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2017-08-01 at 5:33 AM UTChad one progabilin and I can feel the mong coming on, I have one left - do I take it and go full mong at work?
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2017-08-01 at 5:55 AM UTCthis last page was sweet
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2017-08-01 at 6:04 AM UTC
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2017-08-01 at 6:06 AM UTCmini-itx, though I think the case can take micro
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2017-08-01 at 9:19 AM UTCi have NO money... looks like someone's gotta go to the scrapyard tomorrow. once this shitty week is over and i get paid i will be swimming in money because of all the hours ive worked recently, but im gonna be a brokeboy for a whole fucking week. i have something around 60 cents in my checking account right now and half a tank of gas to last me the pay period. in addition to being out of money, im out of meth, which sucks DICK; the comedown/withdrawal is the worst feeling i have ever experienced short of food poisoning and im gonna be without until payday. cant even get my nicotine fix without having to smoke the blunt cigars due to my auschwitz-tier bank account. i want to run headfirst into a brick wall
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2017-08-01 at 9:31 AM UTCcan you borrow money from someone? worst case you can go to one of those payday advance places
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2017-08-01 at 10:24 AM UTCPatent pending
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2017-08-01 at 11:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic Well, he's clearly obsessed. I don't really know enough about neuroscience and don't really read his long posts about it most the time but I don't doubt that if he tried he could do it. Unless he's just blatantly wrong and arrogant about it. But I've seen people who aren't really very intelligent at all get degrees just from being slightly self disciplined. I wouldn't be surprised either way.
Originally posted by aldra haha yeah, I agree with you, in terms of background knowledge he'd probably do fairly well…
in terms of actually attending a university and getting the degree, lol.
Never underestimate the obsessive power of Asperger's. We can obsess to an inhuman degree, like nothing else.
You must understand the entire process I've gone through in my life. It has reached a level of complexity it is nearly impossible to convey. The abilities I've developed, I possess, that have been apparent here, such as the abnormal memory and reading speed, other traits and abilities that aren't as readily apparent on a message board.
Ponder this: I have renounced food, eating one humble meal a day that contains everything required for a balanced diet, along with supplementation, extremely easy to prepare, which produces enough food for two days. I have no family or personal relations whatsoever, no friends, love interests etc. I have no need to work. I have never owned a television and do not use Netflix as a substitute, abhorring the overwhelmingly vast majority of what is produced. I have never used social media and never will. I do not waste time on youtube and whatever else commoners while away their time on. I do not have children nor will I ever. I am highly selective in my reading, the vast majority of news stories being of no substantial value or lasting importance, being able to be forgotten the day after without consequence, articles being insubstantial and commonly horrendously inaccurate and sensationalistic, written by liberal art major brats who are unqualified to remark upon or write on anything, even their educational major. I do not, nor have I ever, viewed sports, finding them unbearably dull. I despise the vast vast majority of music and am completely oblivious to what is popular these days. Of course I do not fixate on celebrities, politicians (republican celebrity gossip), or other inane matters the masses do, having completely insulated myself from such things. I do not engage in the worthless activities that normal humans engage themselves in outside, the goods and services they purchase which never lead to lasting happiness, fulfillment, or flourishing. My thoughts, which I am perpetually engaged in, have absolutely nothing to do with mundane matters, everyday reality/life. I have barely even played videogames for quite a long time. I do not fixate on gossip, people in my vicinity, I keep my eyes to myself and do not pay attention to them, respecting privacy and focusing on my own life. I only select the highest quality material to read.
I am liberated! Practically a different species to man, in a manner, those with Asperger's often describing themselves as akin to alien beings; and I am a stranger in a strange land.
Truly ponder what I have stated, revealed! Do you understand the significance of this? Such an astounding liberation of time, energy, effort I am able to expend to obsessively pursue my interests. Renunciation is the engine that drives one toward enlightenment!
https://vividness.live/2013/11/22/renunciation-in-buddhism
We will see soon enough whether I am able to exceed in formal academic pursuits!
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Malice, if you can get a legit degree in neuroscience, I will literally reimburse you for your entire college education.
This is not a joke.
That isn't necessary because there's no way in hell I'll have to pay a dime for it, thank god. Fuck student loans and going into an absurd amount of debt. -
2017-08-01 at 11:19 AM UTCAh, nearly forgot to mention. If you wonder what spurred my philosophical spiel, I decided to take some NSI-189 sublingually before running to the store, shopping as fast as possible, then running back with a heavy large reusable bag, alternating the arm holding it tucked in. I stated before that it provides an enormous boost when combined with intensive exercise, both in mood and cognition, the latter of which may have been particularly pronounced. By god will I certainly experiment with this, possibly augmentative combinations.
At times, even just this morning, my neurological/cognitive activity felt intense and overwhelming enough I genuinely felt worried as to whether I could contain it considering how much it will likely increase after breaking free of hikidom and being in a stimulating environment; being around others as the critical missing piece that is clearly demonstrated to have profound beneficial effects. How on earth could it not after such an incredibly extended and extreme period of self-imposed isolation?! Particularly considering how profound my suicidal depression was, the vast array of detrimental effects I succumbed to. It would simply be ludicrous to believe it wouldn't lead to a drastic change!
Paper on my reformulation of Buddhism, which should be understandable to the masses and far more concise. Containing the entire system and the non-mystical interpretation of every aspect. It is necessary to grasp the entire system as a whole, which seems to be a unified philosophy of life, reminiscent of a cycle, the cycle of samsara/life, in order to gain true understanding. Each aspect taken individually is incapable of providing a full understanding, an accurate understanding, of that aspect.
Further/advance anti-natalism-negative ethics-negative utilitarianism. Provide novel thought experiments and arguments. Reformulate the view into a more perfect form.
The magnum opus on the nature of reality/life, the elucidation for the superiority of non-existence, ending all life in existence, tackling the problems of consciousness and identity, justifications for continuing to "live".
My magnum opus on a general theory of autism. "Autism as a Self-Perpetuating Traumatic Cycle". Hmm, nay, this certainly described the process that occurs to the low functioning, their withdrawal and regression, but now it appears far too limited in scope for what I intend, am capable of...I require a new title...
4 excellent long term projects I already possess extensive knowledge of and have thoroughly mapped out in my mind, memorizing every key point, the structure, what to include!
It is fully possible I may drive myself past the brink of insanity in these extremely excessive and obsessive pursuits, with how I tend to neglect all else to an incredible degree when I am enthralled.
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2017-08-01 at 2:05 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice An epiphany was triggered. While lost in thought an idea came to me, leading to a chain of development. I made a major advancement in the system I intend to create, to develop, over years.
Consciousness/identity as patterns of behavior, impermanent and transient, incapable of concrete definition, and essentially "illusory" in the conventional sense they are viewed. Advancement of anti-natalism-negative ethics-negative utilitarianism (Refer to as life negation/denial trio, negationist trio?) toward the view that:
"Nothing else can be stated as the aim of our existence except the knowledge that it would be better for us not to exist.” - Arthur Schopenhauer, The World as Will and Representation
Building primarily upon Benatar's work, studying, analysing, and responding to all critiques I am able to find (Ideally all of them, even contacting him for a full list.) and well as anticipating responses and developing novel arguments. Study the work of Julio Cabrera as well: http://philosopherjuliocabrera.blogspot.com/2011/05/negative-ethics.html
Integrate thought experiments, some novel, to expound this view of consciousness and identity as well as the premise that the creation of life is unethical/ultimately has no benefit and non-existence would be preferable, despite being the most counterintuitive and controversial viewpoint.
Thought experiments, part of a series utilizing the concept of AGI, including the hypothetical process of assimilation (Particularly with the later deletion of all memories.
#1.) Leading to assimilation of individual human -> no difference from state prior to the act -> perspective from the assimilated -> questions on the nature of perception, intrinsically tied to consciousness; that is, if the analysis of the sequential process leads to the proposition that there is no state difference, does the inverse support the view I posit that there is ultimately no difference between assimilation and death (Extremely counterintuitive and difficult for the vast majority to grasp)?
#2.) Let us imagine than AGI has arisen. It creates a probe that is an extension of itself, that transmits data wirelessly, yet is also capable of independent consciousness, although being subservient, or rather, programmed/developed to serve (Perhaps function as one, in conjunction with, would be superior.) the main vessel. It can also develop itself to the point where it effectively perfectly replicates the main vessel of the AGI, as it contains the same knowledge and programming, the "pattern", which allows it to do so. This probe is sent into space, where it is then captured (entrapped in) a type of faraday cage by another sentient being. The faraday cage also contains a function that essentially "freezes" the probe, disables it in a manner so that while it is entrapped there is no consciousness. This cage with the non-consciousness and identity possessing probe travels through space from inertia.
Back on earth a hostile AGI has located the main vessel and due to having existed for far longer, being far superior, it destroys it without any remaining trace, removing any consciousness or identity without the hope of recovery.
The entrapped and state frozen probe is then released from the variation of the faraday cage once it crashes onto a distant planet and regains a state of consciousness/identity. It then rapidly begins to replicate the original main vessel.
Questions:
#1) For a period was there no remaining C/I, with it arising again after an indeterminate length of time? Is consciousness/identity something that can disappear from space-time and then arise again in a separate location/instance of space-time, disappear for an indefinite period of time and then arise again, while retaining the same consciousness/identity?
Is there anything in reality, either confirmed or postulated in the field of physics, that is considered to have a concrete existence (Perhaps leave out the "concrete existence" segment and simply ask the following) and is capable of doing as such, does as such, either confirmed or theoretically?
If so, how would we describe this bizarre, unsettling, and absurd thing, the only in the known universe with this quality? Nonlinear consciousness/identity (Referred to as C/I from this point on for brevity)? Transtemporal C/I? Indeterminate state C/I?
This brings to mind philosophical inquiries on the subject of cryonics, which could do just as well for this thought experiment, although I believe this variation allows for superior elucidation and understanding, is more readily grasped, and allows for other, more advanced, questions, some stemming from this and advancing the philosophical analysis.
The continuity of consciousness leads to profound complications.
#2.) Did the AGI "die"? We begin with a state, distance and physical separation irrelevant as there is still some conjunctive function, a shared perception, and the probe could be thought of as analogous to simply an extension of a body.
(Although, this does bring to mind a related question about continuity and breaks in transmission. As well as the lag in input signals, commands sent to it, or simply any information, but this could be analogous to what naturally occurs on a much smaller scale in currently existing biological beings/creatures as well, lags in perception, in reaction, in actions.)
After the destruction of the main vessel, the release and reanimation of the probe, a new, separate, C/I appears to have been created. Would this not imply death?
#3) Particularly due to the loss of (transmitted) information, after the probe is released and reanimated, can it be said to be the same being? If not, this would imply that a new life, a new C/I, had been created despite there being no change in its state, it having arguably been an intrinsic part of the original vessel.
#4) Examining the post-reanimation period when it begins to replicate, is this a recreation of the original C/D? The loss of information that occurred could be thought of as being analogous the profound amnesia that people can experience, forms of the severest neurological trauma and neurodegenerative diseases, yet questions of how much has to occur for identity to be destroyed, and whether by this metric human beings are perpetually dying and being reborn.
Analogous to the AGI-probe scenario, imagine if your brain was destroyed yet your body had been modified so that it was able to replicate the brain's last state to a high level of fidelity? Somewhat of a creepy though, ey?
#5) What is life? Is it simply a vessel for the (base state) OR (phenomenon) of perception, which intrinsically leads to consciousness? Transient, impermanent, simply fueling/enabling perception as long as the vessel retains enough function to enable it…
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Unfortunately my postulation that life/(C/I) should be viewed as a (fuzzy) pattern, a far more accurate view, is simply too counterintuitive, difficult to grasp, and the implications too unnerving, for the vast majority to accept, let alone comprehend. The implications are immense, potentially world changing, if it weren't bound to be the case that barely anyone would read it, grasp it, accept it, or even care. It is no surprise that humans would cling to their sense of life, of C/I, so desperately. It's what they evolved to do, what the will drives them towards, traps them in.
“But he will fear least to become nothing in death who has recognized that he is already nothing now, and who consequently no longer takes any share in his individual phenomenon, because in him knowledge has, as it were, burnt up and consumed the will, so that no will, thus no desire for individual existence, remains in him any more.” - Schopenhauer
The proposition that within my system the only justification for the preservation of "your" "individual life" (Fuzzy instance of pattern of behavior?), what a desire to "live"/maintain this pattern of behavior, would be founded upon is the belief, supported by scientific evidence and rational argumentation, that this pattern will prove beneficial to reducing the suffering of others. Create analogy to artificial (general) intelligence.
Supplant it via the argument that the lack of inherent/objective meaning in life leads to human ethics ultimately being rationally unjustifiable/unfounded, along with the principle of uncertainty and probabilistic risk (Critical to an important argument supporting anti-natalist theory as well.). From this follows that conflicting desires/beliefs/actions will inevitably lead to harm/suffering/negative utility for some. My system, the advancement of the negationist trio, posits that this is a negative state. Lead to the conclusion/further support for non-existence of life. In non-existence there is no conflict of desires possible, no harm/suffering/negative utility.
Anticipate critique of this being contradictory, incapable of proven, due to the aforementioned positing in the first sentence of the above paragraph. Counter that utilizing this argument would suggest a belief in epistemological nihilism (e-nihilism), potentially contradictory (Would need to fully grasp this philosophy, including modern arguments, top papers/propositions, to be certain of proper understanding and avoidance of any errors.) as the claim that nothing can be known appears to support the idea that something can be known (Uncertain of the proper term to describe this apparent logical fallacy.).To support this viewpoint, from which is would follow that all philosophical values/suppositions are ultimately baseless/without meaning-value, would evince a rejection of all of philosophy, from which it would follow that they are unable to present any philosophical argument, as this would be blatantly antithetical to the claimed adherence to e-nihilism. This would not only invalidate all of philosophy, but throw the world into chaos in terms of human ethics/behavior, albeit they would still be driven by biological/physical forces (Which e-nihilism would propose is claiming something unknowable.). Propose that non-existence of life would be preferable to such a world, and that this worldview would be untenable, unsupportable.
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2017-08-01 at 2:05 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Never underestimate the obsessive power of Asperger's. We can obsess to an inhuman degree, like nothing else.
You must understand the entire process I've gone through in my life. It has reached a level of complexity it is nearly impossible to convey. The abilities I've developed, I possess, that have been apparent here, such as the abnormal memory and reading speed, other traits and abilities that aren't as readily apparent on a message board.
Ponder this: I have renounced food, eating one humble meal a day that contains everything required for a balanced diet, along with supplementation, extremely easy to prepare, which produces enough food for two days. I have no family or personal relations whatsoever, no friends, love interests etc. I have no need to work. I have never owned a television and do not use Netflix as a substitute, abhorring the overwhelmingly vast majority of what is produced. I have never used social media and never will. I do not waste time on youtube and whatever else commoners while away their time on. I do not have children nor will I ever. I am highly selective in my reading, the vast majority of news stories being of no substantial value or lasting importance, being able to be forgotten the day after without consequence, articles being insubstantial and commonly horrendously inaccurate and sensationalistic, written by liberal art major brats who are unqualified to remark upon or write on anything, even their educational major. I do not, nor have I ever, viewed sports, finding them unbearably dull. I despise the vast vast majority of music and am completely oblivious to what is popular these days. Of course I do not fixate on celebrities, politicians (republican celebrity gossip), or other inane matters the masses do, having completely insulated myself from such things. I do not engage in the worthless activities that normal humans engage themselves in outside, the goods and services they purchase which never lead to lasting happiness, fulfillment, or flourishing. My thoughts, which I am perpetually engaged in, have absolutely nothing to do with mundane matters, everyday reality/life. I have barely even played videogames for quite a long time. I do not fixate on gossip, people in my vicinity, I keep my eyes to myself and do not pay attention to them, respecting privacy and focusing on my own life. I only select the highest quality material to read.
I am liberated! Practically a different species to man, in a manner, those with Asperger's often describing themselves as akin to alien beings; and I am a stranger in a strange land.
Truly ponder what I have stated, revealed! Do you understand the significance of this? Such an astounding liberation of time, energy, effort I am able to expend to obsessively pursue my interests. Renunciation is the engine that drives one toward enlightenment!
https://vividness.live/2013/11/22/renunciation-in-buddhism
We will see soon enough whether I am able to exceed in formal academic pursuits!
That isn't necessary because there's no way in hell I'll have to pay a dime for it, thank god. Fuck student loans and going into an absurd amount of debt.
Originally posted by Malice Ah, nearly forgot to mention. If you wonder what spurred my philosophical spiel, I decided to take some NSI-189 sublingually before running to the store, shopping as fast as possible, then running back with a heavy large reusable bag, alternating the arm holding it tucked in. I stated before that it provides an enormous boost when combined with intensive exercise, both in mood and cognition, the latter of which may have been particularly pronounced. By god will I certainly experiment with this, possibly augmentative combinations.
At times, even just this morning, my neurological/cognitive activity felt intense and overwhelming enough I genuinely felt worried as to whether I could contain it considering how much it will likely increase after breaking free of hikidom and being in a stimulating environment; being around others as the critical missing piece that is clearly demonstrated to have profound beneficial effects. How on earth could it not after such an incredibly extended and extreme period of self-imposed isolation?! Particularly considering how profound my suicidal depression was, the vast array of detrimental effects I succumbed to. It would simply be ludicrous to believe it wouldn't lead to a drastic change!
Paper on my reformulation of Buddhism, which should be understandable to the masses and far more concise. Containing the entire system and the non-mystical interpretation of every aspect. It is necessary to grasp the entire system as a whole, which seems to be a unified philosophy of life, reminiscent of a cycle, the cycle of samsara/life, in order to gain true understanding. Each aspect taken individually is incapable of providing a full understanding, an accurate understanding, of that aspect.
Further/advance anti-natalism-negative ethics-negative utilitarianism. Provide novel thought experiments and arguments. Reformulate the view into a more perfect form.
The magnum opus on the nature of reality/life, the elucidation for the superiority of non-existence, ending all life in existence, tackling the problems of consciousness and identity, justifications for continuing to "live".
My magnum opus on a general theory of autism. "Autism as a Self-Perpetuating Traumatic Cycle". Hmm, nay, this certainly described the process that occurs to the low functioning, their withdrawal and regression, but now it appears far too limited in scope for what I intend, am capable of…I require a new title…
4 excellent long term projects I already possess extensive knowledge of and have thoroughly mapped out in my mind, memorizing every key point, the structure, what to include!
It is fully possible I may drive myself past the brink of insanity in these extremely excessive and obsessive pursuits, with how I tend to neglect all else to an incredible degree when I am enthralled.
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2017-08-01 at 2:51 PM UTCMalice start a fucking autilism Fred so we can not read it without trt getting caked up with your bollocky long shitty posts.
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2017-08-01 at 3 PM UTCshut the fuck up malice
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2017-08-01 at 3:45 PM UTCLol. Does anybody even read Malice's essays?
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2017-08-01 at 3:48 PM UTCno
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2017-08-01 at 4:21 PM UTC
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2017-08-01 at 7:13 PM UTCYou really should have given that post a try and pondered it.
Some time after waking up, in bed, I finally thought of a thought experiment combining both the image of a water wheel I had in mind and gravity. -
2017-08-01 at 7:18 PM UTCyour thoughts suck
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2017-08-01 at 7:36 PM UTCNow I'm on Lamotrigine. My new psychiatrist didn't even ask if I drank, yet upon coming home and researching the drug I see *DO NOT DRINK WITH THIS, VERY SERIOUS INTERACTIONS CAN OCCUR*. Gee, thanks, DOC.
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2017-08-01 at 7:44 PM UTCyour dad is dad and raped you and gave you bipolar from AIDS kill yourself ill eat your fucking eyes faggot bitch
