I had a bad dream about a house. There was a family living there in the 70s and they all wore these weird coats so neighbours would stay away, leather trench coats, they were all chubby and had those weird haircuts you know like blonde with a fringe? They didn't want people to know they'd found these new bugs in the garden.
Jump to Victorian times, a long driveway to the house and an autistic boy in a horse-drawn carriage. The man driving the carriage is slender and sinister, keeps looking back at him. The boy is disturbed and hides in the bathtub, then he's found tied up in the bathtub and murdered.
Jump to today and I live there. Start noticing my friends who are paid to play with me are turning into bugs. The army comes to evacuate us, then the house is nuked and I saw this.
https://ibb.co/9nywMqf
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Originally posted by mmQ
Did the glasses correct your vision, hence why you said you needed them in the past?
I definately needed glasses but the ones they gave me seemed like the wrong ones, made me strain my eyes. Then eventually I didn't need them. I do this thing where I focus on one spot at a time, your vision is never clear 100% of the time but yeah I haven't needed glasses in years. A strong bright light is important as well so I think I'll spend the day outside tomorrow.
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Disgusted but not surprised that “Ukrainian girl” is trending on Pornhub
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2022-02-17 at 8:10 PM UTC
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What you reading Space Nigga?
I’m in the middle of a few books but need to pick a fiction one to read next, either Tales of Times Now Past, But Death Runs Faster, Primeval and Other Times or The Miner.
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2022-02-27 at 10:11 PM UTC
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Rant
Originally posted by Aleister Crowley
Yeah Let's get back OT, what is everyone doing? I'm making a cheese sammich.
Someone suggest something mind blowing to watch. Something real good like Zeitgeist.
I'm in the mood.
Lost Highway
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Originally posted by Obbe
So do people with autistic tendencies tend to gravitate towards "internet communities" like this, or does hanging around internet communities like this for too long cause people to develop autistic tendencies?
I’d say no, I stay far far away from Wrong Planet. Once I went to a group for autists and it was like they all had their little cliques making fun of the less able ones, one guy offered me hand sanitizer to try and flirt and this was before covid. I thought this 23yr old guy was okay until I saw him snogging the face off this 40yr old troll. I never went back.
Ig I’m here because I have a past and feel like Neo in the Matrix when he can’t go back to his real life. I can’t relate to normal people, and because I get along better with people who are either older or younger than me. It’s because they don’t have expectations about how someone my age is meant to behave.
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It was nice when I almost OD’d in someone’s arms and it was like I was suffocating and high af, I thought I was about to die but felt safe and warm and loved because they were holding me. Now I think I’d just like to shoot myself in the head but maybe shoot a few people first. All I know is I want a few minutes to contemplate it prior and that I don’t want to die in my sleep, because in my dreams I don’t know who I am or who I love.
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2022-02-26 at 3:24 PM UTC
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Originally posted by STER0S
is nigger in your everyday vocabulary
I've actually never used that word and have this weird thing where I want to get to my deathbed without saying it.
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2022-02-25 at 6:21 PM UTC
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Trigger Warning: My ex
I just found her diary again, that's from it.
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2022-02-25 at 6:20 PM UTC
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Trigger Warning: My ex
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2022-02-25 at 5:52 PM UTC
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C.P
Sometimes I just want to get a fake orange spray tan and bleach my hair blonde and wear Hollister and A&F and American Eagle and Uggs exclusively and wear frosted lipgloss and make ducklips faces and care about Jersey Shore and Gossip Girl. because apparently “nice” dudes hate when girls do that because it’s “fake”, it’s “slutty”, it’s overdone/tasteless/”dumb” but fuck you. Everything is fake. All persona is persona including what you’ve been conditioned to perceive as a “neutral”/”inoffensive” appearance.
Because I don’t want your “respect”, and I certainly don’t need your advice on how to “respect” a body. I don’t need your fake concern about skin cancer and burns on my scalp when my body doesn’t even feel like mine sometimes. When breast cancer becomes selling sex to teenage boys who wouldn’t tell you about the lump in your breast they felt while they were feeling you up. Your concern for my body will always be mediocre until it is mine to create/destroy/create, and even then it wouldn’t even matter because you do not inhabit this flesh, or these organs, or this mucus/snot/bile/blood/spit/fluid/fluid/fluid. So stop trying to crawl into my bed of skin, asshole. Stop trying to own my ugliness. you can’t have it. Too bad, so sad.
I don’t want you to wait before I leave the room to talk about how gross I am. I want my skin to be greasy and leave big orange stains on every man who touches me and who I choose to touch. I want my hair to make you puke. I want my clothes to remind you of how capitalism lives in tube tops and booty shorts just as well as it does in jeans and a t-shirt or whatever the fuck makes you feel like the girl you wanna fuck is real “authentic”, real “down-to-earth” or whatever. I want to remind you that every picture is posed. No expression can be pure when you can see the camera and the camera can see you. I want you to know that I spent three goddamn hours straightening my hair and putting on my eyeliner over and over again and removing it over and over again so there’s light grey rings under my eyes and when I reapplied my lipgloss for the 20th time tonight in the backseat of my best friend’s car it hit a pothole so it’s smudging against my lipliner and I’m still not “sexy” to your pretentious John Lennon art school ass. My labor is MINE, and it’s ugly because God loves ugly. I wasn’t put on this earth to give you a hard on. I want to scream and drink and grind to shitty club music because I want to scare the living shit out of you. I want you to go home and post a Facebook update about how “our generation is doomed” and get twenty likes from all your pretentious John Lennon art school friends and all your fedora-wearing self-entitled pasty sarcastic bros and all your Edgewatch xvx police officers and all your “nice guy” indie rock microbrew date rapists who all secretly wish they could make a man want to remove himself from this earth just by getting a spray tan.
I don’t want you to want to fuck me, BRO. I want you to have to look at me. I want to be the bright orange flesh you don’t want to fuck but you also can’t ignore. I want you to be very, very scared of what is going to come out of my mouth. I want you to cringe at the sound of my voice because it is both too feminine and too loud. your disgust makes me even louder, even more powerful. and it’s so funny to me, so funny to me, because you know and I know we are both just pretending we aren’t aware that deep down you so badly wish you could be a monster, too.
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Originally posted by mmQ
Will you post said baby head hitting entry for my viewing pleasure, perchance?
If I can stomach finding it. I only read it once and it took two months.
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Right now I’m focused on making new friends both irl and online so my life is a bit chaotic with all the changes in routine. I have to be careful and think about what I want to be part of my normal life. I will need another fwb soon as well, maybe not from Fetlife this time.
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Trying to suppress emotions can make them more intense, so cry. <3
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2022-02-24 at 9:58 PM UTC
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Spiritual development
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Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
Amazing series…first one is probably the weakest so stick with em.
I liked Childhood’s End
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Life stops for no one, block her.
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Basic needs
1. The need to take care of the mind/body - appearance, exercise, healthy food.
2. Meaning, purpose and goals.
3. To be a part of something greater than yourself, such as a cause.
4. Challenge and mental stimulation.
5. The need for attention.
6. The need for intimacy.
7. The need for status.
8. Safety and security.
9. The need for a sense of control over your life.
If you’re missing some of these you’ll start to feel bad.
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I didn’t sleep last night, am hungover, already threw up, in a shopping centre cafeteria now feeling like a zombie.
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