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2019-07-04 at 10:51 AM UTC
Originally posted by WellHung Why don't you buy the extra large size so they can all fit into 1? What if you put them in there and then something changes where you need to get shit out… and then you're fucked?
They have to be unlocked at different times
But yeah, if there's an emergency and I have to leave I'm fucked -
2019-07-04 at 12:40 PM UTC
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2019-07-04 at 3:54 PM UTCIt generally only happens if I drink a lot of alcohol while dehydrated. I don't think it's a chronic thing, but it's supposedly easier to get the more you get it, and there's no telling how much damage has been done
I've only for sure gotten it once, at the beginning of the year, but it required ICU intervention and I've gotten the same symptoms after heavy drinking on a handful of occasions. It's turned me into quite the hypochondriac though
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2019-07-04 at 5:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano Speak of the Devil, I took 300mg last night and it gave me a mini version of my last OD, but with some pleasure because I didn't narc(an) myself. Mostly noticed it when trying to sleep last night, I got the SS twitches and it seems like it always contorts my migraines into a more staticy version of what they normally are, and in a way they're more painful in like a sheer intensity kind of way, but they're numb so it evens out.
It gives me psychosis as well, albeit a LOT more yesterday than normal, which makes me reluctant to use it at that high of a dose again. I never sleep well on T-PAIN anyway, so it's not that bad, but the SS symptoms make me nervous. I used a different source this time because my last one stopped offering it which is unfortunate because it was pretty good stuff. I'm wondering if we're using the same source now, I wonder if they're spiking it with something.
I'm glad you're getting off of Crouton as long as you function better off of it. It's a mixed bag for me, but errs on the side of markedly better without it and doesn't cost anything now. Not that it's an option anymore anyway.. How much are are you taking?
I have memantine and only used a small amount one time. Idk, I've been meaning to mess with it, but I haven't had any desire to do so yet. Maybe I'll try it out again soon. It's the length of it that sounds exhausting to me.
Taking about a half ounce per day. It's so hard to just stop because I've been taking it since 2013
Been able to cut back quite a bit since getting the T-PAIN with few to no ill effects. Now I need to cut back the T-PAIN doses before that gets out of hand again
Memantine is interesting but I haven't had the chance to give it much testing, because I don't want to be drinking or doing anything else while taking it
Seems to make everything seem more distant and less intense, kinda like the Zoloft did but without all the side effects, just an inner cold feeling and a bit of color distortion. Never took it long enough to notice any changes in memory.
I wonder if I'm taking too much and that's just NMDA antagonism kicking in -
2019-07-04 at 10:49 PM UTCIME Crouton is really really easy to cut way back on, like I didn't even notice a difference until I was just taking like 2 or 3 grams a day. Sploo said the same thing to a lesser extent, but he had a hard time getting completely off of it. I switched to trama so I didn't have any trouble. The ceiling effects make it pretty worthless to use more than a small amount hoenstly. Doesn't seem like it at the time, but the lower you get the more you realize it.
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2019-07-05 at 12:51 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox It generally only happens if I drink a lot of alcohol while dehydrated. I don't think it's a chronic thing, but it's supposedly easier to get the more you get it, and there's no telling how much damage has been done
I've only for sure gotten it once, at the beginning of the year, but it required ICU intervention and I've gotten the same symptoms after heavy drinking on a handful of occasions. It's turned me into quite the hypochondriac though
That's one of the reasons I quit taking Zoloft so quickly, the symptoms were coming back
damn. an anti-depressant trigger? -
2019-07-05 at 1:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by WellHung damn. an anti-depressant trigger?
I don't know, apparently it's pretty rare for Zoloft to cause it, but it can
It can also be part of a severe but rare condition called "neuroleptic malignant syndrome" but I think that would've happened if it was going to, I was on it for two weeks -
2019-07-05 at 11:20 AM UTCi used to be on zoloft. now its lexapro.
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2019-07-05 at 11:20 AM UTCWere you on Zoloft for depression?
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2019-07-05 at 11:48 PM UTCYeah
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2019-07-06 at 10:28 AM UTCThese futher muckers!
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2019-07-06 at 10:29 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-07-06 at 10:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox THEY SHIPPED IT!!! Looks like it could've been an honest mistake. They might've express shipped it because it got to my city post office in two days
Bought one of those time locking safes that only lets you unlock it after the amount of time has passed so I don't go full retard on it, and gonna try it therapeutically
If that doesn't work though I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. The last few times it hasn't worked but my usage habits were..uh..unhealthy
I know I'm gonna get called a fag for this, but I'm also only listening to uplifting gospel music and going to church and so on again. I see endless reports online about how much it helped people, so we'll see. So far it makes me more depressed yet seems to make it more bearable
I also just poured out a gallon of vodka and I'm already having second thoughts about it
Tl;dr: I'm giving this one more honest shot
Alright, there's no way I can listen to only gospel music
As long as I don't go back to the depressing doom metal I should be fine
I thought I was helping, but I can trace the worsening mental health directly back to when I started listening to Draconian a lot
Bit of a chicken vs egg thing there though -
2019-07-06 at 10:54 AM UTC
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2019-07-06 at 10:58 AM UTCWhat's the deal with this TPAIN stuff? What does it do for you? how does it affect you?
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2019-07-06 at 11:04 AM UTCIt's tianeptinе, it just gets turned into T-PAIN by the wordfiltеr
It's basically an antidepressant that behaves like an opioid at very high doses
It works very well as an antidepressant, but my addict mind doesn't want to let me use it in therapeutic doses -
2019-07-06 at 11:12 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox It's tianeptinе, it just gets turned into T-PAIN by the wordfiltеr
It's basically an antidepressant that behaves like an opioid at very high doses
It works very well as an antidepressant, but my addict mind doesn't want to let me use it in therapeutic doses
i hear ya. Interesting. Perhaps I might give that a try instead. -
2019-07-06 at 11:20 AM UTCIt works especially well if you have good days and bad days, because it's as close to an "as-needed" antidepressant as we're going to get, and you can take it only on bad days without messing up your good days.
As a matter of fact I wouldn't recommend taking it every day.
It's not terribly expensive but with repeated usage it will be, as tolerance rises fast and withdrawal sucks hard if you take high doses for long periods of time
Honestly if you're well managed on what you're doing now, I'd probably stay away. It's good to have as a last resort though, and it sucks that it will probably be banned within the next couple years
I only take it because I'd rather die than set foot in another mental health facility
and, well, I like to get high sometimes tooThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-07-06 at 12:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox It works especially well if you have good days and bad days, because it's as close to an "as-needed" antidepressant as we're going to get, and you can take it only on bad days without messing up your good days.
As a matter of fact I wouldn't recommend taking it every day.
It's not terribly expensive but with repeated usage it will be, as tolerance rises fast and withdrawal sucks hard if you take high doses for long periods of time
Honestly if you're well managed on what you're doing now, I'd probably stay away. It's good to have as a last resort though, and it sucks that it will probably be banned within the next couple years
I only take it because I'd rather die than set foot in another mental health facility
and, well, I like to get high sometimes too
Thanks so much for the info. I appreciate that buddy. -
2019-07-06 at 2:06 PM UTCThe tianeptinе cancels out the kratom.
