2024-09-27 at 1:49 PM UTC
CandyRein is feeling excited about visiting the wetlands soon
2024-09-27 at 2:02 PM UTC
Im feeling like i could possibly telekinetically cockslap everyone at the moment, simultaneously.
2024-09-27 at 2:20 PM UTC
Spaced out, slowly cleaning and doing my skincare. I booked an event for tomorrow night and it isn't something I'm into but I want to be around people and there'll be alcohol.
2024-09-27 at 2:27 PM UTC
Im a little tired. I am probably quite insane, but not really violent and have no ill will towards most people, most of the time.
I kind of want to transform into some kind of god or deity when i die in order to guide humanity and also play pranks on them occassionally. Sometimes i wonder if god himself is possessing me directly. im probably just crazy.
i had a dream i could control things through shadows. or umbrakinesis... and i could control sounds by hearing them, including thunder. i also was able to control people telekinetically by watching a live video of them, hundreds at a time even. i think years of sleep deprivation made it hard to tell when im awake or dreaming sometimes. i must be insane. i want some kind of spirituality. but im stuck in this rut in life like a hole thats difficult to climb out of. the doctors ran all kinds of tests but could not determine that i was schizophrenic. i suppose they put it down to insomnia. close enough i guess.
i feel happy usually but really bored often times. sex got boring i xompletely lost interest in it and the insomnia made it impossible to trust anyone so i have no one to talk to usually.
guess i have to build stuff. i collected some plant matter to extract oxalic acid from. bleh
tired
2024-09-27 at 2:58 PM UTC
Candy Rain is eager to make a fire tonight and roast marshmallows
2024-09-27 at 3:46 PM UTC
Candy Rein is feeling like a short, fat negro.
2024-09-27 at 3:52 PM UTC
Candy Rein is feeling like one of the thickest bitches in the sticks.
2024-09-27 at 4:42 PM UTC
Damn y’all really spending y’all Friday obsessing over me lol
2024-09-27 at 4:44 PM UTC
Ot
Excited about tonight ❤️😇
Got some really really nice plans this Friday night😏❤️
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2024-09-27 at 5:25 PM UTC
Feeling alright, glad it's Friday. Finna be broke as fuck getting my car fixed but it is what it is
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2024-09-27 at 5:27 PM UTC
I'll be taking my car to the shop in the morning for a full synthetic oil change and tire rotation.
2024-09-27 at 10:44 PM UTC
I'll be getting my oil changed soon, I've neglected my ride and I'm trying to get it taken care of. I'm going to stay on the upkeep now that I can afford to. I'm grateful it's still running. I want it to stay that way.
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2024-09-27 at 11:53 PM UTC
I'm going to weigh myself tomorrow
2024-09-28 at 12:04 AM UTC
toasty. got beer. feeling like theres two kinds of racism. one is a language of rebellion, the other is a mental state of being belligerent and judgemental.
or maybe i never feel anything and just fool myself into thinking i do. as long as they continue having difficulty with their pseudoscience i guess its all good
2024-09-28 at 7:46 AM UTC
Exhilarated to have such great friends. Good night everybody. :)
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2024-09-28 at 9:15 AM UTC
fuck, i went psycho again last night from the alcohol. i think its cause im part native american. my mom used to do some psycho stuff even though she didnt drink. id seen her screaming and crying, hitting herself in the head and banging her head into the wall. she was a good person and didnt go crazy often but it was pretty bad when she did.
jesus titty fucking christ i lost my mind last night. i gotta quit drinking.
the faggot government here made it so you have to have a license to grow weed though, and you have to be wealthy to get a license.
i hate texas so much