2024-05-26 at 11:02 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
Going off on a tangent, I need to do my grounding meditation just woke up.
2024-05-26 at 10:59 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
I miss those days of pyro smoke, wkd and Manian. There was a smoking area no one cared about teenagers using as well.
2024-05-26 at 10:55 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
I'm having flashbacks now of the teenage disco my friends forcing me to kiss some guy. I had to do it or they'd keep calling me frigid. It was awful.
2024-05-26 at 10:52 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
When I go to a night club I feel zero sexual attraction toward anyone. Most I can do is just kiss strangers.
2024-05-26 at 10:48 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
Well there's BDSM, that creates the necessary bond quickly, but I don't really want to go down that unhealthy path.
2024-05-26 at 10:45 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
My life would be a lot more fun if I wasn't demisexual, still haven't found a cure or bypass for it yet.
2024-05-26 at 10:43 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
Ig it bothers me that I can't do it, sort of feels like I'm not a real woman, don't have the courage when a lot of uni students to do it. Idk if it was a courage thing though or if the main block was being demisexual. I've never done a one-night stand and don't think I ever can.
2024-05-26 at 10:28 AM UTC
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Considering buying a hooker
I tried escorting because Tinder wasn't working for me and I wanted to do something risky. It's less fuss to meet someone off an escort site than Tinder. I wasn't going to do anything unless I found them attractive. Anyway I didn't go through with it because I'm demisexual, it's a curse.
I don't feel like myself, I feel like I'm on autopilot only doing productive things, I don't want to take breaks or do anything fun. I'm actually going to watch a revision video while I eat my dinner for the first time ever. I feel disconnected from people but there's no one I want to interact with.
She has a chest infection. I've been studying the past two hours and doing skincare. Idk how I'm functioning without any stimulants and a hangover. After another hour of this I'll clean the bathroom then start making dinner.
I woke up at 6pm, did housechores, showered, listened to hypnosis, made food and watched a movie. I'm in bed now feeling fatigued and like I might nap. I just found out my mum's in hospital but they don't know what's wrong yet. Akira didn't eat much today and idk where she is rn. If she's not in by midnight I'll be worried. So ig I'm just waiting for news and am going to nap.
Wondering if that demon I tried summoning is still with me.
Wondering if I should have a baby when I'm 33 if I'm at a point where I've given up on life and then just die in childbirth which is likely or shortly after.
2024-05-25 at 4:05 AM UTC
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Zoomers aren't having Sex
I'm demisexual and don't go outside because of agoraphobia and chronic fatigue. I also distrust men and fear women. I also am not that motivated to seek out sex because I have vibrators.
2024-05-25 at 2:58 AM UTC
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Mysterious Glasseware
Why do you even care so much? My spatial awareness isn't working rn but you can check pretty quickly if it can be used as a condenser.
