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  1. #21
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by totse3.com I have windows closed and a small one room air purifier we keep moving around. it's helped a little bit but I may have caught the flu at the same time. or like I mentioned.. perhaps.. just perhaps.. something really fucked up had burned. But this isn't something someone says with the serious lost of people and loved ones.

    Was it the power company again (as suggested) or did someone look into last years fires (again, near winter time? just too weird) and set this up. think of a giant warehouse (if one existed in paradise) and filled it with shit to poison people as a test or a soft attack.. OK that's conspiracy theory on Alex Jones level of what would say crazy or fear mongering. but a test. and a softkill.

    who's testing the air. is it FEMA that is responsible. even if What I'm saying is extreme.. is say it because it's not that shocking to think.

    like the Avian Flu.. realistic outbreak or an experiment .. people wearing masks .. I See this from now on.. whether they're asian or russian looking slavs or whatever.. I'm putting one on. You ever see me with a N95 or surgeon style mask on.. you might want to as well. Though it might just be "Allergies" .. (of what) it's because I spotted others.

    might as well wear it year round?

    9.11 "oh the air is fine.. keep digging first responders and volunteer"

    emphysema and lung cancers left and right. they believe by 2020 nearly 10000 cases. it's already exceeded 3000 which is more than the original death count. in 17 years another 3000 have fallen ill which has been proven to be 9.11 related (or clinical tests have strongly suggested)

    Who's monitoring our air out here. Also.. Fukushima and the 1970s dropping of radioactive waste off the farallon islands?

    Marin County has 4-5 times the rate of Breast Cancers of any county in any state of the Nation. since the 1970s it's doubled. 4 times more than any other place in the USA or 4 times the average.

    Wu-Tang Clan Ain't Nuttin ta Fuck Wit
  2. #22
    Ghost Black Hole
  3. #23
    totse3.com Space Nigga
    Originally posted by mmQ Wu-Tang Clan Ain't Nuttin ta Fuck Wit

    Weather Underground

    W-TC
    WTC

    think about it. they're out of Chicago I think( maybe New York) but my understanding is WU Weather Underground.

    I didn't know they were known to be a real gang and have ties to murder and drug pushing.. then 4 of them started singing and BING BANG BAM! Made more money (prolly) singing and going semi-legit!
  4. #24
    Lanny Bird of Courage
    Originally posted by totse3.com I have windows closed and a small one room air purifier we keep moving around. it's helped a little bit but I may have caught the flu at the same time. or like I mentioned.. perhaps.. just perhaps.. something really fucked up had burned. But this isn't something someone says with the serious lost of people and loved ones.

    Was it the power company again (as suggested) or did someone look into last years fires (again, near winter time? just too weird) and set this up. think of a giant warehouse (if one existed in paradise) and filled it with shit to poison people as a test or a soft attack.. OK that's conspiracy theory on Alex Jones level of what would say crazy or fear mongering. but a test. and a softkill.

    who's testing the air. is it FEMA that is responsible. even if What I'm saying is extreme.. is say it because it's not that shocking to think.

    like the Avian Flu.. realistic outbreak or an experiment .. people wearing masks .. I See this from now on.. whether they're asian or russian looking slavs or whatever.. I'm putting one on. You ever see me with a N95 or surgeon style mask on.. you might want to as well. Though it might just be "Allergies" .. (of what) it's because I spotted others.

    might as well wear it year round?

    9.11 "oh the air is fine.. keep digging first responders and volunteer"

    emphysema and lung cancers left and right. they believe by 2020 nearly 10000 cases. it's already exceeded 3000 which is more than the original death count. in 17 years another 3000 have fallen ill which has been proven to be 9.11 related (or clinical tests have strongly suggested)

    Who's monitoring our air out here. Also.. Fukushima and the 1970s dropping of radioactive waste off the farallon islands?

    Marin County has 4-5 times the rate of Breast Cancers of any county in any state of the Nation. since the 1970s it's doubled. 4 times more than any other place in the USA or 4 times the average.

    I think the fact that you're sick and the air is filled with burned houses and shit is a more likely explanation of why you're feeling bad than international chemical warfare.
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  6. #26
    totse3.com Space Nigga
    Originally posted by Lanny I think the fact that you're sick and the air is filled with burned houses and shit is a more likely explanation of why you're feeling bad than international chemical warfare.

    Be laid back and worry nothing little one. keep thinking America is strong and you and everyone has a future while the rest of the world is buying us up into little sections.

    little by little. more and more each day. there is no America.. it's either Big Brother Globalization or Little Bromo Globalization that will end this nation in the next 20-30 years.

    the blame lies on you if it happens. especially if your teeth are falling out in 20 years and your gums are bleeding and you weigh 85 pounds with in
    inoporative cancer :(
  7. #27
    totse3.com Space Nigga
    BTW this will go for Mexico and Canada as well. Asia and the Middle east will own all of us one day. not just the USA
  8. #28
    Ghost Black Hole
    That's what we get for not being white power
  9. #29
    totse3.com Space Nigga
    Originally posted by Ghost That's what we get for not being white power

    American POWER, PAL

    This Antiquated bias over skin color is just retarded.
  10. #30
    HampTheToker African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Lanny unless you've been posting under an alt for a while and I just didn't realize, in which case I apologize

    Lol nah, just life. I stay busy. The last year has been pretty rough, actually. My mom is in very poor health, and we're not sure if she'll make it through the holidays. I get through most days alright, but sometimes the most random things make me lose my shit. I'm not ready to lose my mom.

    I'm glad you've kept the space ghetto alive, though. Hopefully, I should have a little more free time to grace y'all nigganauts with my presence.
  11. #31
    totse3.com Space Nigga
    Originally posted by HampTheToker Lol nah, just life. I stay busy. The last year has been pretty rough, actually. My mom is in very poor health, and we're not sure if she'll make it through the holidays. I get through most days alright, but sometimes the most random things make me lose my shit. I'm not ready to lose my mom.

    I'm glad you've kept the space ghetto alive, though. Hopefully, I should have a little more free time to grace y'all nigganauts with my presence.

    Sorry to hear you're going through this, Hamp. My mother is getting older and for the past month or so has looked like she lost weight. more wrinkles. I took photos of her last month, she looked great and this past time I saw her I started to feel worried. I hate going over there but do so now. It's painful but you have to do this. Shit and now I have to get back to work too. everything thrown at you the same time, Sinus infection, an open wound opened up on my leg that I had a previous injury from, im broke, lost my job but thankfully got another, my mom is getting old and I have little money for christmas this year.


    but it's about our parents and them in their sunset years.
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  12. #32
    HampTheToker African Astronaut
    Originally posted by totse3.com Sorry to hear you're going through this, Hamp. My mother is getting older and for the past month or so has looked like she lost weight. more wrinkles. I took photos of her last month, she looked great and this past time I saw her I started to feel worried. I hate going over there but do so now. It's painful but you have to do this. Shit and now I have to get back to work too. everything thrown at you the same time, Sinus infection, an open wound opened up on my leg that I had a previous injury from, im broke, lost my job but thankfully got another, my mom is getting old and I have little money for christmas this year.


    but it's about our parents and them in their sunset years.

    My mom's been dealing with the aftermath of diverticulitis for a few years now. She's suffered through shit that would break most people I know. She's lost probably thirty pounds in the last few weeks. A few months ago we were told that her stomach is being pulled through one of the hernias in her gut and that eventually it will become choked off and the dying tissue will set up infection that will eventually kill her. She's too high risk for anyone to even attempt to repair it surgically. I guess, the bright side is that she doesn't seem to be in too much pain, so at least she isn't suffering a painful death. I just hope she passes peacefully like my grandmother.

    It sucks. She's not perfect, but she's the best person that I know, and I hate watching her waste away like this. She deserves so much more than what life has dealt her.
  13. #33
    totse3.com Space Nigga
    Originally posted by HampTheToker My mom's been dealing with the aftermath of diverticulitis for a few years now. She's suffered through shit that would break most people I know. She's lost probably thirty pounds in the last few weeks. A few months ago we were told that her stomach is being pulled through one of the hernias in her gut and that eventually it will become choked off and the dying tissue will set up infection that will eventually kill her. She's too high risk for anyone to even attempt to repair it surgically. I guess, the bright side is that she doesn't seem to be in too much pain, so at least she isn't suffering a painful death. I just hope she passes peacefully like my grandmother.

    It sucks. She's not perfect, but she's the best person that I know, and I hate watching her waste away like this. She deserves so much more than what life has dealt her.

    If you dont' mind.. is she elderly like in her 80s or 90s?

    This doesn't sound like it would be painless. stomach pushing out a hernia (which is basically a ulceration or torn tissue of the lining of the GI tract if I'm not mistaken.

    high risk or not, it's better then just dying. can't they go in with minimal invasive surgery and push it back in and then stitch the hernia?
  14. #34
    Originally posted by totse3.com but it's about our parents and them in their sunset years.

    im surprised white people take care of their parents in their old days.

    this is not supposed to happen.
  15. #35
    HampTheToker African Astronaut
    Originally posted by totse3.com If you dont' mind.. is she elderly like in her 80s or 90s?

    This doesn't sound like it would be painless. stomach pushing out a hernia (which is basically a ulceration or torn tissue of the lining of the GI tract if I'm not mistaken.

    high risk or not, it's better then just dying. can't they go in with minimal invasive surgery and push it back in and then stitch the hernia?

    She's been a smoker for most of her life. They're afraid her lungs wouldn't be able to handle being put under because of it. To make matters worse, she has a lot of scar tissue in that area which only makes any gastrointestinal procedure that much more complicated. She's only 55 years old.

    They have her on 100mg doses of morphine, so she's not feeling much of anything. She's been pain managed for years now, so her tolerance is insane.


    Originally posted by vindicktive vinny im surprised white people take care of their parents in their old days.

    this is not supposed to happen.

    Lol ok. I'm not even going to get started comparing races. Clearly, you could use the education, but I don't know you. I've already expended the fraction of a fuck that I could muster just to say that urine idiot.
  16. #36
    totse3.com Space Nigga
    55 years old?

    She's a middle aged kid. that sounds like 80 years old or plus. even mid 70s maybe.
    I'm sorry this is happening to her and you and your sibs or family

    Vinny the fuck is wrong with you. who doesn't take care or at least watch mom more and more ?
  17. #37
    Aw, haha this thread is still going?
  18. #38
    HampTheToker African Astronaut
    Originally posted by totse3.com who doesn't take care or at least watch mom more and more ?

    People who were raised on ramen and ate their cereal with water because mom was too busy smoking crack to buy milk.
  19. #39
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by -mal- Aw, haha this thread is still going?

    Nope.
  20. #40
    HampTheToker African Astronaut
    Originally posted by -mal- Aw, haha this thread is still going?

    It just seems that way.
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