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2020-01-06 at 6:52 AM UTC
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2020-01-06 at 8:19 AM UTCI like to analyze these kinds of things sometimes when I’m high ... :)
Damn.. not ultra lol.. am not ..
But I definitely have a hard time telling someone if they hurt me..😋
Most people don’t have that problem but..
I don’t like those conversations lol
In my mind, I feel like they should know..like you know what you did ..
But people aren’t mind readers so I can’t expect them to know..but I feel weird telling them lol -
2020-01-06 at 8:20 AM UTC
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2020-01-06 at 12:40 PM UTC
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2020-01-06 at 6:29 PM UTCIf people only knew how easy it is to actually lose weight..
It’s weird because when I lost that weight during that summer I was seeing results so crazy that I actually became addicted to it
Learned a lot that summer about myself mentally and how much willpower I actually have
I’m so glad I didn’t care about people staring at me out there lmao
Imagine if I gave af what people thought that summer lol :) -
2020-01-06 at 6:39 PM UTCOhh how they laughed!!
They laughed from their porches ...they stared and snickered!
They asked what are you training for? The military? Lol
I’m like no I’m just working out
I think what really made them look at me crazy was how I’d get into the zone..
I called it “Beastmode” it’s like your body goes into autopilot
But people don’t experience that because they stop before their body can get there..
It’s past the pain that your body is gonna resist with..
If you push through that .. there’s your autopilot..right there
Don’t underestimate what your body can do because your MIND says it’s done ..
*tokes*
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2020-01-06 at 6:59 PM UTCI’m in a sharing mood.. I’ll tell the whole story here shortly
Let me get some things together real quick :) -
2020-01-06 at 7:20 PM UTCI got distracted y’all my bad ..jus hold tight :) 💖
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2020-01-06 at 7:41 PM UTC
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2020-01-06 at 7:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ
ROFL!!
Okay .. so it all happened rather spontaneously because I’ve never thought there was a problem with my body honestly..
Never had someone I was dating express to me any displeasure or anything and I never felt overweight or anything like that
One night I was taking a pic of myself from my side just on some random stuff and I was legitimately shocked because I had never seen myself like that..
Like I was lowkey shocked af and did not like what I saw at all..
That next morning I woke up ..I put on some music and I just started shadow boxing to the music
Then a few kicks with the punches till I was doing full combos ..
I did that everyday for a while..
Then I ran across a YouTube video about jumping rope and it changed the game...
Started jumping rope everyday outside with my music out there and people thought I was crazy lol
❤️😇
I learned to jump so fast and do so many tricks ..my body was literally transforming before my own fuqn eyes ..then I got some lil free weights and started incorporating them as well..
Didn’t eat any fried foods at all or ground beef..no soda actually only water was my drink during that summer..
The weird thing about losing weight is you don’t see it for yourself..other people see it..
So I kept my progress through pictures daily.. from the beginning to the end ...and it was actually astonishing to see my body change like that before my eyes it was like a drug to me at this point..
Lowkey, I was straight addicted..all up in the middle of the night doing crunches and using my free weights lmao
But towards the middle of the Summer..my body had gotten used to what I was doing and I went through something called a plateau.. my weight loss became stagnant..this meant I had to change my routine..
So after that I discovered 2 things..a Latin dance fusion dvd series that was fun as chit but murder..
But the cherry on the top that really got it done was something called INSANITY
It was some a dvd series by Shawn T ..it was extremely difficult like military cardio and body resistance I basically completed it by the end of that summer ..
So in closing I lost like 40 sumn lbs
that summer and I learned that I can do anything that I put my mind to..
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2020-01-07 at 1:01 AM UTCIt was a really beautiful day 💖
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2020-01-07 at 1:29 AM UTCThis song ...
Samples this song ...
I love the original song..the remake has beautiful lyrics as well
But the original is untouchable 💖 -
2020-01-07 at 1:34 AM UTCHe deals the cards as a meditation
And those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He don't play for respect
He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of a probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance...
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I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art...
But that's not the shape of my heart
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2020-01-09 at 5:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by CandyRein ROFL!!
Okay .. so it all happened rather spontaneously because I’ve never thought there was a problem with my body honestly..
Never had someone I was dating express to me any displeasure or anything and I never felt overweight or anything like that
One night I was taking a pic of myself from my side just on some random stuff and I was legitimately shocked because I had never seen myself like that..
Like I was lowkey shocked af and did not like what I saw at all..
That next morning I woke up ..I put on some music and I just started shadow boxing to the music
Then a few kicks with the punches till I was doing full combos ..
I did that everyday for a while..
Then I ran across a YouTube video about jumping rope and it changed the game…
Started jumping rope everyday outside with my music out there and people thought I was crazy lol
❤️😇
I learned to jump so fast and do so many tricks ..my body was literally transforming before my own fuqn eyes ..then I got some lil free weights and started incorporating them as well..
Didn’t eat any fried foods at all or ground beef..no soda actually only water was my drink during that summer..
The weird thing about losing weight is you don’t see it for yourself..other people see it..
So I kept my progress through pictures daily.. from the beginning to the end …and it was actually astonishing to see my body change like that before my eyes it was like a drug to me at this point..
Lowkey, I was straight addicted..all up in the middle of the night doing crunches and using my free weights lmao
But towards the middle of the Summer..my body had gotten used to what I was doing and I went through something called a plateau.. my weight loss became stagnant..this meant I had to change my routine..
So after that I discovered 2 things..a Latin dance fusion dvd series that was fun as chit but murder..
But the cherry on the top that really got it done was something called INSANITY
It was some a dvd series by Shawn T ..it was extremely difficult like military cardio and body resistance I basically completed it by the end of that summer ..
So in closing I lost like 40 sumn lbs
that summer and I learned that I can do anything that I put my mind to..
💖
you know why-- I ♥️ this Post!
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2020-01-09 at 5:50 AM UTC
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2020-01-09 at 12:30 PM UTC
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2020-01-09 at 1:24 PM UTC
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2020-01-09 at 1:57 PM UTCthen you get to choose top or bottom I guess
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2020-01-09 at 2:38 PM UTCIf there is a babby there'll be milk nearby.
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2020-01-09 at 2:39 PM UTC