once you (or rather at least I) get used to it after a break-in period, it makes me the absolute best person i can possibly be in every possible way. the therapeutic effect isn't a consequence of 'the trip' for which people usually take the stuff, it's the result of the physiological changes it causes in the brain by its presence. what people call a 'tolerance' is really just side effects. the therapeutic function remains stable once you've adapted, as stable as blood pressure or cholesterol medication. it amuses me to think that the acclimated medicinal dosage would make kissing me mildly psychadelic and drinking my blood would make you trip balls.
it's legal-ish as unscheduled, and hopefully someday i'll be at a place in my life where i can synthesize it myself and be able to take it for the rest of my life.
ps dear federal officers i would never sell it or give it to other people if i did that, it'd just be for personal medicinal purposes. -
2017-05-12 at 4:06 PM UTC in Sadistic Sociopaths Make Me Sick
Originally posted by Malice No, Beaver, I think it's people like you and the vast majority of humanity. Of course there will always be a war of ideologies, but let me ask you this: Which one of us do you think is more intelligent, knowledgeable, willing to dedicate absurd amount of time to research, planning, and preparing, is willing to be absolutely ruthless and go as far as possible?
the fact that you ask 'how' to do something rather than 'what should be done' disqualifies you out of hand for any sort of responsibility or leadership. you're infatuated with some kind of brutal role model, indicating that you feel the need to compensate for the opposite of what you're ra-ra-ing and telegraphing so hard. 'my autism is necessary' no, your autism is a condition.
i'm perfectly aware that we are faced both individually and moreso as a community with the choice between hard decisions and hard consequences. what you are not aware of is that your loud, obvious tilt is your emotional compensation. you are not interested in what is necessary. you're interested in being a certain someone. when the moment of truth comes, you believe that your emotional overcompensation will make you capable of what is necessary, but actually, you will miss necessity altogether. with the caustic nature of your overcompensation, there's a good chance that your failure could become catastrophically tragic.
Originally posted by Malice I can say that after all the time I've known you, if I had a good opportunity I may just see putting you down as easily as the equivalent of putting down a rabid dog. Maybe your loved ones as well, if you have any, just to send a message and ensure any of your genes (heritability is of extreme importance) don't lead to more people like you.
Honestly, I think I would probably enjoy it quite a bit and feel I've made a positive change in the world.
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2017-05-12 at 3:53 PM UTC in Can we talk about how fucking guilty Trump looks after firing Comey?
Originally posted by NARCassist tv and newspapers have been doing this for decades. the sheep mentality is that if they read something that everyone else is reading then everyone else must agree with this, else they wouldn't print it. so if I want to fit in with everyone else then this should be my opinion too. not hard to see how easy it is to use this to manipulate and control a mass population.
the digitalization of our society has created an exponential force multiplier for this phenomenon and set the stage for yet another exponential acceleration, that being big data. once upon a time you'd read the local newspaper and group think primarily with 50,000 people, and the most worldly and powerful of that group would also read the wall street journal and group think with another 200,000 people spread out of many groups. now there is basically one group in the first world, for all practical purposes. our 'think' is being consolidated. -
2017-05-12 at 3:48 PM UTC in Pro: About psychiatrists, even if you don’t need one right now
Originally posted by Malice I have no desire to change because you, as a species, are wholly undeserving. I have hardened my heart and want to have no compassion for you, in order to be able to do what needs to be done. Out of all the creatures in existence, you are by far the most worthy of absolute extermination and I hope to see the day it occurs.
Am I insane? Is it a matter of statistics when the reality of human nature contains very ugly aspects? At what arbitrary point are you determined to be as such.
>what needs to be done
what needs to be done has no actual context or reality outside of our social existence, because without that you simply become feral and 'what needs to be done' becomes simple physiological reflexes. we are political animals. making moral judgement about humans 'worthiness of extermination' is also a completely political and social evaluation, mister 'i'm a psycho', besides being derived wholly from christian moral altruism. evil, similarly, requires political and social context in order to make sense. it's not arbitrary whatsoever, it's extrapolated from communal needs of the group being practically balanced against personal urges - so when you're simultaneously ignoring the interpersonal element of human life in order to make edgy judgments about human life based on codes of conduct created out of the interpersonal element of human life, you don't look insane. you look stupid.
