this fat bitch doesn't even use the regular protocol for asmr.. she just puts it in the title.. she doesn't even whisper she just chows down like a pig
Originally posted by just one more mongol
It works for me, its like minor braingasms triggered by whispering and certain sounds. It's neat, I get the same sort of tingling in my head if someone tries to scam me.
you're a weakwhite and you're easily subjected to their suggestions.
I don't have a lot of guys friends but I realized some people are poison and front big time. I'm on my second day not drinking. Yesterday I finally got out of bed and went and got some gabapentin and a couple vicodin from a friend, and while he's a genuine guy we don't hang out that much usually because he has his own problems but he still made time to hook me up real quick and it was good to chop it up for a second.
I was feeling good went and ate some spaghetti and went to the store to get some guavas and and a couple mangos to get back nutrients. When I'm in the check out line the longest line ever this dude from the valero comes in and we are all buddy buddy at the valero and shoot the shit but we've never actually hung out.
He ask if I want to go get a drink and go to this show, and I tell him I'm not drinking for awhile but because I'm lonely I decide I will go to this show with him just because I've been cooped up in my place all day feeling emo and I finally feel some what normal at this point. We go to this place down the street that I've never been to before and there is a band playing and there are really hot girls there and he introduces me to a couple. And I keep talking to the guy but I realize he's extremely lame and glib. The girls he introduced me to were really boring and were more concerned with doing coke and drinking than anything else which is i guess is cool because I did some lines with them but they had nothing to talk about when talking. Like they would say stuff like "oooh like stuff and i like to laugh" and I'm typically not a party pooper but its just like who doesnt like to laugh? unless maybe you have a broken rib lol
I didn't drink but the coke made me feel super mike pensive because usually when I do coke I drink on top of it. I went back home and and took some more gabapentin and benadryl and went to sleep but yeah thats about it. I just woke up awhile ago and went out to my car to get my gallon of water and I saw my old neighbor that took me to the blink182 show, shes moved down the street to get away from her brother but im digressing, she's recently "changed" her life which is good I want the best for everyone, but she's got a job at cps and she dropped her purse on the ground and it was filled with tons of drugs and she went on and on about how she writes every little detail so she can to break up families. Though we did go sit in my car and I petted her for a bit but it probably wasn't the right thing to do but like I said I don't have a lot of friends so It was good to talk to someone I've known for awhile.
But yeah thats about it, I'm just drinking coffee and getting lubed up for work in a couple hours. They hired me to be an assistant manager at this japanese pizzeria and its totally not how I thought it was going to be. I mentioned that to my uncle and he was telling me that if I don't stick with the manager position that everyones going to think I'm a man child. But its like I don't think that that elevates you out of man child status.
Theres a dude I work with that is in his 40's and he's a "manager" and he looks like he's about to cry. He does try to act "cool" sometimes but all the tye dye t-shirts in the world wouldn't make him cool, he's a whimpy wimpers. I came in and he started bitching about something I have no control over because I wasn't even there. And he b-lined it to the table and started mashing dough with his lips all puckered and was pouting because I didn't apologize for his inane bs, and I said out loud "look at his face, whats wrong charlie brown"
I so miss working at my old pizza job it was fun and I hung with people that are actually cool, but I was fired for sexual harassment of a guy and I'm not even into dudes
I chipped my tooth about a year ago tripping mushrooms with avenue b girl the second time I hung with her, I don't think its that noticble but it happens, I grind my teeth all the time when I'm upset and thinking about things.
Originally posted by Fox Paws
That sounds fucking horrible and worthless, and I would like to spend some more time berating your career but I was talking to SC
Originally posted by Lanny
I like how the first thing, apparently in your entire life, that you feel guilt over is messing up your own health rather than, say, abandoning your child and her mother, or the crimes you were convicted of, or being a parasite on your parents for like a decade longer than normal human beings.
I haven't abandoned anyone, they are welcome to visit or get money anytime they want. I just disagree with the restrictions texas puts on guys. Guys are better off without that system
I still owe the state of texas almost a thousand dollars for their "medical" cut when my daughter never had to go to the hospital. that's total bullshit.
