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2017-07-27 at 5:52 AM UTCHasn't anyone gotten that the more people bitch, the longer, and more often I make walls of text? lol... ah, the irony.
Oh, and Aldra, something I'd like to add: You'd mentioned about saving the level of detail for things I feel are important, which I don't disagree is a bad thing, but with my mental health issues, depression, lack of proximal closeness with those I wwish I could share it with, and most importantly, my memory issues, and often feeling of nostalgia, and longing, I do find, for me, it to be important. It helps me sort out things in a healthy way sometimes, and helps fill some void for me. I've also discussed and had things get sparked from doing so that otherwise wouldn't have if I'd not have mentioned something, which isn't often, but has been profound enough that I feel it's been worth it, and all the hate I may receive from it, it doesn't bother me... a long time ago, I was affected by the negativity, but I've grown past that, and learned to deal with it, and I owe a lot to this community, and engaging more in it (I used to just lurk, and was very self conscious), it's helped me with that, not just here, but in real life, and personal relationships, and friendships.
One man's trash is another man's treasure, I suppose. You might not see the importance, but that's okay. It's there for me, and ultimately, that's all that really matters. -
2017-07-27 at 5:55 AM UTC
Originally posted by anra shut the fuck up
lol like saying it is going to make me or have any affect to me doing that. I think you just look forward to seeing if you can upset me, or hurt me somehow... or even, just to get me to reply, just so you can come in with more negative words directed toward me. Please, go on if it's your intention, but it'll be a waste of time. All I'm doing here is just that: wasting time and enjoying myself. -
2017-07-27 at 5:59 AM UTCshut up
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2017-07-27 at 6:02 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-27 at 6:05 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-27 at 6:08 AM UTC
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2017-07-27 at 6:11 AM UTC
Originally posted by aldra in the attic with a spoon
When I scratch Chootie's upper side cheek, just so, she does as dogs oft do and begins and tries to scratch the air with her hind leg, and in my heart I feel like she's about to cumm, you know, like an amazing itching of a scratch prodcuces that feeling, but she doesn't, and I don't, and it's just a good scratchy.
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2017-07-27 at 6:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by anra ban
longposting is worse than shitposting
lol, Sploo, only you, the dim-witted, spoiled little boy would think that. You're so obsessed with IQ, because you deeply fear you're not intelligent and just need this societal measure to boost your ego, and make you feel worth something, because that's all you really have, and the way you're going, all you likely ever will have in this world. Sad, really. Too dumb to read, or even just accept and move along, and self esteem so poor you have to front that you're better than everyone else, when in fact, you're not, and far below the average user here. I feel you were rejected many times, and have a fear of such, and why you act how you do, and just push in an attempt to reject and hurt others with your words, in a subconscious way, a mechanism to protect your fragile ego you truly have. I'm really sorry for you... it must be terrible to be such a person as you are, with so much negativity, anger, and hurt, you're unable to properly cope and understand within yourself. Good luck with that. -
2017-07-27 at 6:14 AM UTCdont get your pussy tied in a knot autard
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2017-07-27 at 6:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by anra in all your years of posting you've never made anyone truly laugh or smile once. tryhard
That's not true. I really enjoy and appreciate MQ and he has made me laugh, and smile, quite often. He's a very good contributor to the community, and adds a different facet to this eclectic group of weirdos. -
2017-07-27 at 6:16 AM UTCin fact it's all incredibly mundane. shows what your standards are.
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2017-07-27 at 6:20 AM UTC
Originally posted by anra in fact it's all incredibly mundane. shows what your standards are.
If I was Hydro I would interpret this sentence in a much different way because Hydro only uses the retarded passages in her head to try and convey meaning. Things that may be routine much be expanded upon indefinitely as a form of stimming self validation that only translates to absolute garbage in the eyes of anyone else. What you do has an incredible sense of entitlement or total lack of self awareness to think your long bullshit rants about bullshit have any relevance to anyone except yourself. It's like a retarded person's internal monologue. You think that anyone who dislikes this is is big bad scary but the fact is most people have the working cognitive functions to actually summarize their thoughts into coherent, meaningful, and easily digestible tidbits, which somehow due to developmental disarray you haven't learned to do despite being twice my age and posting on the same bullshit forum as me. You are literally braindead. You're incapable of addressing the fact of what you truly are: Not a loving compassionate person that you like to view yourself as, just someone who's remarkably fucking annoying. Good thing you're in constant pain, bad thing you've reproduced. -
2017-07-27 at 6:46 AM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Holy didn't fucking read
I've mentioned this before, but there's a certain speaking or writing style that seems to be far more common, if not specific, to Asperger's. It's specifically described as a profound difficulty or innate lack of understanding in being concise, in understanding what's truly important to convey. I won't get into the underlying factors.
Absolutely something I need to work on myself, a skill I need to develop, especially if in school and if I ever want to produce serious writings. I'm completely aware that rants like the ones I produce will cause immense problems.
That aside, there's a certain speed reading/skimming style I've found that works fantastically for Hydro's posts. I swear I can get through them ridiculously fast and still grasp the meaning, the most important points, or anything of particular importance.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-27 at 7:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny That's everyone bro, you're not special
Are you serious? Deficit in theory of mind.
I mean, are you aware of how most people react to psychedelics, particularly prolonged or repeated use, and the absolutely absurd, flat our irrational and insane shit they consistently tend to come up with? The idea that most people respond like this is ludicrous.
I have absolutely no problem believing that you respond in this manner as well, in fact, I would have expected it. Although, I do recall you writing a while back that psychedelics had changed your views. It was vague, but you mentioned that afterward you developed the belief, or at least seriously considered, that there were things that were inexplicable by science. I'm not entirely sure what you meant due to the indeterminate nature of it or whether your views have changed, but it seemed somewhat concerning and embarrassing. I have no idea what you experienced or what you meant by that.
If you have not strayed from the light, you may be one of the chosen adherents of pure reason.
Unrelated, I swear I just got through a relatively shorter hydro posts in under 10 seconds. Even at 10, that would be around 3600 wpm. I must learn to hone and fully harness this power.
I mean, I've read descriptions of some people who could seemingly go through pages like normal people go through headlines and I feel like I completely understand at this point. The style is completely different from normal reading, I don't even have to fully focus my eyes or move them and I can take in multiple lines at ones. It's normal for people to be able to take in multiple words at once and be able to process them into a coherent whole, this is simply a far more extreme version of that.
Of course the subject matter influences this immensely, it could never be done with writing at a far more advanced level that's conveying something substantial. Still, it's immensely valuable for being able to gloss over everything you already know or can grasp/predict, the general "flow" or pattern of it, and be able to locate exactly the information that's of value to you. Need to discipline myself consistently of course.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-27 at 7:13 AM UTCholy shit, speaking of full tronkoThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-27 at 7:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Hydro I mean you no disrespect but holy shit learn to organise your thoughts you fag cunt
Hey, I agree with you, other than the insults. We absolutely do need to learn to organize our thoughts.
Then again, some people simply enjoy reminiscing and writing for the sake of it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-27 at 7:25 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I've mentioned this before, but there's a certain speaking or writing style that seems to be far more common, if not specific, to Asperger's. It's specifically described as a profound difficulty or innate lack of understanding in being concise, in understanding what's truly important to convey. I won't get into the underlying factors.
Absolutely something I need to work on myself, a skill I need to develop, especially if in school and if I ever want to produce serious writings. I'm completely aware that rants like the ones I produce will cause immense problems.
That aside, there's a certain speed reading/skimming style I've found that works fantastically for Hydro's posts. I swear I can get through them ridiculously fast and still grasp the meaning, the most important points, or anything of particular importance.
you sound like the typical WrongPlanet.net faggot who obsessively jumps from a medical website to another in search of every minute symptoms that the perfect archetype of asperger's is supposed to have and then subconsciously starts mirroring them and delude himself into thinking that those behavioral patterns were his own from the get-go so that he can jerk off fantasizing about how much of an asperger he is. chances are that if tomorrow you'll read that aspergers tend to breed more than sub-saharan niggers then you'd start looking for some succubi to impregnate so that you could still label yourself as an "aspie" -
2017-07-27 at 7:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by anra If I was Hydro I would interpret this sentence in a much different way because Hydro only uses the retarded passages in her head to try and convey meaning. Things that may be routine much be expanded upon indefinitely as a form of stimming self validation that only translates to absolute garbage in the eyes of anyone else. What you do has an incredible sense of entitlement or total lack of self awareness to think your long bullshit rants about bullshit have any relevance to anyone except yourself. It's like a retarded person's internal monologue. You think that anyone who dislikes this is is big bad scary but the fact is most people have the working cognitive functions to actually summarize their thoughts into coherent, meaningful, and easily digestible tidbits, which somehow due to developmental disarray you haven't learned to do despite being twice my age and posting on the same bullshit forum as me. You are literally braindead. You're incapable of addressing the fact of what you truly are: Not a loving compassionate person that you like to view yourself as, just someone who's remarkably fucking annoying. Good thing you're in constant pain, bad thing you've reproduced.
Well, again, shows how wrong you are, about quite a few things, sploo.
I expect nobody to read what I post, if they do, they do, if they don't they don't- it's all okay with me either way. I also am very aware the lack of meaning it may have for most others, besides myself. I just enjoy posting, and even like this, they've spurred conversation, and debate, and further reveals more about you, and your sad existence, who is unable to even view a person correctly.
lol, it's funny you'd think that I see anyone who dislikes my posts as "big, bad and scary". Nobody here is that, and certainly not for disliking my posts. It is what it is, and I am fine with that, and fine that you dislike it, fine that captain falcon likes, it or anyone else. I think you take my perceptions of you, what I see in you that's behind the shroud of your online persona you'd like to be seen as, you feel threatened, and want to project those feelings onto me.
I am not twice your age. You're what? 18-19? Possibly 20? You often act like you're 11 though. I am 28. Learn to math. I do however have a decade, give or take, on you. That doesn't always translate to wisdom, maturity, or more to lend in experience, but being objective, yes, I have far more of those things compared to you.
Brain dead? Really? lol, okay. Whatever helps you sleep at night, and feeds your weak little ego. I'm sure things like that make you feel superior, and self righteous in the negative shit you try to paint everything you touch, engage with, or communicate with. It's really sad, and you truly have my pity.
It took me a long time to address what I truly am, years, and lots of experiences, trauma, sadness, and friends who have helped me along the way. You telling me I'm not compassionate, doesn't make it so. I know who I am, and while it took a long time to find who I am, little stabs you try to make, they don't work on me as they might with the little girls you get off by picking on, and attempting to come from a place of insight, wisdom and intelligence, to harm their vulnerable hearts, and minds. I empathize, even with you, despite my strong disagreements. The only person who doesn't see themselves, or at least isn't willing to acknowledge publicly, is you.
Complex ideas, thoughts, expressions, views, unpopular emotions (such as how I embrace love, sharing, and openness, and do my best to be kind, and reach out with love, care, and concern to others- it's far more popular here to express negative emotions, and tear others down) tend to be seen as annoying by those whom lack depth, meaning in their own lives, seriously have lack of love, or creativity, are jealous of that, are threatened by those expressions, and due to their own misery, suffering and lack of nothing more than the hate they attempt to spread, and ust hate the fact that I really don't give a damn, my dear.
Someone who'd consider someone being in chronic pain, who's done nothing to harm you, with no real reason to have malice or hate toward that person, no justifiable reason, other than to project your own misery, and pain- they really are the saddest people in the world, to want to have suffering, sadness, and depression, those things that are truly what's wrong with this world perpetuated on people undeserving, it just shows again, how you're just a angsty, hurt little boy inside, who's jealous... I think even you're jealous of the love I receive from so many other people, several of those who are members here, and while despite my pain I suffer, I am very blessed to have such wonderful people support me, raise me up as I try to do the same for them. You're angry at the help I get, and also attempt to give back, not just to those I love and care about, but to everyone, even you, even Bill Krozby. You're repulsed at the love that surrounds me, and happiness I have found through all my struggles, and even through the pain I have. I know you're hurting inside, and while you'll try to pretend that isn't so, as not to show weakness, those are the people-often in situations like me ironically enough- who want to project pain, and suffering onto others.
I agree having a child wasn't the best of things in my life, but it happened, and well, I am lucky to have such a wonderful child to share my life, experiences, and impart as much knowledge in as I can. I'm making the best of the situation I can. Thankfully, my son has a mother who loves him, and is doing everything she can to do right by him, and also that he is a well adjusted, little boy, who's going to grow into a fine young man, and hopefully learns from my mistakes. He likely is going to suffer from issues I have, at least to some extent, but unlike where I lacked growing up, he's got a mom who's become aware of these things, what to look for, and seeking everyday knowledge, ideas, and treatments to positively counteract the negative aspects of these conditions. I shouldn't have done a lot of things that I've done in life, but I've taken those things and worked them into becoming a better person for it, which is more than most people do- I could be a resentful, hateful cunt for what I've gone through, the stress, trauma, and struggle, but... I've learned better than that, fortunately, and rather than to be like you, I reject those negative responses, and aim to raise those around me up, and try to, make the world a better place without hateful and jaded notions you choose to see and try to perpetuate.
Maybe you'll change, learn, and grow as you get older and have more meaningful experiences in life. How you ever done MDMA, LSD, DMT, or mushrooms? It might help you, you know. Maybe not, though... You're likely too scared to be honest with yourself, and resist compassion, and understanding.
I believe in a balance, and unfortunately, for people like me to exist, people such as you need to exist to weigh it out... but I won't let that stop me from attempting to leave behind love, kindness, and compassion in the world, and make it a better place than it was when I first got here. Hopefully I'll succeed, and even if it's just something better to one person, then I'll have... and as it stands, despite my issues I struggle with myself to believe in my heart what kind of good, loving person I am, I really think I already have- a friend just tonight, I think, I hope, who tells me always, he's better for having me in his life, in this world, so... I've achieved what I hoped to... I am fulfilled. -
2017-07-27 at 7:41 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I've mentioned this before, but there's a certain speaking or writing style that seems to be far more common, if not specific, to Asperger's. It's specifically described as a profound difficulty or innate lack of understanding in being concise, in understanding what's truly important to convey. I won't get into the underlying factors.
Absolutely something I need to work on myself, a skill I need to develop, especially if in school and if I ever want to produce serious writings. I'm completely aware that rants like the ones I produce will cause immense problems.
That aside, there's a certain speed reading/skimming style I've found that works fantastically for Hydro's posts. I swear I can get through them ridiculously fast and still grasp the meaning, the most important points, or anything of particular importance.
You've inspired me to work on my reading speed, Malice. Glad I can at least be some sort of help as an exercise for you, of sorts. I really should work on being more concise... but, I'm particularly wordy for stims tonight lol -
2017-07-27 at 7:47 AM UTCtfw /prostatitis/
ive been having masturbation sessions lasting extended periods of time for the last 2 months now because meth makes beating your dick amazing but man its doing a number on me. havent had much in the way of pains in the perineum, but my urine stream has weakened significantly and my prostate is noticeably enlarged... im gonna have to focus on restoring my immune system to its former state when i kick this shit. ive always been blessed with a tough body, but as of late ive had more health issues than im accustomed to having, from bacterial resistance to general vitality. fuck, ive never even had the flu but recently ive been feeling frail and sickly and been affected by little pissant shit like pet dander and allergens that would have done next to nothing to me before. my mental fortitude is also taking a hit; been feeling scatterbrained as fuck and generally not as sharp as i normally am, and its getting old.
i like drugs but after experiencing the way they ravage you from sustained use im beginning to understand why some people are opposed to them. granted, in most instances use of one specific drug is short term or infrequent, but depending on the person and substance of choice its easy to see how it could become a problem
