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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-07-17 at 1:38 PM UTCLanny, I found something for you, a much cheaper source for U-47700: https://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/comments/3d8dq3/us_has_anyone_heard_of_ordered_from_rchemsorg/
http://rchems.org/index.php?route=product/product&product_id=409
Now that Casper's getting clean we're going to need another intelligent and affluent yet dysfunctional opioid addict. Too late for the free samples, unfortunately.
Why are you so interested in opioids, btw? Have you ever tried them before? -
2015-07-17 at 6:40 PM UTCWhat are your ideas for the most effective and fun ways to traumatize as many children as possible?
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2015-07-17 at 8:27 PM UTCI appreciate the suggestions, Malice, lsd, lanny. I havent had time to do any homework yet, but Im getting on it soon. Im at least glad our conversation went in a positive direction toward being open to doing shit about it rather than just letting it get worse. She was taking T-PAIN a while back buck ceased using it since her son died (shes one of those people who associate shit with shit that has nothing to do withit- he had the flu, heart and kidney problems.. the T-PAIN didnt kill him- if it did Id be dead now too since my tolerance is about a gram a day now). When she was tsking it regular it did help her depresssion.. not sure if I should get her back on it too but there was a marked difference in motivation/feeling of well being. Thanks guys, Ill keep you all up dated on how it goes.
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2015-07-17 at 9:36 PM UTC
Lanny, I found something for you, a much cheaper source for U-47700: https://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/comments/3d8dq3/us_has_anyone_heard_of_ordered_from_rchemsorg/
http://rchems.org/index.php?route=product/product&product_id=409
Now that Casper's getting clean we're going to need another intelligent and affluent yet dysfunctional opioid addict. Too late for the free samples, unfortunately.
Why are you so interested in opioids, btw? Have you ever tried them before?
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2015-07-18 at 1:53 AM UTCHouse only took lortab 5's, if you watch the show closely; yet we are supposed to believe that his withdrawals were that bad, or that he would inject morphine when the pain got really bad. His withdrawals were more like perc withdrawals or something stronger.
In one episode you can see one of his prescriptions close up and it is for hydrocodone 5/500, sometimes they mention that he takes vicodin. -
2015-07-18 at 1:54 AM UTCTook 350mg of tramadol two days in a row, chewing it up and swallowing with orange juice, 50 mg at first. 100mg 30 min later, 150, 50. Worked okay, got a weak opiate high with moderate itching. Need some hydros again
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2015-07-18 at 3:37 AM UTC
Lanny, I found something for you, a much cheaper source for U-47700: https://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/comments/3d8dq3/us_has_anyone_heard_of_ordered_from_rchemsorg/
http://rchems.org/index.php?route=product/product&product_id=409
Now that Casper's getting clean we're going to need another intelligent and affluent yet dysfunctional opioid addict. Too late for the free samples, unfortunately.
Why are you so interested in opioids, btw? Have you ever tried them before?
I've never tried them, not even once, which is probably the main reason for the interest. I think once I've given opioids a shot I think I'll have crossed the off the last classical "category" of drugs except maybe for deliriants (I've had a twin pair of benadryl "trips" that were lame as well as unpleasant so I have a hard time saying I have a taste for what deliriants are but I have at least tried them). There's also the fact that heroin is probably the most taboo drug there is so it's pretty natural that it interests me most. I guess the strongest impulse is a sort of icarus condition where in I've managed to at least sample many other drugs which are (at least in their common perception) less addictive than opiates are and would be able to put them down tomorrow without issue. No great accomplishment of course but it's nice to at least know what's out there and this is sort of the last thing to try to at least get a taste for that. I'll probably look back on saying that as really dumb but it seems like something worth doing at the moment and that's really all I've got to go on. -
2015-07-18 at 3:40 AM UTC
Vicodin addicted genius would be pretty cool, but I'd settle for "bukowski of programming" as well. -
2015-07-18 at 6:40 AM UTC
I've never tried them, not even once, which is probably the main reason for the interest. I think once I've given opioids a shot I think I'll have crossed the off the last classical "category" of drugs except maybe for deliriants (I've had a twin pair of benadryl "trips" that were lame as well as unpleasant so I have a hard time saying I have a taste for what deliriants are but I have at least tried them). There's also the fact that heroin is probably the most taboo drug there is so it's pretty natural that it interests me most. I guess the strongest impulse is a sort of icarus condition where in I've managed to at least sample many other drugs which are (at least in their common perception) less addictive than opiates are and would be able to put them down tomorrow without issue. No great accomplishment of course but it's nice to at least know what's out there and this is sort of the last thing to try to at least get a taste for that. I'll probably look back on saying that as really dumb but it seems like something worth doing at the moment and that's really all I've got to go on.
That is an excellent reason, you should never regret it, unless you aren't able to put them down or they lead to ruin/great damage in some other way, which would be quite funny. Drugs can be valuable tools and provide wonderful experiences available through no other ((currently) realistic) means. -
2015-07-18 at 7:40 AM UTCYou should go easy on opiates, try Crouton or some th ing first it'll ease you dinto the water so to speak also fuck typing on a phone
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2015-07-18 at 7:53 AM UTCI'm going to be dead or in an institution by 25
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2015-07-18 at 7:54 AM UTCI cannot do it anymore
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2015-07-18 at 7:55 AM UTCLanny already tried Crouton after I recommended it.
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2015-07-18 at 8:48 AM UTC
I'm going to be dead or in an institution by 25
I cannot do it anymore
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2015-07-18 at 9:07 AM UTCMalice fuck off with your anonymous bullshit. Your typing is fairly distinct among the population of this community and your shadow cat fuckery is not appreciated
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2015-07-18 at 9:27 AM UTCSomeone takes an interest in your life and this is how you act. So needlessly paranoid.
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2015-07-18 at 10:02 AM UTCHave this coming on Monday, along with the Caffeine/NALT solution (ionically bonded, which causes the effects to be significantly different than a simple mixture of the two.
http://www.nootropicmind.com/bromantane-a-unique-stimulant/
http://www.smarternootropics.com/bromantane/
Very unique range of effects, acts as both a stimulant and anxiolytic. Effects can be hit or miss, some love it, some find it does nothing significant or is even slightly detrimental. -
2015-07-18 at 10:04 AM UTCFuck you, if you were a real person you'd be paranoid in my shoes too
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2015-07-18 at 10:50 AM UTCWhy, what are you afraid of, your family finding something out? If you need help that badly, you should tell them. If things go past the tipping point there will be no hiding it, I've told you this before.
Is your mind finally giving in? Have you run out of energy to keep running from the fact that you're completely lost in life, that you're terrified of the future because you see yourself continually drifting, falling behind? That you feel like you're in an ocean unable to find land in sight in any direction? And you just can't see where this is all going.
Let me devour your soul, §m£ÂgØL. I am the Grim Reaper, your despair fuels me, the closer I bring you down my path, the more life it gives me, and when I finally pull you in one eye sees the life fading away and your eyes blackening, the absolute perfection and eternal unbreakable peace of nothingness, the other sees the birth of a new universe, like god staring into your eyes. And you know what I see at that moment? Beauty. -
2015-07-18 at 11:02 AM UTCMadness is knocking at your door, §m£ÂgØL, won't you let us in? It just wants to say hello. Aren't you tired of fighting it for so long? Wouldn't it feel good to just give in for a moment, stop fighting and rest? We aren't as bad as we've been made to seem. Look at your brothers, they laugh so loudly, don't they seem so free and without shame? Every moment is an adventure, and those voices, how they seem to be speaking into the aether. You'll never be alone again, you'll always have someone to talk to, to listen. The moment you allow us to embrace you, it's like all the pain and suffering being released at once. In times past they used to make actual holes in the skull in an attempt at alleviation, have you ever read or heard about this? You can feel the relief they felt, but without the physical harm. Just give in and everything that's been trapped within your mind can come forth, you'll have release, release from the suffocating confines of reality, and a new world will be open to you.
Have you guessed my name yet?
