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  1. CandyRein Black Hole


    Lol 😋
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  2. CandyRein Black Hole
    I like to analyze these kinds of things sometimes when I’m high ... :)




    Damn.. not ultra lol.. am not ..

    But I definitely have a hard time telling someone if they hurt me..😋
    Most people don’t have that problem but..
    I don’t like those conversations lol

    In my mind, I feel like they should know..like you know what you did ..

    But people aren’t mind readers so I can’t expect them to know..but I feel weird telling them lol
  3. CandyRein Black Hole


    Bs.. the whole lot of it .. ;)
  4. Netflxchillr African Astronaut


    🦋
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  5. CandyRein Black Hole
    If people only knew how easy it is to actually lose weight..

    It’s weird because when I lost that weight during that summer I was seeing results so crazy that I actually became addicted to it

    Learned a lot that summer about myself mentally and how much willpower I actually have

    I’m so glad I didn’t care about people staring at me out there lmao


    Imagine if I gave af what people thought that summer lol :)
  6. CandyRein Black Hole
    Ohh how they laughed!!
    They laughed from their porches ...they stared and snickered!

    They asked what are you training for? The military? Lol

    I’m like no I’m just working out
    I think what really made them look at me crazy was how I’d get into the zone..

    I called it “Beastmode” it’s like your body goes into autopilot

    But people don’t experience that because they stop before their body can get there..

    It’s past the pain that your body is gonna resist with..

    If you push through that .. there’s your autopilot..right there

    Don’t underestimate what your body can do because your MIND says it’s done ..

    *tokes*

    :)
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  7. CandyRein Black Hole
    I’m in a sharing mood.. I’ll tell the whole story here shortly

    Let me get some things together real quick :)
  8. CandyRein Black Hole
    I got distracted y’all my bad ..jus hold tight :) 💖
  9. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by CandyRein I got distracted y’all my bad ..jus hold tight :) 💖

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  10. CandyRein Black Hole
    Originally posted by mmQ
    ROFL!!


    Okay .. so it all happened rather spontaneously because I’ve never thought there was a problem with my body honestly..

    Never had someone I was dating express to me any displeasure or anything and I never felt overweight or anything like that

    One night I was taking a pic of myself from my side just on some random stuff and I was legitimately shocked because I had never seen myself like that..

    Like I was lowkey shocked af and did not like what I saw at all..

    That next morning I woke up ..I put on some music and I just started shadow boxing to the music

    Then a few kicks with the punches till I was doing full combos ..

    I did that everyday for a while..

    Then I ran across a YouTube video about jumping rope and it changed the game...

    Started jumping rope everyday outside with my music out there and people thought I was crazy lol
    ❤️😇

    I learned to jump so fast and do so many tricks ..my body was literally transforming before my own fuqn eyes ..then I got some lil free weights and started incorporating them as well..

    Didn’t eat any fried foods at all or ground beef..no soda actually only water was my drink during that summer..

    The weird thing about losing weight is you don’t see it for yourself..other people see it..

    So I kept my progress through pictures daily.. from the beginning to the end ...and it was actually astonishing to see my body change like that before my eyes it was like a drug to me at this point..
    Lowkey, I was straight addicted..all up in the middle of the night doing crunches and using my free weights lmao

    But towards the middle of the Summer..my body had gotten used to what I was doing and I went through something called a plateau.. my weight loss became stagnant..this meant I had to change my routine..

    So after that I discovered 2 things..a Latin dance fusion dvd series that was fun as chit but murder..
    But the cherry on the top that really got it done was something called INSANITY

    It was some a dvd series by Shawn T ..it was extremely difficult like military cardio and body resistance I basically completed it by the end of that summer ..

    So in closing I lost like 40 sumn lbs
    that summer and I learned that I can do anything that I put my mind to..
    💖
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  11. CandyRein Black Hole
    It was a really beautiful day 💖
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  12. CandyRein Black Hole
    This song ...



    Samples this song ...




    I love the original song..the remake has beautiful lyrics as well
    But the original is untouchable 💖
  13. CandyRein Black Hole
    He deals the cards as a meditation

    And those he plays never suspect

    He doesn't play for the money he wins

    He don't play for respect

    He deals the cards to find the answer

    The sacred geometry of chance

    The hidden law of a probable outcome

    The numbers lead a dance...
    ❤️
    I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier

    I know that the clubs are weapons of war

    I know that diamonds mean money for this art...

    But that's not the shape of my heart
    ❤️
  14. Netflxchillr African Astronaut
    Originally posted by CandyRein ROFL!!


    Okay .. so it all happened rather spontaneously because I’ve never thought there was a problem with my body honestly..

    Never had someone I was dating express to me any displeasure or anything and I never felt overweight or anything like that

    One night I was taking a pic of myself from my side just on some random stuff and I was legitimately shocked because I had never seen myself like that..

    Like I was lowkey shocked af and did not like what I saw at all..

    That next morning I woke up ..I put on some music and I just started shadow boxing to the music

    Then a few kicks with the punches till I was doing full combos ..

    I did that everyday for a while..

    Then I ran across a YouTube video about jumping rope and it changed the game…

    Started jumping rope everyday outside with my music out there and people thought I was crazy lol
    ❤️😇

    I learned to jump so fast and do so many tricks ..my body was literally transforming before my own fuqn eyes ..then I got some lil free weights and started incorporating them as well..

    Didn’t eat any fried foods at all or ground beef..no soda actually only water was my drink during that summer..

    The weird thing about losing weight is you don’t see it for yourself..other people see it..

    So I kept my progress through pictures daily.. from the beginning to the end …and it was actually astonishing to see my body change like that before my eyes it was like a drug to me at this point..
    Lowkey, I was straight addicted..all up in the middle of the night doing crunches and using my free weights lmao

    But towards the middle of the Summer..my body had gotten used to what I was doing and I went through something called a plateau.. my weight loss became stagnant..this meant I had to change my routine..

    So after that I discovered 2 things..a Latin dance fusion dvd series that was fun as chit but murder..
    But the cherry on the top that really got it done was something called INSANITY

    It was some a dvd series by Shawn T ..it was extremely difficult like military cardio and body resistance I basically completed it by the end of that summer ..

    So in closing I lost like 40 sumn lbs
    that summer and I learned that I can do anything that I put my mind to..
    💖

    you know why-- I ♥️ this Post!

    🦋
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  15. Netflxchillr African Astronaut
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  16. CandyRein Black Hole
    Originally posted by Netflxchillr you know why– I ♥️ this Post!

    🦋

    Thank you , my lil cutie ❤️
    💣💥
  17. Originally posted by Netflxchillr

    What if the relationship is between 2 fajets?
  18. aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    then you get to choose top or bottom I guess
  19. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    If there is a babby there'll be milk nearby.
  20. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by aldra then you get to choose top or bottom I guess

    Or engine / caboose
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