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2016-08-10 at 3:07 AM UTCShut up Lanny, your playpen is philosophy and compsci, don't tell me what to do in my domain. I've talked about the rates of comorbidity for autism spectrum disorders, specifically the high functioning range, incredible suicide rate, life expectancy, etc. And, no, I don't think it's societal/cultural/economic structures, of course I've thoroughly considered that. There are a few core books I'd recommend to understanding what leads to lasting happiness (happiness research), depression, and suicide. Even if it was, there would still be the question of how realistic the expectancy of change would be (new soviet man). You'd essentially have to change human nature, the genome, and even then it would only partially ameliorate it.
Unfortunately I learned the hard way that man can't function on pure reason alone and we evolved emotions for a good reason. Could you realisticaly expect to make it through decades with severe anhedonia, blunted afffect (limited range of emotions and intensity), in a baseline state of dysphoria, your hedonic system fucked up, the complex etiology of autism leading to effects such as not habing the energy to live your life, enjoy it, develop and pursue passions/goals?
The way you stated it particularly ticked me off.People making this argument for themselves are obviously unqualified to give themselves the "terminal" designation.
Fuck you, not everyone has a life that's worth living and you can't make that judgement for them.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3010743/
We're still largely depending on goddamn SSRIs after decades of that embarassment of the serotonin hypothesis. Forgive me for not having much faith that a treatment of adequate efficacy is close enough to being developed that relatively radical/extreme alternatives shouldn't be taken.
And we already have treatments that have been tested involving alteration of the brain, or at least some level of invasivenesss, for serious disorders, that have demonstrated acceptable efficacy: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deep_brain_stimulation
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2016-08-10 at 5:34 AM UTCPain is pain, whether it's a physical manifestation, or all in your head. The only person who can truly determine the level and severity of that pain is the person with the pain. I believe Malice when he says to the degree he suffers, he is a very knowledgeable character, does his homework better than any other user here, or most places I've lurked, and I highly doubt that he has been making up or exaggerating all this shit for this long. Not only being well versed in studying his issues, he's tried to help lots of users here that I've seen over the years, whether it was gathered in his own research or just done a side project as a kindness, he is moved and considerate (in his own autistic way) of those suffering from mental health flaws that cause suffering, as he suffers- it;s clear that Malice understands and appreciates pain and suffering. Obviously, something has been wrong with him for a very long time, and if he thinks brain surgery could be the answer to his variety of pain and suffering, then I would certainly think that it might be a good possibility and not out of the question considering his history and dedication to improvement. The only thing Malice has suggested that he was considering that I disagreed with was when he was thinking of going into an in-patient situation and being hospitalized, and that is because the mental healthcare system sucks, and so do 99.9% of doctors, shrinks, and professionals in that system, and after his quest for Nardil, I believe he would agree with that sentiment now- I didn't disagree that it wasn't a valid idea, considering why this was an option he was looking at, but... it just isn't a good idea in the world we are in for the ass backwards, and jaded psychiatrists.
I wish you would write a book, Malice. On anything, I don't care. Shit, take all the posts you've posted here and in zoklet and do a tad bit of editing and slap a book together. I think you really would do well with that. You have a talent for gathering, compiling, and laying it all out for people like myself to understand and enjoy. I like how you're able to take serious and technical topics, then throw in a bit of your dark humor, and how you are able to relate them to a laymen. Maybe even a biography, I would read that. You seem to not want to go into too much detail about your childhood and family (you tend to skim over it and seem very uninterested in expressing too much about it), but even if you wrote a book that talked about your struggle-I can tell you right now that you would impact and help a lot of people if you did that. You should work on doing something like that, just work on it as you feel like it, or as you do your current research on shit. Speaking of people I wish I could read their work... meh, it doesn't matter, just hope he continues pursuing it, because he is really gifted as a writer. -
2016-08-10 at 7:47 AM UTCDay 125, the snozzberries still taste like butthole
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2016-08-10 at 11:21 AM UTC
Shut up Lanny, your playpen is philosophy and compsci, don't tell me what to do in my domain. I've talked about the rates of comorbidity for autism spectrum disorders, specifically the high functioning range, incredible suicide rate, life expectancy, etc. And, no, I don't think it's societal/cultural/economic structures, of course I've thoroughly considered that. There are a few core books I'd recommend to understanding what leads to lasting happiness (happiness research), depression, and suicide. Even if it was, there would still be the question of how realistic the expectancy of change would be (new soviet man). You'd essentially have to change human nature, the genome, and even then it would only partially ameliorate it.
Unfortunately I learned the hard way that man can't function on pure reason alone and we evolved emotions for a good reason. Could you realisticaly expect to make it through decades with severe anhedonia, blunted afffect (limited range of emotions and intensity), in a baseline state of dysphoria, your hedonic system fucked up, the complex etiology of autism leading to effects such as not habing the energy to live your life, enjoy it, develop and pursue passions/goals?
The way you stated it particularly ticked me off.
Fuck you, not everyone has a life that's worth living and you can't make that judgement for them.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3010743/
We're still largely depending on goddamn SSRIs after decades of that embarassment of the serotonin hypothesis. Forgive me for not having much faith that a treatment of adequate efficacy is close enough to being developed that relatively radical/extreme alternatives shouldn't be taken.
And we already have treatments that have been tested involving alteration of the brain, or at least some level of invasivenesss, for serious disorders, that have demonstrated acceptable efficacy: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deep_brain_stimulation
You're a pussy anyway.
Yeah, let's all be angry at Lanny. RESPOND TO MY THREAD IN S&S YOU ASSHOLE! -
2016-08-11 at 12:09 AM UTCWhat's S&S? I looked through all the forums for one with that acronym. Seriously, I don't know what thread you're referring to.
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2016-08-11 at 12:45 AM UTC
What's S&S? I looked through all the forums for one with that acronym. Seriously, I don't know what thread you're referring to.
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2016-08-11 at 5:50 PM UTCHey, Blah, how have you been? Was wondering where the fuck you disappeared to. You need to post more.
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2016-08-11 at 8:47 PM UTCOut of weed and down to $70.. Fucking drugs these days cost too much I can't afford this shit no more, drugs and food. The only way to not go broke is to grow your own everything.
Also out of weed but still high.. Low tolerance or is all these "weed scraps" because I smoke so much.
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2016-08-11 at 9:20 PM UTCI have only smoked about 5g over the last two weeks and I feel like my IQ is back at triple digits.
Still smoking syncans, though. -
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2016-08-12 at 5:01 AM UTCWell, I had a very interesting conversation with the old guy I am living with. It's in the works for us to get a strip of acid and an ounce of mushies. The end of this summer I feel is going to be a very interesting one at least. I do look forward to tripping with him, but I am gonna go off alone one day and have some time to myself to figure shit out with the help of psychedelic drugs- I might even just take two days and drive back to my old stomping grounds and chill out in the woods and near the river I grew up playing in, but idk... I have been saying forever I need a good heavy duty trip to straighten my brain out and I am really looking forward to it, this shit is literally killing me- like a rock and a hard place, mental and physical. Today while everyone was gone I completely just fell out in the kitchen while I was trying to fix dinner before everyone got back, and it happened again after I got up and turned off the stove, not sure how long each time, but I don't think it was all that long. In the last month I have fell unconscious suddenly about 12 times and believe, from what happened and how I felt after I had 3 seizures, though I refused to go to the ER because fuck if I am going to lose my drivers license. With all the bullshit piling on my chest, I really need to get shit straight for these guys I'm caring for and for my son.
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2016-08-12 at 6:24 AM UTCHow's my dox coming along hydro.
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2016-08-12 at 3:28 PM UTCSophie, I honestly haven't even made a keystroke in that direction. I mentioned before that I had a massive amount of shit going on lately and I don't want to become distracted in my efforts regarding. If I get stuck digging too deep or intently on something when I got a whole other pot of food cooking on the stove, I'm very likely to burn the main dish. I can't go on about the current situation here. Sure it sounds like an excuse, but I said from the start it would likely be a while for me to begin.. And no doubt take a long time since well... I don't speak or read dutch. I promise if you knew the situation going on in the background behind me, you would understand why I don't want to be distracted with doxxing you atm. When I dive into something like that, I get a wee bit obsessive... I don't even have an internet connection other than the data on my phone without taking a 5 minute drive either... And well, that gets tedious with the much more pressing shit I am dealing with. I've only been dicking off here just to keep myself from going completely off the walls batshit insane.
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2016-08-12 at 8:18 PM UTCFirst name May Last name Kamericagreatagain
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2016-08-12 at 10:20 PM UTC
First name May Last name Kamericagreatagain
Thank you, you know Space Cat endorsed me, he's a great guy, we've had so many endorsements from niggas in space. So many great people, and we're going to make America great again. -
2016-08-12 at 10:56 PM UTCI just puked
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2016-08-13 at 2:42 AM UTCgod bless tolerance breaks
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2016-08-13 at 4:17 AM UTCI puked 7 times from 7 CCC's. 777 red puke "is it blood or pill coating" page flushhhhhhhhh flussshhhhhh.. Friday night fuck yeah.. My mom "are you dying lol?"
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2016-08-13 at 4:59 AM UTC
I puked 7 times from 7 CCC's. 777 red puke "is it blood or pill coating" page flushhhhhhhhh flussshhhhhh.. Friday night fuck yeah.. My mom "are you dying lol?"
Tell her yes. And she best be nice to you on your last days on this plane. -
2016-08-13 at 5:43 AM UTCI did say yes. I still feel like puking, everything hurts, I'm sweating and I'm so sick I can't even smoke weed.
On the plus side tho, my rich communist friends are bringing me a brand new PC in 10 minutes.. Woohoo!, the last time I had a good computer I was bitching and moaning about my power and internet getting cut off on this website last summer.
