Originally posted by Nile
For fuck sakes it's not meth.
I might be going crazy.
Fuck y'all.
Nigger$!!!
That said, it might be the meth. It's probably the meth.
The only point in my life where I've ever genuinely humored Truman Show delusions, gangstalking, etc was on meth. Same with thinking I could see patterns in behavior and shit. Exactly this kinda shit led to my last arrest in 2013. There's a reason tweakers have a reputation for being paranoid delusional schiz-bags. It's definitely the meth.
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Originally posted by Incessant
The fuck? Who just brings up nlp nonchalantly. Lol
he thinks he's being gangstalked at times and sees patterns in peoples' behaviour that may or may not actually be there - NLP, or I guess unintentional verbal cues from people might explain some of the patterns he sees
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Originally posted by Nile
The Demiurge as either incompetent or evil and the material world being corrupted from the get go is a really pessimistic cosmology but at least everything is fucked and it's not just people being corrupted by knowledge.
Salvation being achieved by knowledge instead of one being damned due to it. Hmmm.
there were some gnostic cults that believed all paths to salvation were trickery, and the only way to shed their physical being was to contravene all that was considered 'good' which usually translated to breaking every rule in the bible.
fun fact - the word 'bugger', as in sodomy, comes from Bulgar because there were several gnostic cults in the region that believed this
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Originally posted by netstat
death washes over me in a wave of catharsis
I too am thinking such an act of relief. I love how Schaupenhauer argued against ridicule of those who do end their lives. To control your end rather than stagnate and dissipate should be seen as honorable. Why should someone feel blessed to carry on in misery. That makes no fucking sense? We're suppose to feel blessed when infact we're sentenced to a life sentence of watching our loved ones die before us, daily struggles and the inevitable end of our mortality.
Fuck, I would be content locked in a padded room with endless supply of books and educational television/ drugs and alcohol, free of the burdens of life till I fucking drop dead. Kind of reminds of that film, "Old Boy".
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Originally posted by Chairman Takeshi Kaga
I pay more taxes than T2K1 "welfare collector" QMR. I contribute more to america and lay more claim to it that QMR "Food Nigger" T2K1
America is a shopping mall. Membership isn't based on birth, tribe, shared experience, mutual loyalty. It's based on money and obedience to the constantly shifting national ideology of hatred and fear.
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