I unno. I is what I is. I am that I am. Nothing much to talk about really. It's not really about wants, or even needs. I honestly couldn't tell you why I'm a tranny, or what it means. I could wax spiritual about how some spark of me ain't in the right body, or I could wax philosophical about experiencing new things, or wax psychological about the experiences that compelled me to do what I've done. Just post hoc rationalizations, and none of it really encapsulates the what or the why of it. I'll probably never really understand it. Been an ongoing thing since I was but a wee tyke.
As for how all this feels? Feels as it should, I spose. Didn't feel good before, doesn't feel good now. Better in some ways, worse in others. All in all it's a pretty meh experience. 7/10.
Thank you for coming to TED Talk.
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Originally posted by shitmess
I AM SO GLAD TO SEE THIS IS TOTSE BACKGROUND SO YOU MUST BE THE REAL LANNY FROM ZOK. THIS IS SHITMESS. I TRIED LOOKING FOR ZOK ON REDDIT.
SO IM CONTACTING YOU BECAUSE I REALLY FUCKED UP.
HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED. MY WIFE WHO I MET AT COLLEGE 6 YEARS AGO AND WE GOT MARRIED. WE GOT IN A FIGHT AND SHE SAID SHE WAS MOVING IN WITH HER SISTER BUT SHE WENT TO HER MOMS INSTEAD.
WE ONLY GOT MARRIED JUST 5 MONTHS AGO IN OHIO AND SHE STARTED CHEATING ON ME WITH HER EX BOYFRIEND FOR I DONT KNOW HOW LONG BUT SHE TOLD ME ON THURSDAY AND I SLEPT ON THE COUCH AND SHE LEFT TELLING ME SHE WANTED A DIVORCE. ON FRIDAY I WAS REALLY DRUNK (LAST FRIDAY NIGHT) AND TOLD PEOPLE ON THIS CHAT SITE THAT I WAS GOING TO KILL HER WITH BLUNT FORCE BY SMASHING HER SKULL IN THEN I WAS GOING TO CUT HIS FUCKING DICK OFF. I WAS JUST DRUNK POSTING THIS SHIT ALL OVER THE PLACE. I THINK EVEN REDDIT OR 4CHAN OR BOTH. I REMEMBER DOING IT AS A JOKE AT FIRST AND LAUGHING ON THE CHAT STREAM BUT THEN I GOT DRUNKER AND ANGRIER. JUST SHIT TALKING. I NEVER MEANT ANY OF THIS. FUCK WHERE IS ZOK. DOES SOMEONE HAVE ZOKS NUMBER? PLEASE. GIVE IT TO ME
ANYWAYS MY MOTHER GOT A CALL BY THE POLICE LATER ON AND I WAS CHECKED INTO THIS MOTEL WHICH I DIDNT HAVE A CREDIT CARD SO I GAVE THE GUY 200 AS A DEPOSIT AND PAY 60 BUCKS A DAY FOR A ROOM. I GUESS THEY DIDNT KNOW WHERE I WAS BUT WHEN MY MOM CALLED ME I SPLIT. THE REASON I SPLIT THIS MOTEL IS SHE SAID THAT THE CORONER STATED THE HEAD TRAUMA WASNT FROM THE STEERING WHEEL IN THE CRASH BUT HAPPENED HOURS PRIOR AND SHE WAS PLACED IN THE CAR. MY MOM KNEW OF THE BOYFRIEND AND TOLD THEM, THEY SAID THEY COULDN´T FIND HIM AND THEN ON MONDAY THEY FOUND HIM DEAD IN A DITCH. I HAVE BEEN ON THE RUN HIDING OUT IN LIBRARY AND COFFEE SHOPS. I MIGHT SPLIT TO IOWA BECAUSE I HAVE A FRIEND DOWN THERE BUT I WAS THINKING OF CROSSING INTO CANADA SINCE ITS EASY ALONG MONTANA DEEP IN THE MOUNTAIN AREA. IM REALLY SCARED. IM RIDING A MOTORCYCLE AND ITS FUCKING COLD. I BEEN SLEEPING IN PORTABLE TOILET STALLS TO KEEP OUT OF THE RAIN AND SOME SLEET.
I AM CONFUSED WITH YOUR PM THING. I COULDNT FIND PLEASE. ALSO THIS WILL SHOW IM MAKING DUE DELIGENCE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I DID NOT MURDER THEM. I AM SHAKING SO BAD I AM HAVING A HARD TIME TYPING THIS. FUCKING PLEASE. LANNY. PM ME. OR HAVE ZOK PM ME. PLEASE. FUCKING PLEASE. I BEEN THROWING UP SOME BLOOD FROM MY ULCER. FUCKING HELP ME. PLEASE. IǗ ALREADY CROSSED INTO INDIANA. BUT IM THINKING OF GOING ALL THE WAY TO NORTH DAKOTA OR MONTANA AND CROSS UP INTO CANADA. THANKFULY THIS ISNT ZOKLET BECAUSE AT LEAST THE FEDS WONT BE WATCHING A SMALL BBS LIKE THIS
CIAO HOMIE
SO ON SUNDAY MY MOM CALLED ME AND SAID THAT SHE WAS FOUND IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND DIED ON THE SPOTFROM BRAIN DAMAGE FROM BLUNT FORCE
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I AM SO GLAD TO SEE THIS IS TOTSE BACKGROUND SO YOU MUST BE THE REAL LANNY FROM ZOK. THIS IS SHITMESS. I TRIED LOOKING FOR ZOK ON REDDIT.
SO IM CONTACTING YOU BECAUSE I REALLY FUCKED UP.
HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED. MY WIFE WHO I MET AT COLLEGE 6 YEARS AGO AND WE GOT MARRIED. WE GOT IN A FIGHT AND SHE SAID SHE WAS MOVING IN WITH HER SISTER BUT SHE WENT TO HER MOMS INSTEAD.
WE ONLY GOT MARRIED JUST 5 MONTHS AGO IN OHIO AND SHE STARTED CHEATING ON ME WITH HER EX BOYFRIEND FOR I DONT KNOW HOW LONG BUT SHE TOLD ME ON THURSDAY AND I SLEPT ON THE COUCH AND SHE LEFT TELLING ME SHE WANTED A DIVORCE. ON FRIDAY I WAS REALLY DRUNK (LAST FRIDAY NIGHT) AND TOLD PEOPLE ON THIS CHAT SITE THAT I WAS GOING TO KILL HER WITH BLUNT FORCE BY SMASHING HER SKULL IN THEN I WAS GOING TO CUT HIS FUCKING DICK OFF. I WAS JUST DRUNK POSTING THIS SHIT ALL OVER THE PLACE. I THINK EVEN REDDIT OR 4CHAN OR BOTH. I REMEMBER DOING IT AS A JOKE AT FIRST AND LAUGHING ON THE CHAT STREAM BUT THEN I GOT DRUNKER AND ANGRIER. JUST SHIT TALKING. I NEVER MEANT ANY OF THIS. FUCK WHERE IS ZOK. DOES SOMEONE HAVE ZOKS NUMBER? PLEASE. GIVE IT TO ME
ANYWAYS MY MOTHER GOT A CALL BY THE POLICE LATER ON AND I WAS CHECKED INTO THIS MOTEL WHICH I DIDNT HAVE A CREDIT CARD SO I GAVE THE GUY 200 AS A DEPOSIT AND PAY 60 BUCKS A DAY FOR A ROOM. I GUESS THEY DIDNT KNOW WHERE I WAS BUT WHEN MY MOM CALLED ME I SPLIT. THE REASON I SPLIT THIS MOTEL IS SHE SAID THAT THE CORONER STATED THE HEAD TRAUMA WASNT FROM THE STEERING WHEEL IN THE CRASH BUT HAPPENED HOURS PRIOR AND SHE WAS PLACED IN THE CAR. MY MOM KNEW OF THE BOYFRIEND AND TOLD THEM, THEY SAID THEY COULDN´T FIND HIM AND THEN ON MONDAY THEY FOUND HIM DEAD IN A DITCH. I HAVE BEEN ON THE RUN HIDING OUT IN LIBRARY AND COFFEE SHOPS. I MIGHT SPLIT TO IOWA BECAUSE I HAVE A FRIEND DOWN THERE BUT I WAS THINKING OF CROSSING INTO CANADA SINCE ITS EASY ALONG MONTANA DEEP IN THE MOUNTAIN AREA. IM REALLY SCARED. IM RIDING A MOTORCYCLE AND ITS FUCKING COLD. I BEEN SLEEPING IN PORTABLE TOILET STALLS TO KEEP OUT OF THE RAIN AND SOME SLEET.
I AM CONFUSED WITH YOUR PM THING. I COULDNT FIND PLEASE. ALSO THIS WILL SHOW IM MAKING DUE DELIGENCE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I DID NOT MURDER THEM. I AM SHAKING SO BAD I AM HAVING A HARD TIME TYPING THIS. FUCKING PLEASE. LANNY. PM ME. OR HAVE ZOK PM ME. PLEASE. FUCKING PLEASE. I BEEN THROWING UP SOME BLOOD FROM MY ULCER. FUCKING HELP ME. PLEASE. IǗ ALREADY CROSSED INTO INDIANA. BUT IM THINKING OF GOING ALL THE WAY TO NORTH DAKOTA OR MONTANA AND CROSS UP INTO CANADA. THANKFULY THIS ISNT ZOKLET BECAUSE AT LEAST THE FEDS WONT BE WATCHING A SMALL BBS LIKE THIS
CIAO HOMIE
SO ON SUNDAY MY MOM CALLED ME AND SAID THAT SHE WAS FOUND IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND DIED ON THE SPOTFROM BRAIN DAMAGE FROM BLUNT FORCE
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I like Kevin gates. His music is emotionally honest and different from most nigs. He's done 3 bids in prison and never ratted. He's from Louisiana which is the only place in the states I really wanna visit. He's also a good Muslim and Puerto Rican.
He's realer than most but some of his music is repetitive. He has his own vernacular too. I could make a whole website about how you are wrong and I want to eat his cousins asshole with him. Southern njggas b wildin
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All of them combined, i crushed 50mg of Oxy, 10mg of Methylphenidate a line of cocaine and 1mg of K-pins up together and snorted it i have been having a braingasm for the last 15 minutes straight.
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At the end of todays questioning the witness (female EMS/firefighter) started to get combative with the defense and even a bit snarky with the judge. She kept talking over the defense and refused to answer a question with yes or no.
The judge told her to shut the fuck up and answer the questions properly or he would get Mr. Chauvin to sit on her neck and then said have a good night see you at 9:30am tomorrow.
Maybe she will calm down and actually read her own statements to police lol. She literally refused to read her own words, she said "i'm not reading that" even though she said it. The judge made her read it.
The defense is really good at painting these people as letting their emotions affect their understanding of law.
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Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
eh? Haven't you only been there for like a month?
So fukkin what. There is a point system to get fired. I only got a couple points maybe. So what? Man. I dont know why you expect me to be #1 square all the time. Trust me im not proud i missed work last night but the joy of having no kids means all I gotta do is take care of myself. I dont have to worry about supporting a family or having a plan B all the time. Im perfectly okay with taking a self care day. I needed a nap and ive probably been trying too hard anyways.
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