Oh boy oh boy. So I saw this counselor for the 2nd time last night, which is the first time I've gone to a counselor more than one time in a row. I like her. Not LIKE, like her, but we have a good vibe together. The funny thing is we just barely touched on the tip of my life's iceberg tonight and I don't think she has any idea what she's getting into.
Now, that's not to say I'm super unique or something she hasn't dealt with, but I'm not your generic brand of depressed person dealing with basic stressors of life. There's so much, I'm scared to overwhelm HER, when I'm the one who typically feels overwhelmed. I don't know. It's gonna be interesting.
The scenario has already ran through my mind trust me. She's a digit above average looking, petite, ripe for an office desk fuck. This is something I'd never try to instigate unless I felt it. Truth be told I know nothing about her- relationship status, kids, etc. On the side of common sense I'm going to go ahead and assume I'm not going to wind up having a MALICIOUS sexual relationship with her.
Originally posted by Discount Whore
Do you realize that everybody who goes to her probably thinks something similar? I mean really. To think you're going to *overwhelm* her? What hubris.
I'm basing it off of her reactions, as subtle as she tried to make them. Like I said, I'm not saying I'm the "special snowflake" I'm just saying I'm not her ordinary cheerio. I don't get myself, and I think there's a lot more to me than I've ever understood. Don't take it wrong. I'm extraordinary. I'm not an anomaly. I'm not something of which the likes have never BEAN SEEN. I am simply saying I have a rather sordid past that is confounding to me and I've never dealt with it myself, let alone a complete stranger, and on top of it I'm not simply a standard depressed person.
FUCKKKK. Maybe I am. See? Maybe I have no idea. Maybe she hears this shit every day. Maybe I am like everyone else. Maybe that's my problem. I am the most basic ass fuck. I'm selfish, see? I want to feel important. I want to have significance. I want to know that I have value. And, I feel I do, despite my shortcomings. It's very complex, to me.
I don't know what the government was trying to achieve with the new packets cos I prefer them to the branded packs. The dark green/almost black is far more stylish. Even the rizla packs you get with backy are the plain dark colour
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Okay here's my day... Haven't slept cuz WHERES THE MONEY!!!!!!! AT the bank at 5am cuz WHERES THE MONEY!!! I try to go in to use the machine and some fucking spic wetback Mexican is mopping the bloody carpet and WONT FUCKING MOVE!!!! I nearly Broke the mop over his dumb head.
I withdrawal so much cash that i can't even close my wallet.. The machine only dispenses 20's not 50's or 100's.
On my way home I try to pick up some cola at the store except its hidden behind the sprite in a corner with a CLOTHES RACK selling marijuana shirts right up against it and I fucking knock it over.
Managed to go home and sleep till 7. Woke up tried to pay my phone bill but the mobile company website crashed and burned as soon as I use it.
So now I have no WiFi all day.
I spent 15 minutes trying to make a payment... Spilled a gallon of milk rushing out he door.. Missed my bus..
Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher
Grizzly wintergreen was my favorite for most of my life but after three years of it in high school and another year and a half of it on the job I had to find something else
Grizzly straight is good but seems weaker than the other two
Post last edited by Hash Slinging Slasher at 2016-12-20T04:40:22.781395+00:00
I get grizzly straight when im in brokeboy mode which is why i got a can earlier
Also its mild on the gums so its a nice change of pace
