How much of your life have you spent being a pathetic troll? To do that on nis of all places. Everyone knows you're miserable and fucked in the head. This is what you have to do for attention.
May 27, 2024
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I think one was written three times. Will
My dream is coming back to me now. I had written something in block letters. Three lines. First line three words, second and third line four words, you, one.
I still feel drowsy, dunno what to do.
Wondering if strawberry smoothie, fruit flavoured ice pops for ice and raspberry vodka would be a good mix.
Maybe exercise or stretches.
I woke up at 3am, slept all day yesterday, been having nightmares and now I feel a bit agitated and disorganised, fatigued. My mind is racing. I suppose I should listen to hypnosis but some therapy methods don't work if you're in a bad mood. So I'm trying to think of what's best for me now to improve my mood, trying not to go for the vodka.
I can't see myself putting a deposit down for a house, I'm always more inclined to invest in myself, my education.
I keep thinking of that Breaking Bad episode where Jesse loses the house because a meth lab is found. What if my sister's sociopath fiance plants drugs or something? He is a coke addict and used to break into peoples house and stun them with a stun gun.
Idk what I'm gonna do house-wise. I have the legal right to reside here for the rest of my life but my family are vultures so I feel paranoid, need a backup plan.
I'm glad she's in Australia. She came back for a week, I hadn't seen her in two years but I shunned her tea party. I'll never forgive her for what she said after my dad died. I hope I never see her again.
It would seem better to use the money to rent a place and turn it into a hostel, get volunteers to work there, people who want to live abroad for long periods.
At her wedding, the best man mentioned in his speech that she had punched the groom and broke his nose. That can be taken as funny by some people but not in this era, so I suspect he hated her too.
The day after my dad died she told me to get a mental health assessment, she was trying to kick me when I was down.
Idk if she's a psychopath or not but she is a heartless sadist. People show me their true colours.
