The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕

1. 2019-12-08 at 6:12 PM UTC

   #5281
   

   Ghost Black Hole
   kill urself
2. 2019-12-08 at 6:13 PM UTC

   #5282
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   are you on Vyvanse for ADHD or is there something else it is prescribed for? Just tell him to give you concerta (methylphenidate xr) if he's iffy on the vyvanse. Glad they're still not trying to give out effexor as a mood stabilizer, that shit is debilitating poison
3. 2019-12-08 at 6:37 PM UTC

   #5283
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Sudo are you on Vyvanse for ADHD or is there something else it is prescribed for? Just tell him to give you concerta (methylphenidate xr) if he's iffy on the vyvanse. Glad they're still not trying to give out effexor as a mood stabilizer, that shit is debilitating poison

   
   ADD but it helps with the depression also. I can tell I really have ADD/ADHD because stimulants level me out and I'm also very irritable and impatient when I'm not on them plus I tend to be impulsive which I'm not when I'm medicated with amps. Caffeine makes me tired for example and I consume a lot of nicotine in an attempt to curb the irritability.
   
   I was on 70 mg Vyvanse for months so he shouldn't have too much problem giving it to me again since I can pass a drug test now. I got taken off them because I sacrificed them in order to get clonazepam during a period of severe anxiety (dumb fucking move) and a couple weeks after I got a drug test sprung on me and failed for opiates, meth, weed and benzos because it was right after I spent a weekend partying before planning to kill myself with an overdose so I haven't seen a controlled substance since
4. 2019-12-08 at 6:39 PM UTC

   #5284
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Ghost kill urself

   
   If it were that simple I would but I got people/animals to worry about affecting. I'm not doing this shit for my sake.
5. 2019-12-08 at 6:45 PM UTC

   #5285
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   that's kind of weird they wouldn't give u clazzies and vyvanse. Obv stims make anxiety worse. Why didn't you take a flush kit and even if you have a high creatine content it will buy you a few extra days? I have ADHD too which has gotten MUCH better with age but I still need them sometimes. They help me supervise myself
6. 2019-12-08 at 6:47 PM UTC

   #5286
   

   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
   Maybe your shitty pills are the problem
7. 2019-12-08 at 7:01 PM UTC

   #5287
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Maybe your shitty pills are the problem

   
   Well yeah that's what im saying. The SSRI is making me more depressed while the antipsychotic saps my energy and any remaining motivation. It's a shit combo.
8. 2019-12-08 at 7:05 PM UTC

   #5288
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I'm trying to quit nicotine and it's been less than 24 hours since I had a hit and I'm ready to fucking snap
9. 2019-12-08 at 7:10 PM UTC

   #5289
   

   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
   Get a 3mg vape and cut it with a 0
10. 2019-12-08 at 7:12 PM UTC

    #5290
    

    Technologist victim of incest
    I’ve been vaping 0mg oil for over 3 weeks. It’s helped A LOT! At first I used it just about continuously, now I rarely use it. I’ve used it once today.
11. 2019-12-08 at 7:45 PM UTC

    #5291
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Get a 3mg vape and cut it with a 0

    
    Ive been using 50 mg salts so I doubt that would do much.
12. 2019-12-08 at 7:59 PM UTC

    #5292
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Solstice The Nardil gave me a bad reaction off the first pill, felt like a panic attack and crawling out of my skin. Could have been coincidence. My therapist wrote him an email saying i should be back on Vyvanse. I was doing well on it for a long time and my mental health and life have been in a downward spiral since i was taken off it.
    
    I see him Tuesday, I want to go from what I'm on now, Seroquel XR and Lexapro, to Vyvanse and Vraylar. Vraylar is a way better mood stabilizer that works on depression, mania, and mixed episodes/mood swings all in one pill with no sedation or weight gain side effects.
    
    If the doctor won't give me Vyvanse again I'm just going to tell him that ill start using meth instead and/or kill myself because fuck it.

    
    Don't say you want to hurt yourself.. He'll just call the police and have you committed
    
    Vraylar sounds interesting, I might ask about it. Seroquel is too toxic and too sedating to take during the day
13. 2019-12-08 at 8:22 PM UTC

    #5293
    

    Technologist victim of incest
    So should I invest over 3 hours to watch The Irishman today?
14. 2019-12-08 at 8:30 PM UTC

    #5294
    

    ORACLE Naturally Camouflaged

    Originally posted by Technologist So should I invest over 3 hours to watch The Irishman today?

    
    You are gay and your mother is gay
15. 2019-12-08 at 8:33 PM UTC

    #5295
    

    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

    Originally posted by ORACLE You are gay and your mother is gay

    
    SHUT UP FAGGOT
16. 2019-12-08 at 8:58 PM UTC

    #5296
    

    ORACLE Naturally Camouflaged

    Originally posted by -SpectraL SHUT UP FAGGOT

    
    Shut the fuck up faggot.
17. 2019-12-08 at 9:01 PM UTC

    #5297
    

    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

    Originally posted by ORACLE Shut the fuck up faggot.

    
    You sure told me.
18. 2019-12-08 at 9:19 PM UTC

    #5298
    

    ORACLE Naturally Camouflaged

    Originally posted by -SpectraL You sure told me.

    
    Shut up faggot
19. 2019-12-08 at 10:31 PM UTC

    #5299
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by DietPiano Don't say you want to hurt yourself.. He'll just call the police and have you committed
    
    Vraylar sounds interesting, I might ask about it. Seroquel is too toxic and too sedating to take during the day

    
    They can only have you committed if you're an imminent threat and have plans. If I tell him that lack of results will lead to me killing myself down the road they can't do shit about it. Trust me I'm an expert on getting pink slipped. You can discuss suicidal thoughts/feelings all you want, it's imminent, immediate plans that they care about.
    
    Vraylar is definitely good for bipolar, check it out if you can. I'm only able to get it via free samples from my doc though, it's expensive as fuck to get a script unless you got good insurance/Medicaid.
20. 2019-12-08 at 11:08 PM UTC

    #5300
    

    Ghost Black Hole
    being bi polar is fun