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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-07-18 at 4:06 PM UTCMadness comes, and madness goes
An insane place, with insane moves
Battles without, for battles within
Where evil lives and evil rules
Breaking them up, just breaking them in
Quickest way out, quickest relief wins
Never disclose, never betray
Cease to speak or cease to breathe
And when you kill a man, you're a murderer
Kill many, and you're a conqueror
Kill them all … ooh … you're a God!
Ladies and Gentlemen of the jury. Have you reached a verdict?
Yes, we have Your Honour. We find the defendant guilty on all counts for crimes against all humanity!
By virtue of the jury's decision and the power vested in me by the State, I hereby sentence you to be incarcerated with no possibility of parole… for life.
Life?? What do ya mean life? I ain't got a life!!
Boy! Your soul better belong to Jesus! Hmm-mmm. 'cause your ass belongs to me!
Captive honour ain't no honour!
No time for questions
No time for the games
Start kicking ass and taking down the names
A long shit-list
A shorter fuse
He is untouchable and guarantees you'll lose!
Captive honour ain't no honour
Inside the big house
His nightmare unfolds
Before he got there
His manpussy was sold
Black blanket welcome
This tough-guy's now a bitch
Praying for death
It can't be worse than this!!
Captive honour ain't no honour! -
2015-07-18 at 4:23 PM UTCmegadeth > metallica
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2015-07-19 at 12:21 AM UTCI've actually been going outside this week. Working on my prolonged exposure therapy for my ptsd. Went and saw a movie by myself the other day.Didn't freak out like I thought I would.
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2015-07-19 at 12:55 AM UTCand I've been using my vape a good bit. settled on Bannanna berry as my fave e juice
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2015-07-19 at 2:18 AM UTCHave you ever tried phenibut? That could put some bravery in you like no other. It would be great for exposure therapy. The effect from GABA-B agonism and a variety of other positive effects is very distinct, I highly recommend that everyone trial it. Most of you would be surprised you had been missing out on such a novel experience from a drug.
Hardly anyone is using it the way it's intended when prescribed. Try this regimen, wrote about my experience with it there: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/38thnd/is_there_any_medication_that_does_what_phenibut/crxya7i
Very cheap to try out, free shipping too: https://liftmode.com/phenibut-crystal-granules-40-grams-1-41-oz-99-8-pure-fblm.html
The difference between large and fine crystals is that the large ones are better if you aren't capping them due to having less surface area, making the bitter/acidic taste less pronounced, although I never had a problem with the taste. -
2015-07-19 at 2:35 AM UTCThanks Malice, I'm goign to order some come payday
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2015-07-19 at 4:12 AM UTCMy life is falling apart, I'm going through a major depressive episode, creeping thoughts of suicide. Things have been fucking rough with the missus. I feel like I'm about to lose everything. I want to die in a freak accident so Cassidy can get a nice settlement and life insurance and get on with her life.
Well, shit has finally began to hit the rotary ocillator and I being pelleted with a fine mist of bat guano. . My grandmother is showing more noticable signs of alzheimers. Luckily I talked to her later on after her batshit episode and realizes what Im saying is real. Malice, you got any ideas? I could use your autism powers right now. She doesnt want to bring it up with doctors and is willing to try shit now shes having such a cognitive decline. Im gonna try and get her to try the piracetam again but you think of anything else? Shes forgetting whole pieces of the day and shit she says and she cant even remember so extremely memorable times Id thought would have been impossible to forget. She loses everything… besides that fact that shes fucking nuts and its sad, I need to fix this shit for my own sanity because I cant live with this level of looney toons shit.
My great grandmother was on aricept (donepezil) before she died. It helped a lot. -
2015-07-19 at 4:39 AM UTCSo...she's going to be available? I mean, you'll probably want someone to help her out with things, provide emotional support, you know.
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2015-07-19 at 5:01 AM UTC
So…she's going to be available? I mean, you'll probably want someone to help her out with things, provide emotional support, you know.
Yes, I would be honored if my wife is the one who turns you into a man. Well I'd be dead, but you know what I mean. -
2015-07-19 at 5:11 AM UTC;_;
This depresses me. Our lives are so sad. Hey, you're in the pharmaceutical industry, would it be easier for you than most to be prescribed and MAOI? Have any good connections? Try Nardil and you'll be a new man. Or we could put together a group buy for NSI-189, which would only be around $6.6 per gram, a 3 month cycle only consuming about 8 grams. PoC and Casper could use some as well.
The only thing I have to cheer me up is my 120 oz kimchi container full of turbo yeast and sugar water making a repetitive noise from the airlock, with a satisfying fizzing up close. Boy, that stuff is really vigorous, started producing CO2 really quickly. It's reminiscent of the feeling of being captivated by a science experiment as a child. Can't wait to see what it does once I add MSG. -
2015-07-19 at 5:57 AM UTC
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I have no connections. The only time I asked for a script from a doctor I work with I needed and asked for some phenergan and he wouldn't even give me that. I got bentyl instead. My primary doctor couldn't give two shits about my job, my shrink is about to start me on antipsychotics again.
This depresses me. Our lives are so sad. Hey, you're in the pharmaceutical industry, would it be easier for you than most to be prescribed and MAOI? Have any good connections? Try Nardil and you'll be a new man. Or we could put together a group buy for NSI-189, which would only be around $6.6 per gram, a 3 month cycle only consuming about 8 grams. PoC and Casper could use some as well.
The only thing I have to cheer me up is my 120 oz kimchi container full of turbo yeast and sugar water making a repetitive noise from the airlock, with a satisfying fizzing up close. Boy, that stuff is really vigorous, started producing CO2 really quickly. It's reminiscent of the feeling of being captivated by a science experiment as a child. Can't wait to see what it does once I add MSG.
Confession time: When I was in the hospital a few months ago and had to get surgery, it was because of compartment syndrome caused by a DVT in my leg. They had to do an emergency fasciotomy because they couldn't find a pulse even with a doppler ultrasound. It was from shooting T-PAIN. I just went through 5g of T-PAIN in about 36 hours. The shit is like crack, the urge to redose is way stronger than heroin or any other opiate I've had. Hydromorphone is probably the closest, but it's still nowhere near as bad. -
2015-07-19 at 6:10 AM UTCWoah, I actually did help lead you to your doom. I mean, you went that far down the path yourself, but I think you would be happy for me, having the knowledge that I helped alter the course of someone's life in a strange way, which brings some...something.
Wow, it's interesting to hear that T-PAIN can be so addictive from someone with extensive drug use. And you also confirmed the severe dangers it can have IV'd, even in pure form and with harm reduction techniques. This is a great case study, you will be a warning for future generations.
That sounds awful. If you want help getting off, this was a very interesting finding, which I've mentioned somewhere: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3c964q/glialcell_line_derived_neurotrophic_factor/
Sublingual royal jelly, oral has very poor bioavailability, and rancidity is an issue with fresh product: www.glorybee.com/shop/Lyophilized-Royal-Jelly-13323.html
I've also mentioned baclofen, structurally very similar to phenibut with one modification. Much more potent, and doesn't have the same problem with tolerance. It's been found to be remarkable effective for addiction in high doses. Brandmedicines has it for a very good price. -
2015-07-19 at 7:31 AM UTCI think there is something wrong with everyone here, something seriously fucking wrong
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2015-07-19 at 7:43 AM UTC^No shit, sherlock. §m£ÂgØL can tell you from dealing with my husband and I in T-PAIN wds.. they are bad. Weve been on the shit since january of last year and havent stopped. Our tolerance is way the fuck up. Recently Ive contemplated shooting it when things have been bad, but havent done that yet thankfully.
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2015-07-19 at 8:14 AM UTCHey, was wondering.. did you tell them it was T-PAIN? I pray this shit doesnt become hard to get... it really is the only thing that keeps us going, especially with the baby here now. That is fucked up that it happened because of that- I knew the shit didnt sound all that good to be shooting but Im glad you said something because the only reason it even crossed my mind to shoot was because you mentioned it was a good opiate rush a while back. Knowing this now, it wont be in my mind to do that again.
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2015-07-19 at 8:46 AM UTC
^No shit, sherlock. §m£ÂgØL can tell you from dealing with my husband and I in T-PAIN wds.. they are bad. Weve been on the shit since january of last year and havent stopped. Our tolerance is way the fuck up. Recently Ive contemplated shooting it when things have been bad, but havent done that yet thankfully.
Hahaha, this sounds like the exact same process people go through with heroin. A new generation of T-PAIN addicts, except instead of risking respiratory arrest you risk losing limbs. Did you ever see this?
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/26068549
T-PAIN prevents respiratory depression without affecting analgesic effect of opiates in conscious rats.
Pretty neat. If you ever do decide to IV, use polyethylene glycol and adjust the PH. I think I found a patent and showed it to 1337, noted that the solubility was much better at a certain PH. -
2015-07-19 at 6:18 PM UTC
^No shit, sherlock
*can hear your voice in your posts*
T-PAIN wd does look pretty bad though. They were basically bedridden. I became a little mexican maid, apron and all.
Only an apron, actually.
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2015-07-19 at 7:04 PM UTCSo I wanted to see if the piracetam/lsd interaction thing was true or just a bunch of BS so I tried it but then for some dumb reason was like "let's smoke a shit-ton of weed right before the peak" (not actually that much but my tolerance is non-existent so a lot for me) so now I don't really know if the piracetam had an effect or it was the weed :\. Crazy experience though, reminded me of some shit out of that movie where the dude becomes an amoeba or whatever, altered states I think it was. Very "primeval", was listening to music and every track sounded like some crazy tribal drumming. Also I had occasion to look at a bunch of CT scans a few months back and those were a weird recurring element. CT scans are actually kinda fucking creepy.
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2015-07-19 at 7:22 PM UTCI didnt know that, but I can tell you one thing T-PAIN does effect opiate tolerance too. In November I had a horrible time and could barely walk so I got morphine.. and after my baby was born I had percocets and dillys.. same dosages that should have helped considering I hadnt touched anything in a long time were worth jackshit. So, this shit does effect tolerance with opiates. I was pretty surprised by that, as I said it was a long time in between me doing any real opiates.
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2015-07-19 at 7:31 PM UTCAll my money is in pineapple juice bro
