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2017-05-01 at 3:55 PM UTC in Being an alcoholic sucks
Originally posted by -SpectraL Keep up the good work. Comes time, at the end of the road, you have to face facts. Alcohol is poison. That's how you get drunk, by poisoning your bloodstream. And not only are you slowly killing yourself, you hurt all those around you, and you destroy any chance you have of a happy life.
I appreciate it, I don't want to quit completely just not drink everyday. I live in a college town and everyone drinks and smokes weed and I'm not allowed to smoke weed because of my legal situation so it kind of makes me feel like an outcast when I meet someone and they want to smoke weed and I love to smoke but haven't done it since december 4th and even before that for the last couple years I've been restricted.
I think its fine to drink at shows or social situations, but the drinking alone is a killer for me since I'm almost always by myself.
the nurse I hang with works a lot of hours and is always busy with being a nurse at the hospital, so the only time we hang out is when she's off and she drinks heavily for a girl and when I go over I will with her. But thats probably not that big of a deal since I only hang with her.
I'm going to go see a show in a week with my neighbor and I intend on drinking there with him because I go to shows to party and get jolly like everyone else since I don't go out often.
But yeah I'm on a light dose of gabapentin for the next few days and my buddy hooked me up with it yesterday but before I met up with him I felt so out of wack I didn't want to get out of bed.
And you're right about it hurting people around me, I've had so many people that actually cared and loved me that I basically told them to fuck off while messed up.
One of the things that made me decide I need to cool it, is the other day I called my dad to say whats up (I don't normally see my parents) and the conversation wasn't going the way I wanted it to, so I argued with him and said things I later felt bad about. He hung up on me and I was pretty pissed off that he did. But I realize id hangup on anyone that talked to me like that as well so I understand it. I text him the next day and he didn't reply back at all. And I actually love my mom and dad a lot but we've always been butting heads and thats why I moved out when I was 17. But it wasn't because they were like junkies/alcoholics/dead beats... but I'm just different than them and they very conservative, which is fine and I should get over it they are always going to be the same way but yeah my "frothiness" definitely comes out when I binge drink.
I'm not always upset when I drink its just at some point I will be really shitty to people and they didn't see it coming.
I thought about picking up vaping or something like that, but I feel like that would be kind of lame and I just need to drink coffee and smoke bud in a couple years when I can.
When I turned 21, I actually didn't drink for a couple of years but I was heroin addict and when I quit that I just drank. And its like goddamn do you always have to have something lol -
2017-05-01 at 3:26 PM UTC in Filling the voidI try not to put the pussy on the pedastool, but I don't have a guy friends and I usually just hang out with my cat and drink. I meet girls at bars or online but I usually don't like many of them. But the other day I met up with this girl for coffee whos significantly younger than me and I wasn't expecting much because her pictures weren't that great and I usually don't have anything in common with girls that young but I met up with her and she was actually really fucking hot. I got her back to my place and fucked her ass, mouth, and face. It was like the sexiest sex I've had in awhile I dumped my load in her 4 times and went to sleep for awhile. I invited her to get dinner with me wednesday and she said that would be cool. In a way I feel kind of guilty about liking someone so much but I guess it happens.
But I guess that how it goes sometimes, when I got her back to my place I let her see my cat in my cats room, but I then took her to my room and she was sitting on the opposite side of my bed all mike pensive and i told her "hey come over here, i'm not going to hurt you"
so I suckled on her and the fucked that ass fuck that mouth fuck that face. and she just moaned like a little whore and it was such a turn on. But hey I guess thats how it goes sometimes am i right fam?
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2017-05-01 at 3:13 PM UTC in Being an alcoholic sucks
Originally posted by -SpectraL That's only because you're still not far gone enough. Give it time and the majority of your platelets will be gone, and those same cuts you posted wouldn't heal at all.
well maybe you're right, but thats why I'm quitting. I'm just drinking coffee and soda today and didn't drink yesterday. I need to focus on other things right now anyways. -
2017-05-01 at 3:11 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
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2017-05-01 at 2:53 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
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2017-05-01 at 2:51 PM UTC in Most of you are pathetic losers
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2017-05-01 at 2:46 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
Originally posted by Horatio Abernathy Why does Jerry still have a Facebook account and why does your mother Paula have two?
I'm pretty sure she uses the one with the numbers in it to whore around. It has a lot more pictures of her with makeup trying to look good.
I don't use facebook so I'm not really sure what you're talking about. -
2017-05-01 at 2:36 PM UTC in Being an alcoholic sucks
Originally posted by -SpectraL Once the alcohol saturates your system for an extended period of time, the platelets in your blood start disappearing, and that means that if you suffer even a small cut, you won't be able to heal, and you'll literally bleed to death.
not necessarily, I like you spectral but I'm going to have to call you out on your fear mongering, I was literally stabbed with a knife (by a member of this site) in my arm while drunk a few years ago and yes I did bleed for hours but I was fine. Last year I fell through a glass table ass first and I bled for hours but didn't die.
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2017-05-01 at 2:27 PM UTC in Williamson county is for faggots
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2017-05-01 at 2:26 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
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2017-05-01 at 2:21 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
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2017-05-01 at 2:17 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
Originally posted by cerakote i never understood the appeal
its a brainscam fad for lazy people. If you actually want to have a "braingasm" do something like lucid dreaming or astral projection, something that takes practice and is actually real.
if you look at the comments on asmr videos they are so cringy, its basically just dudes commenting on how pretty she is, they would be totally satisfied if the whore wore a boot and stomped in mud loudly
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2017-05-01 at 2:15 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me
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2017-05-01 at 2:13 PM UTC in ASMR doesn't do shit for me^risers alt
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2017-05-01 at 2:12 PM UTC in Being a lone wolfeMy dad trades stocks and was an engineer at amd for 25 years and he never went to school
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2017-05-01 at 2:04 PM UTC in Being a lone wolfe
Originally posted by Fox Paws But wouldn't you need some kind of financial education to get hired as a stock broker?
Not necessarily but I am going back to school this summer to get back into the medical field.
I used to be a nursing assitant and I think I want to go back into that line of work. But with the schooling I'd have to do I'd have to take classes that would go along with being a stock broker like algebra and business mgmt.
I know a girl who is a baker and she even took a business mgmt class that went along with her curriculum
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2017-05-01 at 2:03 PM UTC in Being a lone wolfe
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump You are a true lone woof like me Bill Krozby. We are smart guys we dont need to work every day and interact with these fucking rats, we just do it to keep them happy. The truth is we are smarter and stronger than them all.
You should just try to focus on a way to make money without ever leaving the house.. Just trade bitcoin all day and you can do anything you want because you will have unlimited time and money
I'm actually liked by a few people where I work, I stay on task but when its slow I joke around and be normal. I work with a guy that just got out of the marines a year ago and I have no idea why he works at a pizzeria, he's not stupid and is cool and you'd think that being in the military you'd have more options... but I'm digressnig, but I came into work the other day and was talking to the dude because it was good to see him.
And then charlie brown comes around the corner looking like he's about to cry and I say "hey whats up bud" just being friendly and he doesn't even look at me and says "nothing" like a woman
but some of the other people are cool, like I work with this cholo kid he's in highschool, and he asked if he could go outside and smoke a joint. And I told him he doesn't have to ask me. He always does his job and he's actually helped me with out being condescending about it and he's light hearted. -
2017-05-01 at 1:47 PM UTC in Being a lone wolfe
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump You are a true lone woof like me Bill Krozby. We are smart guys we dont need to work every day and interact with these fucking rats, we just do it to keep them happy. The truth is we are smarter and stronger than them all.
You should just try to focus on a way to make money without ever leaving the house.. Just trade bitcoin all day and you can do anything you want because you will have unlimited time and money
I will look into bit coins, I admit I'm totally new to all that stuff and need to play catch up and see whats up. I told my uncle the other day that I want to be a stock broker and he said I'd probably be good at it. My dad is a part of the stock market and he calls "bobby" and they talk for awhile and he makes money. You just got to be an insider I guess. -
2017-05-01 at 1:44 PM UTC in Being an alcoholic sucks
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2017-05-01 at 1:43 PM UTC in Williamson county is for faggots
