2018-10-10 at 4:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox
I don't know if the hallucinations, numbness, paranoia and sense of impending doom were an aura, an effect of such a high dose of T-PAIN with low tolerance, or a mild case of DTs. It could've been an aura, but I don't think so, it seemed like it was too powerful to be an aura.
I didn't get the heavy body feeling, but I got everything else there. Except the colors and shapes were only in purple and grey. And i had the feeling like THEY WERE GOING TO GET ME but I've had that happen enough to know my brain was just fucking with me.
I got this the first few times I've used opioids, but now it only happens if I IV morphine.
I haven't heard of anyone else that gets the off-key music either, and it's extremely unnerving. It's like our brains know EXACTLY how to fuck with us when they want/need to.
I only had this a few times, as a kid, never as an adult. I think they call it "the unspeakable horrors" because it's usually difficult for the person experiencing it to describe what exactly is going on. Like the scene changes too quickly to really get a good look at any of it, you just know it's unpleasant. I think DietPiano talked about this happening to him a bit
Yeah man for sure. Personally i don't think i have these things quite as severe as you have some times, they only seem to occur rarely, and often when they do occur it has to do with drugs or me not sleeping for a long while. Frankly, i'm glad these things don't happen to me often. With the exception of the weird hypnagogia stuff i mentioned, those type of 'episodes' for want of a better term are the most recurring, probably once a week i'll have some freaky hypnagogia stuff happen, with varying degrees of intensity.
In any event i'm glad we can just discuss these things together. Sorry for not really responding to the OP in depth, but mental health in general is interesting and i wanted to share some of my experiences.
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2018-10-10 at 4:39 PM UTC
I want to stick my dick into someone in the middle of a grand mal seizure
2018-10-11 at 9:39 PM UTC
What is TPain?
Also, sorry OP. I have had seizures since I was 15, before I ever did any drugs or alcohol at all. If you can stop using and prevent the seizures, I'd highly recommend it.
2018-10-12 at 6:04 PM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
You just legally sold your soul to the Devil.
2018-10-14 at 4:13 AM UTC
you get used to seizures eventually you can even control them
2018-12-13 at 2:14 PM UTC
Not sure if I had another one last night, had the same sort of dream last night but this time it didn't wake me up
felt pretty fucked up when I did wake up, but nowhere near as bad as when I made the OP
So I either had another one that wasn't as bad or just dreamt about having one
In the same dream, aldra somehow banned me from the entire internet. Any site I would go to would have a variation of
"fucking banned from fucking here too, fucking faggot
-aldra"
And then I would have a seizure trying to type in another website, and when I finally managed to get to another website a variation of the above would appear, with a large number of occurrences of the word "fucking"
That was fucking weird. I'm guessing I've gotten away with tianеptine abuse for too long and it's starting to catch up with me
I don't use it with any regularity anymore, but I occasionally buy it while blackout drunk and then binge on it
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2018-12-13 at 2:31 PM UTC
Also, get well brother. I hope you get better soon.
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2018-12-13 at 2:39 PM UTC
Not just on the internet.
2019-01-05 at 8:37 PM UTC
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
This is all very sad 😢
I hope you get better OP ...