I had a seizure lol

1. 2018-10-10 at 4:02 PM UTC

   #21
   

   Sophie Pedophile Tech Support

   Originally posted by Jυicebox I don't know if the hallucinations, numbness, paranoia and sense of impending doom were an aura, an effect of such a high dose of T-PAIN with low tolerance, or a mild case of DTs. It could've been an aura, but I don't think so, it seemed like it was too powerful to be an aura.
   
   I didn't get the heavy body feeling, but I got everything else there. Except the colors and shapes were only in purple and grey. And i had the feeling like THEY WERE GOING TO GET ME but I've had that happen enough to know my brain was just fucking with me.
   
   
   
   I got this the first few times I've used opioids, but now it only happens if I IV morphine.
   
   
   
   I haven't heard of anyone else that gets the off-key music either, and it's extremely unnerving. It's like our brains know EXACTLY how to fuck with us when they want/need to.
   
   
   
   I only had this a few times, as a kid, never as an adult. I think they call it "the unspeakable horrors" because it's usually difficult for the person experiencing it to describe what exactly is going on. Like the scene changes too quickly to really get a good look at any of it, you just know it's unpleasant. I think DietPiano talked about this happening to him a bit

   
   Yeah man for sure. Personally i don't think i have these things quite as severe as you have some times, they only seem to occur rarely, and often when they do occur it has to do with drugs or me not sleeping for a long while. Frankly, i'm glad these things don't happen to me often. With the exception of the weird hypnagogia stuff i mentioned, those type of 'episodes' for want of a better term are the most recurring, probably once a week i'll have some freaky hypnagogia stuff happen, with varying degrees of intensity.
   
   In any event i'm glad we can just discuss these things together. Sorry for not really responding to the OP in depth, but mental health in general is interesting and i wanted to share some of my experiences.
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2. 2018-10-10 at 4:39 PM UTC

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   infinityshock Black Hole
   I want to stick my dick into someone in the middle of a grand mal seizure
3. 2018-10-11 at 9:39 PM UTC

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   BummyMofo African Astronaut
   What is TPain?
   
   Also, sorry OP. I have had seizures since I was 15, before I ever did any drugs or alcohol at all. If you can stop using and prevent the seizures, I'd highly recommend it.
4. 2018-10-11 at 9:42 PM UTC

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   mmQ Lisa Turtle

   Originally posted by BummyMofo What is TPain?

   
   A rapper
5. 2018-10-12 at 6:02 PM UTC

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   BummyMofo African Astronaut

   Originally posted by mmQ A rapper

   
   I know stupid. That makes no sense in this topic's context.
6. 2018-10-12 at 6:04 PM UTC

   #26
   

   -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
   You just legally sold your soul to the Devil.
7. 2018-10-12 at 6:32 PM UTC

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   mmQ Lisa Turtle

   Originally posted by BummyMofo I know stupid. That makes no sense in this topic's context.

   
   He's based outta Tallahassee FL.
8. 2018-10-14 at 4:13 AM UTC

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   Rizzo in a box African Astronaut [the rapidly lightproof ovariectomy]
   you get used to seizures eventually you can even control them
9. 2018-10-14 at 6:07 AM UTC

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   Glokula's Homabla African Astronaut
   LOL!
10. 2018-12-13 at 2:14 PM UTC

    #30
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Not sure if I had another one last night, had the same sort of dream last night but this time it didn't wake me up
    
    felt pretty fucked up when I did wake up, but nowhere near as bad as when I made the OP
    
    So I either had another one that wasn't as bad or just dreamt about having one
    
    In the same dream, aldra somehow banned me from the entire internet. Any site I would go to would have a variation of
    
    "fucking banned from fucking here too, fucking faggot
    
    -aldra"
    
    And then I would have a seizure trying to type in another website, and when I finally managed to get to another website a variation of the above would appear, with a large number of occurrences of the word "fucking"
    
    That was fucking weird. I'm guessing I've gotten away with tianеptine abuse for too long and it's starting to catch up with me
    
    I don't use it with any regularity anymore, but I occasionally buy it while blackout drunk and then binge on it
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11. 2018-12-13 at 2:30 PM UTC

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    RisiR † 29 Autism

    Originally posted by Jυicebox "fucking banned from fucking here too, fucking faggot
    
    -aldra"

    
    Typical aldra. Are you sure it was a dream?
12. 2018-12-13 at 2:31 PM UTC

    #32
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Also, get well brother. I hope you get better soon.
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13. 2018-12-13 at 2:36 PM UTC

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    tee hee hee Naturally Camouflaged [slangily complete this slumberer]

    Originally posted by RisiR † Typical aldra. Are you sure it was a dream?

    
    I didn't realize aldra was so powerful on the Internet.
    
    
    
    *Note to self: seduce aldra to reap benefits of his powers(!!!)
14. 2018-12-13 at 2:39 PM UTC

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    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Not just on the internet.
15. 2018-12-13 at 2:44 PM UTC

    #35
    tee hee hee Naturally Camouflaged [slangily complete this slumberer]
    Oh!
16. 2018-12-13 at 3:14 PM UTC

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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

    Originally posted by NARCassist then you'll have a crash while having a seizure obvs.
    
    
    
    .

    
    either that or heaps sick spontaneous stunts
17. 2019-01-05 at 12:17 PM UTC

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    VagrantHateSpike Yung Blood

    Originally posted by Jυicebox I quit taking T-PAIN about a week ago, but in the week of blackout drinking that followed, I apparently bought another 5g of it, among other things. I had been drinking a six pack a night at minimum for a few months
    
    Last night I took my usual "let's get fucked up" dose of .5g, which was only moderately high by my standards, but didn't drink at all.
    
    I laid down to go to sleep and had all these fucked up hallucinations that I assumed were hypnogogia, and heard a voice ask me "Do you really want to die?" I said, yeah, sure. Then it said "are you sure?" and I said "yes"
    
    So then I had this sequence of hallucinations of letters being signed and shit like that, and I passed out.
    
    I had a dream that I remember being really fucked up but can't quite remember, and at the end of it I was sitting in a chair on a laptop when suddenly I lost control of my body and had extremely violent uncontrollable shakes. The laptop screen came off in my hands and I woke up, still shaking for a couple seconds and then it stopped
    
    Indistinct open eye hallucinations faded in and out for a few seconds, then disappeared. My eyes were all teared up, I couldn't focus my eyes or read very well for a few minutes, and I forgot everything I read instantly for a few minutes. I'm assuming this was a seizure. I got up to take a piss and it was the color of Monster. All the rest of the night my dreams were fucked up, but T-PAIN has always done that to me. REM rebound from cessation of alcohol probably made it worse though
    
    My question is, could it have been caused by the T-PAIN? I realize my tolerance would've gone down but I didn't think it would be completely eliminated. Or was it more likely to be alcohol withdrawal and dehydration, with the T-PAIN possibly the thing that sent me over the threshold? I still don't feel quite right, maybe 90%.

    
    Some horrible person I know fed a 16yo darknet tier meth, xanax and T-PAIN. she also took 1.2grams of seroquel without his knowledge, dumb bitch. She sat down to smoke a bong but instead he watched her observe some horrible hallucination crawl from the corner, up the wall, directly above her head. pure fear. she then entered a violent seizure wherein she vomited in her mouth, laying on her back. lucky that horrible cunt was there to put her in the recovery position. She had also been seeing things all day more or less completely psychotic as far as he could tell. That cunt has since quit meth and is having serious thought of bettering himself, I hear
18. 2019-01-05 at 5:19 PM UTC

    #38
    WE SMOOTH African Astronaut
    T-PAIN is for fattehs.
19. 2019-01-05 at 5:36 PM UTC

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    GGG victim of incest [my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]

    Originally posted by WE SMOOTH T-PAIN is for fattehs.

    
    I think opiate addiction is cheaper now.
20. 2019-01-05 at 8:37 PM UTC

    #40
    Mewsik African Astronaut [diagonally photosensitise my summation]
    This is all very sad 😢
    
    I hope you get better OP ...