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2017-07-27 at 4:45 AM UTC
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2017-07-27 at 4:54 AM UTC
Originally posted by anra talk like a normal person dumbass
have you ever worn hoop earrings?
Well, I'm not a normal person, nor am I a dumbass. Just goes to show how off you are with your perceptions of me. I think sometimes people just decide they won't like a person, for whatever reason, and regardless of anything else, that's just how it's gonna be, and feel, but maybe I'm wrong, that's how it is with you, and people like Failcon. I make a conscious effort to try and not be that way with people, albeit, I do take considerations that when someone who's been negative toward me in the past, their potential to hurt, manipulate, and/or use me, so... I try to be careful, but tend to not be careful enough sometimes, just because I want to see the best in everyone. I felt this way when Risir made efforts toward being cordial, and even reached out to talk with me on a personal level- thankfully, at least not yet, that wasn't a bad call on my part though, and there is more to Risir below the surface.
I have not worn hoop earrings, and rarely wear earrings, despite having pierced ears (done at age 5, which cause very serious, life threatening ear infection, all because my mother was a cunty dumbfuck). I used to self harm quite frequently, and while not as serious as some I've seen and heard about, I was pretty fucking bad in the damage I did to myself, and carry the scars to this day which are very deep and pronounced. WHile partially, I don't wear them so they won't be a weakness in the event of a fight, I am more than capable, especially when my adrenaline kicks in, for that not to be something to bring me down, more soit would just piss me off more. I've only began wearing earrings occasionally recently since my appearance in my job and other things in my life right now are very important, unfortunately, and dressing up, and being "complete" the way society would like to see me is definitely a plus and aids me for positive outcomes. I really can't stand it, nor how society expects this, and looks down on people if they don't fit in a certain mold. I really agree with Malice's stance on this topic of fashion (as he's brought up recently) and society's expectations on looks.
BTW, Risir: I hope you're doing alright. Feel free to PM me if you would like to talk. Just because I haven't been... meh... how shall we say it... out going toward you, I just figured you'd hit me up if you wanna talk some... but I do wanna remind you, I've been thinking about you, care, and hope you're doing well. You're a good guy, but like all of us, we have our own issues, problems and struggles. I' here for you, if you ever need to talk or whatever, and just hope you know, I do genuinely care about you, and I do miss bullshitting with you. You have definitely changed a lot in my mind, and I like you a lot more than I once did (never had any overtly negative opinion of you though), and value you as a person who is part of this community, and who's personally reached out to me with genuine care, help, advice, and a source which definitely, while I don't need it yet, it's much more expensive than where I use now, valuable to me and I really appreciate it... because ya never know... when shit gets rough, which I hope it won't, it's nice to know where to get shit if my place falls through ever *knocks on wood, crosses fingers*, and also I appreciate it because you did it as a genuine kindness to me, which you in no way had to do, especially since we haven't always got along. I'm grateful for that. Fuck, even if ya wanna just shoot the shit, sometime, I'd love to do that. I wanted to also mention too that, if you'd ever feel up to messaging in real time in IRC or some other way, I would be down for that with ya, dude. I've had a lot go on, and change and well, it's been crazy, and it'd be cool to catch up with you, and hear how shit s going for you lately. If not, that's cool too, but don't forget, I'm here if ya need me, or again, just wanna bullshit one-on-one ever.
*anra, you're a sploo alt, correct? If not, then who are you? I think I have a lot of negative bias toward sploo, but even someone like him, I'm willing to try to meet in the middle, and see if things can't go in a more positive direction.
I think what disturbs you, in saying I don't communicate like most others is, is that I don't let negative people effect me much, and continue striving to be positive, even in this sea of negative people that frequent here, and I don't let hate bother me, nor reciprocate it like most would. I do my best to refrain from growing or contributing to hate, and negative emotions. I always try to look beyond, and quite often I see past people, and see deeper than they'd like me to, and see further into how they operate and why they do the things they do. I analyze people, their actions, words, responses, and emotions, and look into their past, where possible to build a clear picture, and while I may be vastly different, I can formulate an understanding of why, and how, that most people lack the ability to do, for their individual differences and mindset that hinder them from stepping away from their own emotions, feelings, words, actions, and responses. It's also hilarious to me when people insist, despite me knowing, knowing for fact things about someone, that I'm wrong- I'm open to being wrong, and freely admit where I am wrong and my failings, or misunderstandings- and their vehement denial, and taking it as an attack on them with such a surge and negative emotion... I understand it though, it's just deep seeded fears, subconscious defenses to protect one's self from what they see as a threat to them- but I'm really not... sad how from such an early age, society ingrains in us that there is weakness in people seeing us for who we really are at the core... comes back to people who would rather tear people down, spread hate, harm, and lash out because of their own pain and fears... that's the unfortunate part about society, and most people in general, to which I believe you're apart of. People change though, it's possible... that's why I am how I am, and I myself too am open to change, and betterment, and continue striving for it.
Now here is the part where you try to insult me and attempt to hurt my feelings, and nag and bitch about how much I type in a message, or how poorly I formulate a response (to which I do agree, I need to work more on that... but it's not easy for me, and hard for me to express my thoughts properly, for myself, but I do get it, and I am going to make more of an effort with it soon, as I work on other parts of my life too, which I believe will help somewhat with this), or in some way to be negative, trying to tear me down, rather than make a positive effort, attempt to help, or be constructive in your criticisms- even if you don't do any of that, this could be enjoyable and/or rewarding instead of the responses you're likely to contribute toward me. You're one of those people who'd rather perpetuate suffering... meh... it's alright, but you don't have to waste your time, because it won't work on me. I am okay in who I am, and you don't bother me like I know you wish you did. I do genuinely pity people like you... so much joy, knowledge and fun stolen in ignorance/lack of understanding with how you attempt to belittle people, tear them down, and all around just desire to spread negative feelings. -
2017-07-27 at 4:56 AM UTC
SDF have actually come out and made an official statement that there is in fact no 'faggot battalion' and that there are just a few foreign fags fishing for attention.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-27 at 4:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Well, I'm not a normal person, nor am I a dumbass. Just goes to show how off you are with your perceptions of me. I think sometimes people just decide they won't like a person, for whatever reason, and regardless of anything else, that's just how it's gonna be, and feel, but maybe I'm wrong, that's how it is with you, and people like Failcon. I make a conscious effort to try and not be that way with people, albeit, I do take considerations that when someone who's been negative toward me in the past, their potential to hurt, manipulate, and/or use me, so… I try to be careful, but tend to not be careful enough sometimes, just because I want to see the best in everyone. I felt this way when Risir made efforts toward being cordial, and even reached out to talk with me on a personal level- thankfully, at least not yet, that wasn't a bad call on my part though, and there is more to Risir below the surface.
I have not worn hoop earrings, and rarely wear earrings, despite having pierced ears (done at age 5, which cause very serious, life threatening ear infection, all because my mother was a cunty dumbfuck). I used to self harm quite frequently, and while not as serious as some I've seen and heard about, I was pretty fucking bad in the damage I did to myself, and carry the scars to this day which are very deep and pronounced. WHile partially, I don't wear them so they won't be a weakness in the event of a fight, I am more than capable, especially when my adrenaline kicks in, for that not to be something to bring me down, more soit would just piss me off more. I've only began wearing earrings occasionally recently since my appearance in my job and other things in my life right now are very important, unfortunately, and dressing up, and being "complete" the way society would like to see me is definitely a plus and aids me for positive outcomes. I really can't stand it, nor how society expects this, and looks down on people if they don't fit in a certain mold. I really agree with Malice's stance on this topic of fashion (as he's brought up recently) and society's expectations on looks.
BTW, Risir: I hope you're doing alright. Feel free to PM me if you would like to talk. Just because I haven't been… meh… how shall we say it… out going toward you, I just figured you'd hit me up if you wanna talk some… but I do wanna remind you, I've been thinking about you, care, and hope you're doing well. You're a good guy, but like all of us, we have our own issues, problems and struggles. I' here for you, if you ever need to talk or whatever, and just hope you know, I do genuinely care about you, and I do miss bullshitting with you. You have definitely changed a lot in my mind, and I like you a lot more than I once did (never had any overtly negative opinion of you though), and value you as a person who is part of this community, and who's personally reached out to me with genuine care, help, advice, and a source which definitely, while I don't need it yet, it's much more expensive than where I use now, valuable to me and I really appreciate it… because ya never know… when shit gets rough, which I hope it won't, it's nice to know where to get shit if my place falls through ever *knocks on wood, crosses fingers*, and also I appreciate it because you did it as a genuine kindness to me, which you in no way had to do, especially since we haven't always got along. I'm grateful for that. Fuck, even if ya wanna just shoot the shit, sometime, I'd love to do that. I wanted to also mention too that, if you'd ever feel up to messaging in real time in IRC or some other way, I would be down for that with ya, dude. I've had a lot go on, and change and well, it's been crazy, and it'd be cool to catch up with you, and hear how shit s going for you lately. If not, that's cool too, but don't forget, I'm here if ya need me, or again, just wanna bullshit one-on-one ever.
*anra, you're a sploo alt, correct? If not, then who are you? I think I have a lot of negative bias toward sploo, but even someone like him, I'm willing to try to meet in the middle, and see if things can't go in a more positive direction.
I think what disturbs you, in saying I don't communicate like most others is, is that I don't let negative people effect me much, and continue striving to be positive, even in this sea of negative people that frequent here, and I don't let hate bother me, nor reciprocate it like most would. I do my best to refrain from growing or contributing to hate, and negative emotions. I always try to look beyond, and quite often I see past people, and see deeper than they'd like me to, and see further into how they operate and why they do the things they do. I analyze people, their actions, words, responses, and emotions, and look into their past, where possible to build a clear picture, and while I may be vastly different, I can formulate an understanding of why, and how, that most people lack the ability to do, for their individual differences and mindset that hinder them from stepping away from their own emotions, feelings, words, actions, and responses. It's also hilarious to me when people insist, despite me knowing, knowing for fact things about someone, that I'm wrong- I'm open to being wrong, and freely admit where I am wrong and my failings, or misunderstandings- and their vehement denial, and taking it as an attack on them with such a surge and negative emotion… I understand it though, it's just deep seeded fears, subconscious defenses to protect one's self from what they see as a threat to them- but I'm really not… sad how from such an early age, society ingrains in us that there is weakness in people seeing us for who we really are at the core… comes back to people who would rather tear people down, spread hate, harm, and lash out because of their own pain and fears… that's the unfortunate part about society, and most people in general, to which I believe you're apart of. People change though, it's possible… that's why I am how I am, and I myself too am open to change, and betterment, and continue striving for it.
Now here is the part where you try to insult me and attempt to hurt my feelings, and nag and bitch about how much I type in a message, or how poorly I formulate a response (to which I do agree, I need to work more on that… but it's not easy for me, and hard for me to express my thoughts properly, for myself, but I do get it, and I am going to make more of an effort with it soon, as I work on other parts of my life too, which I believe will help somewhat with this), or in some way to be negative, trying to tear me down, rather than make a positive effort, attempt to help, or be constructive in your criticisms- even if you don't do any of that, this could be enjoyable and/or rewarding instead of the responses you're likely to contribute toward me. You're one of those people who'd rather perpetuate suffering… meh… it's alright, but you don't have to waste your time, because it won't work on me. I am okay in who I am, and you don't bother me like I know you wish you did. I do genuinely pity people like you… so much joy, knowledge and fun stolen in ignorance/lack of understanding with how you attempt to belittle people, tear them down, and all around just desire to spread negative feelings.
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2017-07-27 at 5 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I think what disturbs you, in saying I don't communicate like most others is, is that I don't let negative people effect me much, and continue striving to be positive, even in this sea of negative people that frequent here, and I don't let hate bother me, nor reciprocate it like most would.
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2017-07-27 at 5:01 AM UTCHydro I mean you no disrespect but holy shit learn to organise your thoughts you fag cunt
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2017-07-27 at 5:02 AM UTC
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2017-07-27 at 5:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by aldra
SDF have actually come out and made an official statement that there is in fact no 'faggot battalion' and that there are just a few foreign fags fishing for attention.
The word "fascist" is a red flag for me now. Basically anyone who uses that nowadays is almost certainly a braindead left wing fucktard who can't think for themselves.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-27 at 5:03 AM UTC
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2017-07-27 at 5:05 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-27 at 5:05 AM UTCAnyweay, hyrdo my bae, my hard bae, I read every goddamn word you write, like sometimes I get high and I just read every letter you write out, and sound em out, and bask in what Io know is many many words to come and seriously thanks cuz when I'm high and staring at walls and focused but not I like to find a thing a task a focus and it becomes your posts and they just make me feel alive, healthy, understandable, excitable, and READY, quite frankly. I FEEL READY.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-27 at 5:08 AM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon https://www.reddit.com/r/syriancivilwar/comments/6pn0y4/locals_react_to_the_tqilairpgf_these_faggots_kill/
"[links a friend] I didn't know you were deployed in Raqqa"
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2017-07-27 at 5:08 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Anyweay, hyrdo my bae, my hard bae, I read every goddamn word you write, like sometimes I get high and I just read every letter you write out, and sound em out, and bask in what Io know is many many words to come and seriously thanks cuz when I'm high and staring at walls and focused but not I like to find a thing a task a focus and it becomes your posts and they just make me feel alive, healthy, understandable, excitable, and READY, quite frankly. I FEEL READY.
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2017-07-27 at 5:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Now here is the part where you try to insult me and attempt to hurt my feelings, and nag and bitch about how much I type in a message, or how poorly I formulate a response
don't tell me when it's time to insult people you silly bitch
seriously, I don't have a problem with you at all, but you need to condense your thoughts a bit if you want people to read your posts. every single one is at least 3-4 paragraphs, and this is the retarded thread, a thread for nonsense and amusing shitposts.
save the high level of detail for things you feel are important; I like to think I have a longer attention span than most on here and even I just skim over most of your posts because I can't find anything I care enough about to read through the entire essay.
you literally could've compressed that last post down to:I tend to talk shit to people I've had arguments with in the past like Sploo and Risir so I find it hard to tell if your negative feedback is sincere. As an aside I have a tendency to overanalyse things so my interpretation of a post might be different from what was originally intended.
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2017-07-27 at 5:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon https://www.reddit.com/r/syriancivilwar/comments/6pn0y4/locals_react_to_the_tqilairpgf_these_faggots_kill/
Fuck off leftiesPro-Rebel pages:
13) "I blame Ahmad Jarba. That homosexual likes Netanyahu and Saudi men"
15) "Only for Western support… That's all they care about."
20) "The only and last way for PKK to appease America and the West. They betray Syria and become the enemy of all Kurds. YPG will be supplied with a new batch of Vaseline and Condoms! May the Kurdish forces and PYD burn in hell"
23) "I hope they are captured by ISIS and thrown off a building"
25) "This is the fault of the homosexual Assad because he is a homosexual"
26) "They must be part of the National Defense. Everybody in National Defense is a homosexual"
lololPro-Regime pages
27) From Jihad to Homosexuality. Strange in Raqqa.
28) "Hahahaha"
29) "It must be a joke"
33) "When will there be a lesbian army with sexy women?"
LOL SAA WINS AGAIN -
2017-07-27 at 5:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I distinctly noticed that even under fairly high doses of psychedelics I would remain surprisingly rational. As in, of course there were various profound modulations in the conscious experience, but my coherence, grasp of reasoning, always remained, I always felt like myself.
That's everyone bro, you're not special -
2017-07-27 at 5:17 AM UTClol, I've been messaging PoC a lot at night when I have things that come up or feel important to express or relay to him, and a lot of times, lately at least, it's turning into a mountain of text by the time he's up for work... well, at least tonight he'll get a break from it...
I love dat nigga. He's a really wonderful man, and I am truly blessed and grateful to have him in my life as my partner, and to be loved, and cared about, by him. It feels really good to have a person I can relate with as well as I do with him, and someone who truly understands a lot about me, my problems, situations I've been in, and how things effect me- not just understands, but also intimately knows, and handles and feels the same as I have about so much. We share so much in common, and not just our problems, but also the things we like, how we love, and what we want in life. The distance is killing me though... I wish so much that it'd finally just be time, and we had a place together, and could share a lot more intimacy than we currently can now. Not just that, but also, the ability to go do fun things together, spend time, but also, just to fucking be able to lay down together in the same bed, and wake up each day with someone who completes me, and brings me such a huge amount of relief, in the feeling of being safe with him. PoC is my knight in shining armor, for real, and I never thought I'd have some I'd consider that to me quite like I do with him. I just hope one day I get to get him seeing what I see in him, and the awesome person he is, and the qualities about him that make him such a unique, and beautiful individual. I hope too that one day he's able to see that he's a handsome, attractive, and desirable man that he really is. He's a truly wonderful person, both inside and out. It's not often you find someone who's as good as he is, despite the issues he's struggling with... he's helped me tremendously, and I am so grateful for that.
Funny how shit works out, and how little chance meetings, lead to what it has. I'm really happy you called it all those years ago, Malice. You really do know best, sometimes, and I appreciate your input, advice, suggestions, and insight you've lent to me. You're an important person in my life, and have greatly influenced it for the better, and you have my sincere appreciation for that. Really glad you helped me overcome my fear and anxiety on disclosing how I truly had been feeling, and didn't let me sit, still wondering "what if?"... it's brought a great amount of hope, happiness, and love into my life, I desperately needed, and wanted so badly... You'd known, as I confided in you all those years ago, about how I always thought, and felt bad for the choice I'd made back then, and felt quite a bit responsible for how jaded he'd become to things like love and relationships. I'm so happy that has finally come to be corrected, and we are where we're at now, only wish we were closer to our goal right now. -
2017-07-27 at 5:20 AM UTCban
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2017-07-27 at 5:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by anra no you just never shut the fuck up
... and why does it bother you? why do you let it be a thing that makes you express yourself toward me negatively, rather than just letting it go, living and letting live and moving on, and just not bothering to read? I truly don't care if a single person reads anything I post.
It's hard for you to accept people who're different from you, isn't it?
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Hydro I mean you no disrespect but holy shit learn to organise your thoughts you fag cunt
I accept that I am pretty bad at doing that. THis is the retarded thread after all though, and it's a good outlet, and enjoyable for me to kill time, read what others have to say, and not have to worry so much about how I compose my thoughts. Care to discuss why you let it bother you? Like, really why it bothers you, and you continue doing the same "didn't read" shit, when I know full well you won't read it, which is perfectly fine and no need to go on about expressing that? It's retarded, but unlike my retardedness, and others retardedness, it lacks creativity, meaning or substance. It has no humor, and it's just annoying for a lot of other people.. you just like being disruptive and angsty? Does it make you feel like you got "your thing"?
I'm sure you won't read this, and as before, that's okay. I accept you for who you are.
Originally posted by mmQ Anyweay, hyrdo my bae, my hard bae, I read every goddamn word you write, like sometimes I get high and I just read every letter you write out, and sound em out, and bask in what Io know is many many words to come and seriously thanks cuz when I'm high and staring at walls and focused but not I like to find a thing a task a focus and it becomes your posts and they just make me feel alive, healthy, understandable, excitable, and READY, quite frankly. I FEEL READY.
Well, if they do something good for you, then I'm happy for you, MQ.
Originally posted by aldra don't tell me when it's time to insult people you silly bitch
You do realize I didn't address you, right? I was directing my post to anra, but that's okay.
seriously, I don't have a problem with you at all, but you need to condense your thoughts a bit if you want people to read your posts. every single one is at least 3-4 paragraphs, and this is the retarded thread, a thread for nonsense and amusing shitposts.
save the high level of detail for things you feel are important; I like to think I have a longer attention span than most on here and even I just skim over most of your posts because I can't find anything I care enough about to read through the entire essay.
you literally could've compressed that last post down to:
I don't have a problem with you at all, either. I think for the most part you're a pretty good contributor to the forum and look forward to your threads, and posts, and like to hear your opinions on different things. You seem like a very intelligent, and multifaceted person, who's interesting, and has a lot of things to bring to the table here. I also see we are vastly different people, but that's cool, and what I do enjoy about you.
I recognize that I could compress a lot of my posts down. Sometimes I do. Sometimes I just refrain from contributing altogether. I know it's TRT. I just enjoy being able to express myself here, and communicate with a few other people regarding different shit, and telling stories sometimes. It' pretty retarded in my opinion, so... it's fitting, I think.
I understand if you don't find something I write about interesting, noteworthy, or worth your time and attention. I don't blame you for not reading it. I would suggest, if you don't like how long my posts are, or their content, then just don't read them. -
2017-07-27 at 5:43 AM UTCshut the fuck up
