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Anyone heard from Actor? AKA Needledick needledick, needledick

  1. #41
    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    you don't suffer constantly it's a pretty normal reaction
  2. #42
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    Originally posted by iam_asiam68 i know there are success stories, and that is the beauty of a website like this forum. but the feeling of worthlessness, to the point where suicide becomes a viable solution, seems like something that needs to be addressed.



    Originally posted by aldra there were several sites with a similar theme before this, and they always seemed to attract a certain kind of people

    I guess more specifically, we tended to attract people deep into drugs, people with psychological problems, broken families, things like that

    totse was originally known as a hub for explosive and drug manufacture, fringe 'conspiracy theories', 'hacking' and generally rebellious kids
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  3. #43
    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood you don't suffer constantly it's a pretty normal reaction

    i agree, but from someone who does not deal with these types of idealisms and thoughts on a personal level, maybe i can offer alternatives in how to deal with those mental demons.
  4. #44
    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    Dead.
  5. #45
    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    If you're suicidal you should change every aspect of your life until it's completely different in every way and you find something that makes you happy

    It doesn't always work for everyone but most of the people here that die didn't ever truly try to change their lives they lived in the same city, same house surrounded by the same people doing the same things.
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  6. #46
    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    when my Dad died a few years ago, he had become my best friend. before that we got along because i was his son and he was my dad. and ever since he died, i have literally broken down balling my ass off on an every other day basis. i wanted to die. i prayed to die. i begged God to take me. and what i find odd, during all of this, suicide never crossed my mind. so there has to be hope for someone who does deal with suicidal thoughts.
  7. #47
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    someone here has to have his number. I bet he's called the fona fone befone
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  8. #48
    Technologist victim of incest
    Well, it seemed like Juice and Malice were tormented by their own mental demons. Juice told me of them, and from listening to you guys talk about Malice, he had them as well.

    Sploo had mental demons, but in a different way. Now Actor just seemed down a lot. Fuck fuck fuck, it comes in many faces.
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  9. #49
    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    we can whip this. it's just doing it and maintaining it.
  10. #50
    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    i have really appreciated the ITT threads, where you get real honest about what you are facing. it's clear many here really do care. that's why this thinking that killing ourselves is the best option needs to STOP right now!!
  11. #51
    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    sudo made a great thread and casper has the recovery thread. those 2 care!! i want to be on board with them!!
  12. #52
    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    tech definitely cares
  13. #53
    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    Maybe if their lives didn't suck but there isn't much to do to change that. A lot of us are pretty fucked and things that should make a normal person happy don't really work. When I had a full time job and a pregnant girlfriend was one of the darkest times in my life, people kept telling me if I kept it up I could save up for a house and set myself up for a good life.

    some of are pretty woke and unsatisfied just being a working scrub normie like jigaboo johnson that makes his entire life about his job.

    There are things people could focus on like relationships. A lot of the people that kill themselves here seem to be lonely and can't find girls which is pretty common for people in my generation

    Everything is just fucked I don't even know where to start and I have a pretty good understanding of it all and it's just a huge mess of suffering. We aren't even cool enough to do a proper group suicide or anything

    https://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

    "Suicide is not chosen; it happens
    when pain exceeds
    resources for coping with pain. '
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  14. #54
    Technologist victim of incest
    Edit: I wouldn’t have put this post after Scron’s post if I knew he was going to post things that are very serious.

    Iam,
    That’s why I like it here. Sure there’s some real degenerates here, but everyone here knows they are flawed, and that everyone else is. At DH, you were judged incessantly, and harassed for not having the “perfect life”. I have been more real with myself here in 1 1/2 yrs, than I ever was in 6 years on DH.
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  15. #55
    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    Most people here probably have bad coping skills and when the drugs stop working it can feel like killing yourself is the only other option. I don't know anyone here currently in therapy I think a lot of us just gave up on that and have a pretty good understanding of whats wrong with ourselves.

    I hear a lot more about doctors than I do therapists but thats probably normal for USA
  16. #56
    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    Originally posted by Technologist if I knew he was going to post things that are very serious.

    its okay, one of our coping methods is turning our problems into dank memes for strangers to laugh at on the internet

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  17. #57
    AngryIVer African Astronaut [my jade controlled morrigan]
    Originally posted by Technologist I’ve never seen him be mean to a soul.

    Of all the true things you could have actually said in response to my obvious jackassery you had to say something that isn't inherently true. He was a dick to a few people, myself included.


    I never got not speaking ill of the dead, because after both my older brothers and my dad dying, knowing who my brother was in life, knowing who my dad was until a few years after I was born, I see why people wouldn't instantly stop holding a grudge because someone died.



    That being said, I feel like Needledick has posted recently enough to keep him being in jail or something a real possibility.
  18. #58
    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    i have watched some great people in life like robin williams, David Foster Wallace, so many others who were creative, talented, and in a single moment lost hope and ended it.

    robin was an older man and that is almost acceptable, but so many others like john belushi, john candy, chris farley were tormented and tried to escape like Philip Seymour Hoffman. they had it all and still it was not enough.

    that kind of trapped needs to be corrected!!
  19. #59
    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    Originally posted by AngryIVer Of all the true things you could have actually said in response to my obvious jackassery you had to say something that isn't inherently true. He was a dick to a few people, myself included.


    I never got not speaking ill of the dead, because after both my older brothers and my dad dying, knowing who my brother was in life, knowing who my dad was until a few years after I was born, I see why people wouldn't instantly stop holding a grudge because someone died.



    That being said, I feel like Needledick has posted recently enough to keep him being in jail or something a real possibility.

    how was he a dick to you?
  20. #60
    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    Originally posted by AngryIVer Of all the true things you could have actually said in response to my obvious jackassery you had to say something that isn't inherently true. He was a dick to a few people, myself included.


    I never got not speaking ill of the dead, because after both my older brothers and my dad dying, knowing who my brother was in life, knowing who my dad was until a few years after I was born, I see why people wouldn't instantly stop holding a grudge because someone died.



    That being said, I feel like Needledick has posted recently enough to keep him being in jail or something a real possibility.

    Anyone thats nice to you is a bad person
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